Looking at the MCs from a psychological point of view. Simply enjoyable reads with an MC who has a sickly/messed up mind.... more>>

Or just an interesting philosophy. <<less

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Mostly include one volume novels. And with a lot of crying and tragedys. Not specific order (my favorite is toaru tho). I will add some more after I advanced with my pending list (if they are worth it). ... more>>

Please comment some recommendations, I will appreciate it.  <<less

bl, they go well together

BL with dark and/or mature themes. Reader discretion is advised.

Who said that only the ML could be unstable, possessive, or violent? A collection of BL novels with certifiably crazy MCs for those who are tired of innocent, white lotus protagonists.... more>>

Works are sorted in a very subjective order of increasing to decreasing madness, factoring how extreme the MC’s personality is in the context of their situation, and the genre of the story. For example, yandere kidnapper in modern world > unhinged killer in apocalypse > two faced fake lotus in QT genre, something like that :/ <<less

With their abnormal flaws and huge red flags, they’re not for everyone, but they’re perfect for each other. Involves intense and passionate love, and often some forgiveness ... more>>

- Couples who love each other despite knowing about their partner’s red flag, abnormal, toxic traits. Includes characters who used to be toxic in the past. 

- characters who come to know of their partner’s viciousness, possessiveness, abnormal obsession, revenge, etc. 

- characters who learn that they were used/deceived but still continue to love their partner <<less

List of novels I think are tr*sh and better left unread for the sake of mental health. It's my personal opinion so no offense if... more>> you like any of these. <<less

Sharing my favorite tear jerking list- Yeah, normal people won't understand this lol 

Not ranked in any particular order. Leads that make you root for evil

Welcome to the dark side~ (Korean version)

Novels (completed) that I'm personally itching to read, but sadly, there are no available translations, and I'm steering clear of the murky waters of machine... more>> translation pages. They might not necessarily be masterpieces, but there's a genuine curiosity about how they'll unfold. <<less

Here's my daily reading novel so i can read it anytime if i forget the tittle, i'll coming back here :3... more>>

Fluff, fluff, fluff mwehehehehehe....................

I'll leave some notes for each novel, to remind myself................... <<less

Anything with guns, fighting, bloodshed and trepidation- I’ve selected the few best I’ve read.... more>>

These are absolutely amazing and I recommend you try them all!

Please do recommend a few for me to read!

-will update- <<less

Welcome to the darker side~ (Korean version)

My personal favorite novels containing the most dangerous, manipulative, and deadliest white lotuses and green teas that will get what they want by hook or by crook. Comments included.... more>>

(No particular order) <<less

Therapy costs more than these novels.... more>>

**A better name for this list would be Tragic Romance Novels (18+) but I wanted to emphasize on the process of grief I regularly experience while reading this stuff. 

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I'll still be implementing a rating system from **1-5 with 1 being just sad at some parts to 5 being downright horrific**

**In addition, rather than the summaries I put short explanations for the rating. In all honesty, it's better for you to ignore them. Protect your mental well-being from my inane babbling and mild spoilers. <<less

This list contains the novels that i whole-heartedly enjoyed, which isn´t easy to find since I´m a very picky reader. I love novels that wrecks... more>> my emotions. Not a fan of dumb, weak, naive MC´s and prefer novels with  3-dimensional characters. I abhor paper-thin cannon fodders and shallow romance with uneven relationships.  Hope you like my list! <<less