List 4 - in no particular order - want to read/reading/have read

There is one kind of love – I love you, and this has nothing to do with you, but I love you.There is another kind of love – I hate you, and I will never love you, but I will follow you in your death.... more>>

- One Night, One Day, One Year, One Lifetime, Ch. 13 <<less

This is a list of novels i'm planning to read once i'm done with my current ones :)

A lot of good dog blood is buried below the ratings bcos it's an unfortunate fact that a lot of NU users only rate novels according to fluff amount w/c made it harder for drama fans to look for good angst.  Common tropes: #wife/husband-chasing crematorium#angst #drama #torture #regret #character development #grovelling #(some)redemption  #(some)tragedy and other triggering issues. ... more>>

#REAL Crematorium. Just search around for full explanation but impt. point is: THEY ENDED UP WITH ANOTHER PERSON. For those who had a sadistic liking seeing a scum ML grovelling but still fail to take MC back, THIS IS FOR YOU.

 Warning: Most stories here are only for the strong-hearted. However, those I regard as "bad (or messily-written) dog blood" that I really cannot tolerate will not be included here  

I will indicate if it's bad ending. If it doesn't have the #BE tag, it's automatically a happy ending.
If you wanted to cleanse your tear duct every now and then, check the ones tagged with #tearjerker. You're welcome.

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Collection of sad bls. No particular order. 

CN novels where the MC has disabilities or sickly characters, or past trauma. Novels for MLs are in a different list. Contains spoiler. ... more>>

BG/BL. Not much world hopping or historical novels. 

Feel free to recommend any others :D <<less

Guilty pleasure of seeing scum gongs grovel. Some stories are real crematoriums. Mix of BE and HE.... more>>

Crematorium: MC loves ML -> ML is scum -> MC has enough and leaves -> ML regrets and tries to get MC back. <<less

This is a list of all the novels that have left a big impression on me. These are the danmei I give in depth presentations about when I’m alone talking to myself. The only real thread tying them together is that they are all BLs... more>>

Mind the tags!!! <<less

So I have prepared a list of BL works that I think is angsty and tragic enough.•́ ‿ ,•̀..... It's mostly the shou/uke/neko that suffers because of gong/seme/tachi!! And.... The thing we all love~ gong regretting everything he has done to shou~ so without further delay here we go~~... more>>

If you have any recommendations do comment below ( ╹▽╹ )<(￣︶￣)>.... <<less

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If you're tired of reading fluffy novels (just like me rn) then this list is for you, all novels that are listed here are BE/SE... more>>

Let's all waste our tears together......  <<less

just your typical dog blood novel where the gong treats the shou unkindly and only realized his feelings after the shou left /died. ... more>>

You can check out Shui Qian Cheng's works, her novels are really well-written. However, all the gongs are absolute sh*ts. Each one is worse than the other but I love it *chef's kiss*

Not in order

⚠️ Please do check the tags before reading. <<less

Some recommendations for BL stories that have tragedy and heavy problems faced by MC. Maybe some have sad endings but some are happy.

A series of novels that revolves around angsty beginning stages, followed by regrets (gong/shou suffering from his actions) and the long awaited “Happy Ending”. (Some may end in tragedy)... more>>

Do seriously recommend reading if you are into these types of plots or purely wanted to read the wife chasing parts (cuz why not) <<less

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All the BL's I read that had male pregnancy. It might be ABO, Ger, Bio every male pregnancy. Or its only the mc that can... more>> get pregnant. Mostly shou MC, sometimes gong mc aswell~ [ not necessarily there is a child] <<less

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BL novels that make me a crybaby every time I read them. I love reading those novels that I know I will sob nonstop later... more>> and for some reason, I can't stop myself from reading them XD. This list includes novels with some heavy topics and mostly angst and kinda tragic. BUT, I'm not a fan of BE novels so I did not include them here. I want a satisfying ending like the MC or ML didn't die or what. Anyway, prepare your tissues guys.  <<less

Around 100 chapters max. Mostly less than 50 chapters.Most read some not. Mostly sorted.... more>>

Some stories may be really cliche and frustrating but everyone have different choices so decide for yourself. 

Most of them here are full of angst or just breezy read. Fluffy and tragic everything's here. <<less

a list of crematorium/wife-chasing/gong regret/scum gong novels ft. some with misunderstandings! i wanted an angst tag but there isn't one ;; if you have any suggestions, i'd love to hear them in the comments! included are also some novels that aren't necessarily crematorium but may still make your heart hurt (in a good way) from the misunderstandings and relationships!... more>>

the wife-chasing novels follow a general pattern of: MC loves ML but ML treats MC badly and/or does not reciprocate > something happens to MC, such as death, amnesia, sickness, or he falls out of love with ML > ML belatedly realizes his feelings > ML tries to chase the MC and win him back

please do mind the tags of some of the novels, as some of them are BE! <<less

Just a bunch of BL novels that I've liked so far (based from description but actually I never read some of them I just want... more>> to create this list to gather them) and I hope this list helps u to find novels according to your taste ;)  <<less

Just a list of novels with Scum/Cold MLs that will undergo Wife-Chasing and get Redemption (that they may or may not deserve) or the less likely scenario of being left by the MC.... more>>

For those days that you feel like you want to be upset or in emotional turmoil. This BL Novels will leave you with Very Mixed Feelings..

《THEME: Old Dog Blood Scum Abuse Plots》

Prepare for Heartache, Frustration, Tears & Anger~

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《CAUTION: Toxic Scum / Material Ahead!!》

This is not a Recommendation for casual reading!! 

Trigger Warning: Please Check the Tags

Easily Emotionally Invested Readers Beware

Disclaimer: I Have Not (Completely) Read Any of This. There are 4 warnings don't complain later~ <<less

-- in no particular order + personal review ... more>>

+ some are dropped but not necessarily because they're bad, just not my cup of tea – it might be for some so I include them in here too.  <<less

Aka (ex)scum gongs chasing wife to crematorium collection OR a collection of knives cause... I love abusing my heart ಥ‿ಥ... more>>

The usual recipe(variations may occur) for delicious dogblood plot is: Be a scum, Break a heart, Late realisation, Regrets, +/-Rebirth/Second chances, +++Chase wife to crematorium. 

Includes tragedies.

⚠️ Warning ⚠️: Som-*cough* Most of em contains 'Rape' and 'r*pe victim becomes lover' tags. And few include 'su*cide' tag so please read the tags before you proceed. <<less