Angsty BL in no particular order.... more>>

Feel free to recommend me similar reads fellow sadomasochists. Enjoy~ <<less

For all the grovel lovers, who want a good (and maybe angsty) novel where the male characters suffers tons of regrets... more>>

BG/BL/GL <<less

CN novels where the MC has disabilities or sickly characters, or past trauma. Novels for MLs are in a different list. Contains spoiler. ... more>>

BG/BL. Not much world hopping or historical novels. 

Feel free to recommend any others :D <<less

These are collection of tragic novels associated with unrequited love, betrayal, tragic fate, abusive character, and inhuman treatment. Most novels is about MC who find their misery is enough, want to get away from toxicity, and cherish what their tattered soul left. Not an easy journey ofc, since these worlds were created for MC to suffer. However, MC's spirit to be free is what highly valued. ... more>>

The other novels are purely angst that hurting the heart and shivering the bone.

There are many more heart wrenching novels i've read but not listed in here. I can't stand humiliation without victim ability to prevail it over and preperator's redemption. So this type of angst not listed in this list.

ATTENTION
⚠️Descriptions cointain spoilers⚠️ <<less

This is the list of scum gong and their karma danmei. Yes, cliche, dog blood, drama, angst. Why not?... more>>

And this is what I’ve read and I think good enough to be recommended. But this list focused more on scum gong and their karma, a satisfying redemption arc. If you wanna read the angsty ones, heavy angst to main character death, check my other list “ANGSTY Danmei to be Read At Least Once in a Lifetime” <<less

*in no particular order*... more>>

-pain

-BE or HE is fine but there must be obstacles in the middle...., angsty

-crematorium

-ML doesn't care about the MC from the start (or ML does care but doesn't know how to express it) but once MC is gone from their grasp (death/ coma/ near-death experience/ breakup?) they finally realize what they let slip from their fingertips. 

-or after all the disappointment and hurt, MC doesn't care anymore and it's the emotionally constipated ML's turn to chase.

*recommendations are appreciated (very) <<less

If you're tired of reading fluffy novels (just like me rn) then this list is for you, all novels that are listed here are BE/SE... more>>

Let's all waste our tears together......  <<less

Did not like - 1 to 2/5 stars

Books that are complete, I finished reading and I liked

Here are some sad BL novels which will make you cry 

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These are the story/novel that hurts me and make me cry whenever I read it

Tragedies, abuse, and bloody drama ....
With no hope for redemption.... more>>

BL for those who love to be tortured. <<less

any stories with terminal illness, curse, frail charactersbut without being weak

I don't read that much but I want to keep a track of what I'm reading, also most of it are danmei... more>>

It's ranked from the story I love the most

My favorite genre are :
⚰ Death of the character
⭕ Mpreg
♾ Transmigration
♦️Ancient time or Historical
♣️ Cultivation <<less

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It means it hurt like a sh*t and had me bawling the whole night

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just all the danmei I read since got into it in 2021, in chronological order

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I’ve used this site for many years now, but never bothered to make an account/ wasn’t able to. Tried it out on a whim today and it worked. Keeping this list so I know what I’ve read already, and am able to go back to it if needed. ... more>>

I’m being literal when I say it’s necessary, because I wouldn’t be surprised if I’ve broken past the 1000 mark in stories read; blame my attention span. Who knew Google tabs shows a :) emoji when you break past 100 tabs, huh. Mental instability really does something to you. <<less

BL| short stories that I've read... more>>

not more than 50 chaps <<less

I'm trying to find all the novels I've finished reading so that I can finally count how much of a veteran I am

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BL/YAOI and no romance