CN novels where the MC has disabilities or sickly characters, or past trauma. Novels for MLs are in a different list. Contains spoiler. ... more>>

BG/BL. Not much world hopping or historical novels. 

Feel free to recommend any others :D <<less

For all the grovel lovers, who want a good (and maybe angsty) novel where the male characters suffers tons of regrets... more>>

BG/BL/GL <<less

MC(Shou)s with sickly bodies or disability
Who wouldn't love sickly, weak beauties... more>>

Please be aware of SPOILERS in description <<less

just your typical dog blood novel where the gong treats the shou unkindly and only realized his feelings after the shou left /died. ... more>>

You can check out Shui Qian Cheng's works, her novels are really well-written. However, all the gongs are absolute sh*ts. Each one is worse than the other but I love it *chef's kiss*

Not in order

⚠️ Please do check the tags before reading. <<less

Tragedies that leave an empty feeling after reading.... more>>

Some makes you cry your heart. 
Some makes your feel sad
 Some just leaves a void 

Comment below if you know such novels.     <<less

Angsty BL in no particular order.... more>>

Feel free to recommend me similar reads fellow sadomasochists. Enjoy~ <<less

♥ A collection of all the short and long BL tragedies I’ve read for those who want to cry their heart out~~... more>>

❤️Not all of these have cut and dry bad endings, some have happy endings (as in the main cp end up together) but depending on the novel and your preferences you might find it more bittersweet. Either way I felt it had a strong enough emphasis on the tragedy part to put on here!

♥Always being updated with new novels! (If you have any suggestions please leave a comment!)

❗️TW❗️ Many of these contain potentially triggering content such as; sexual/physical abuse, mental illness, in*est, and su*cide. Please read the tags to make sure you are comfortable with the topics being presented! <<less

*in no particular order*... more>>

-pain

-BE or HE is fine but there must be obstacles in the middle...., angsty

-crematorium

-ML doesn't care about the MC from the start (or ML does care but doesn't know how to express it) but once MC is gone from their grasp (death/ coma/ near-death experience/ breakup?) they finally realize what they let slip from their fingertips. 

-or after all the disappointment and hurt, MC doesn't care anymore and it's the emotionally constipated ML's turn to chase.

*recommendations are appreciated (very) <<less

So I have prepared a list of BL works that I think is angsty and tragic enough.•́ ‿ ,•̀..... It's mostly the shou/uke/neko that suffers because of gong/seme/tachi!! And.... The thing we all love~ gong regretting everything he has done to shou~ so without further delay here we go~~... more>>

If you have any recommendations do comment below ( ╹▽╹ )<(￣︶￣)>.... <<less

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any stories with terminal illness, curse, frail charactersbut without being weak

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Guilty pleasure of seeing scum gongs grovel. Some stories are real crematoriums. Mix of BE and HE.... more>>

Crematorium: MC loves ML -> ML is scum -> MC has enough and leaves -> ML regrets and tries to get MC back. <<less

This is the list of scum gong and their karma danmei. Yes, cliche, dog blood, drama, angst. Why not?... more>>

And this is what I’ve read and I think good enough to be recommended. But this list focused more on scum gong and their karma, a satisfying redemption arc. If you wanna read the angsty ones, heavy angst to main character death, check my other list “ANGSTY Danmei to be Read At Least Once in a Lifetime” <<less

Collection of sad bls. No particular order. 

Mostly bl... more>>

Mostly oneshots and short stories. <<less

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If you're looking for something that will make you cry. Here it is. I don't discriminate novels, so there's both bl and straight romance. 

If you're tired of reading fluffy novels (just like me rn) then this list is for you, all novels that are listed here are BE/SE... more>>

Let's all waste our tears together......  <<less

BL novels that make me a crybaby every time I read them. I love reading those novels that I know I will sob nonstop later... more>> and for some reason, I can't stop myself from reading them XD. This list includes novels with some heavy topics and mostly angst and kinda tragic. BUT, I'm not a fan of BE novels so I did not include them here. I want a satisfying ending like the MC or ML didn't die or what. Anyway, prepare your tissues guys.  <<less

These are collection of tragic novels associated with unrequited love, betrayal, tragic fate, abusive character, and inhuman treatment. Most novels is about MC who find their misery is enough, want to get away from toxicity, and cherish what their tattered soul left. Not an easy journey ofc, since these worlds were created for MC to suffer. However, MC's spirit to be free is what highly valued. ... more>>

The other novels are purely angst that hurting the heart and shivering the bone.

There are many more heart wrenching novels i've read but not listed in here. I can't stand humiliation without victim ability to prevail it over and preperator's redemption. So this type of angst not listed in this list.

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⚠️Descriptions cointain spoilers⚠️ <<less

A list of novels I go back to, to feel some pain. Possibly a mix of BE and HE.

-- in no particular order + personal review ... more>>

+ some are dropped but not necessarily because they're bad, just not my cup of tea – it might be for some so I include them in here too.  <<less

There is one kind of love – I love you, and this has nothing to do with you, but I love you.There is another kind of love – I hate you, and I will never love you, but I will follow you in your death.... more>>

- One Night, One Day, One Year, One Lifetime, Ch. 13 <<less

Tragedies, abuse, and bloody drama ....
With no hope for redemption.... more>>

BL for those who love to be tortured. <<less