Major hurt/comfort simp. ... more>>

Been hurting all my life with no one to comfort me so reading a hurt/sickly MC being worried/doted/cared for/loved on really soothes my soul or something twisted like that. I'm trying to find meaning behind all the suffering. Hmnn yeah that sounds about right, I wanna read meaningful suffering.

SSSSE (Self Sacrifice= sacrificing themselves for others/a greater good) (Self Suffering= is hurting/carrying burden/enduring hardship on their own) (Exposed= other people find out leading in increased positive action/attention towards them and or it affects other people in some way so there is meaning to the suffering)

Absolutely love the vomiting blood and everybody worries trope. MC in pain? It's okay baby it's all worth it there will be people that will take care of you or make up for it. Fluff stuff. Spurting blood is fun and all but psychological hurt also rubs me right, stuff like taking blame then the other party regretting and making up for it? Angst stuff. Mmm working too hard or getting hurt in place of others is also nice.

Romance. No romance. Straight. BL. Some I read using mtl.

tl;dr I just wanna talk about the novels I've read but highlight the heart abuse scenes :)

*Recommendations are welcomed but not always accepted to the list ∠( ᐛ 」∠)＿

If you decide to follow, I'll warmly say; Welcome to the cult  <( ⓛ ω ⓛ *)> <<less

the list where all the small pp mls are ... more>>

and the list where i hate every single one of these mls

if the male lead has "always loved them but has had to be mean to protect them"...that's called emotional abuse and they deserve death.

the fls should have gotten together with someone they actually had chemistry with--another woman in the novel 

...yes i am reading these bc i have bad taste mind your business   <<less

I absolutely love reading shitty egoist MLs suffer when the FL moves on from loving them, apologising and regretting.... more>>

This is not an exhaustive list, only ones I've read. Ratings /10

Comment if you have any recommendations to go in this list

Spoilers will be included in some descriptions (bc some stories needs explanation on why they turn angsty) but they will be in caps to warn you ahead. <<less

`` ~ ୨୧ ♡ · Mostly Kr yandere or obsessive ML !!  Notice : \/ Only include if has a readable website or raws that... more>> are easy to read !! <<less

When you wait for him to start begging

Novels that are utterly and purely trαsh (subjective) but for some curious reason, I really really like them.... more>>

Let me be upfront about the trαshy tropes that I really fancy for some reason-

Male yandere: I don't know man, I really like them.

Blatant abuse: It's not even the romanticized ones. I like reading tragedies that are centered around abuse...? I don't condone abusive behavior but just like reading them despite being mentally healthy.

Running away: It is better when she eventually gets caught too ;)

Absolutely miserable female leads: I don't know man, catharsis I guess?

^These would be the most common ones. I shall add more every time I awaken something new in me.

Just because a novel is trαsh doesn't mean it is not fun. <<less

2022 Novels Recap... more>>

Its my second anniversary of getting into ropan's novel! I got to know a lot of amazing male lea-, ehm, novels this year. i would like to express my gratitude for booktokki that provide free raw for us, and makes me able to read a lot of finished novels, T.T.  I AM OBSESSED with ropan at this point! as i read it 24/7

For my taste in novel, first of all i only read ropan, bcs i find it hard to find usual romance that doesn't have typical drama cliche and frustation.  I'm not into frustating drama. I'm not into frustating ml/fl. I like cliche. I hate 2nd ml/fl. I prefer to avoid plot on isekai into a BL world. If i'm curious, i depend on the spoiler forum, but i wont read it myself. I wont hurt myself with annoyingly frustating story. I prefer novels with 120s chapter, so i can binge it quickly.

I wish i got to know a lot more ropan next year, and i hope i got something good out of it. 

Happy New year guys! <<less

My TBR is flooded with this type of novels so I thought I might put them into one list. If you obsessed folks-like me- want... more>> to bombard and drown the translators or novels' comment sections with requests to ask them to reconsider then write the name of the novel in the comment section and maybe together we could do something. For me I'm seriously itching to read MARRAIGE OF CONVENIENCE but the translator just stopped updating with no former notice :( <<less

Emotional pain, angst, tragedy, the kinds of stories that make you feel pain through your heart and down to your finger tips 

Historical | Isekaid | went back to time | Divorce | Step Mom | Forbidden Love | One sided love... more>>

Note: not everyday but as long as i read a nice novel i immediaty add it here in my list <<less

I will do it one day.

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- Interesting character/Well written character... more>>

- Complex relationship with FL

- Grow to be a better person (This one is my main important criteria - character development are chef kiss<3)

(Non-smut, historical, reincarnation, transmigration, regression, complete and ongoing-) <<less

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If you wanna cry. This is for you. All are happy ending. 

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༺☆༻ Must read this at least for once in your lifetime ༺☆༻... more>>

༺☆༻ Lesson of Life ༺☆༻

Some of her qualities that you can learn and the development of her character (ღ˘⌣˘)♥

Especially for Shoujo/Josei/Romance/Historical/Reincarnation/Transmigration/Fantasy/Drama <<less

I love depressed and s*uicadal woman or she could be mentally ill I would love to read. I will be editing to the list. I order them fav to least fav. I love angst novels but hate ones with abuser Ml.... more>>

(I don't wanna read him doing the most horrible thing to her and when she finally free, her going back to him because apparently she loved him. Obey me, my beloved oppressor, cry, or better beg, betrayal of dignity...every one of them has the same plot, same type of Fl&Ml but only changing is how they abuse her, sometimes even that is the same. So I suggest you all to stay away from them, if you get frustrated Fl with Stockholm sendrom, forgiving Ml just because they love him....)

♦️ >>> depression level <<less

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-Korean Edition... more>>

-Too good to be unnoticed  

-Especially for SHOUJO ISEKAI/TRANSMIGRATED/REINCARNATED/HISTORICAL DARK MISTERY TRAGEDY ROMANCE <<less

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-FL bonding moment with other female character (include familial love)

-Non-GL <<less

Continuation of my other list because I got no space left :)