For all the grovel lovers, who want a good (and maybe angsty) novel where the male characters suffers tons of regrets... more>>

BG/BL/GL <<less

why do you even look for knife bro. treasure your life more. treasure your kokoro more. QAQ... more>>

Warning:
- I don't read BE (some might be BE-ish tho :haroldface:)
- I only add titles where I've experienced the knife, or know there would be knife for sure (ex: mudaoli's novel)
- degree of knife sharpness varies for each person. you might agree with this list, you might not. 
- I have low pain tolerance :haroldface: 

my scale of pain, ranged from 'not really hurts' to 'it haunts me every time I see kite': 
1-3: wooden rice spoon (getting hit by one hurts okay)
4-6: paper cut (hidden but suddenly you feel pain)
7-8: knife. be wary. 
9: you're almost ascending via 刀道
10: machete. you've already reached godhood of 刀道. congratulations.  <<less

A bunch of quick short BL stories, perfect for reading on the plane or even if you're just in the mood for something light.... more>>

Mostly Cnovels. <<less

Mostly BLs I've readNot a list for a high rating novel, just for killing time purpose.... more>>

Honorable mention (cuz they're not listed in NU hehe):

- 双面荡夫（双性，黄暴粗口肉合集！）by 大樱桃 ==>collection of inters*x yellow book
- she婬美人（短篇双xrou）by 你家的白月光  ==> all variants inters*x story
- Father's Debt and Son's Repayment 父债子偿(H) by 空凉的城  ==> (inters*x) boy forced to pay his father's debt using his body
- Grandpa's beauty 爷爷的美人(双性)(H) by 吃肉小熊猫 ==>  Grandpa imp**gnated his adoptive grandson
- Humiliated Beauty 受辱的美人们 Public beauty 公用的美人 Stepson's wife 继子的人妻 by 吃肉小熊猫 meat-eating red panda (I must say, this author works are my cup of tea)
-After Public R*pe of Bis*xual Master 当众强暴双性师尊后 by 当众强暴双性师尊后
- 媚骨天成(双性)(H by 伊弥 ==> Arrogant beautiful young master X savage butcher
-Elder brother! Save Me 哥！救我 by 乌蒙小燕==>younger brother's plan to accuse of his big bro's company rival as homo but backfire
-These straight guys are more gay than me 这群直男比我还基 by 懒得动 Part 7 https://yushuwuy.com/read/23741.html

keyword for f**anari (sorry I have particular taste for this genre)==> 双性 MTL Website @ rourouwu.com or yushuwui.com 玩物 <<less

Spoilers in description.... more>>

Not a comprehensive list - only novels I enjoyed <<less

Tragedies that leave an empty feeling after reading.... more>>

Some makes you cry your heart. 
Some makes your feel sad
 Some just leaves a void 

Comment below if you know such novels.     <<less

Tragedies. Stories when you need something sad or want something to make you cry. All completed stories.... more>>

*sorted by rating <<less

Level 1 - You've got potential.... more>>

Level 2 - "Yandere of the Month" recipients.

Level 3 - Management *would like* to have a word with you, but we're too scared. <<less

 mostly possessive characters/yandere
some are more intense than others... more>>

good for stories but not real life! if anyone is in a relationship like this please be safe! it’s not romantic when someone tries to control you!!! 

((but still... someone who manipulates me so sweetly into his arms while i remain blissfully unaware... someone who goes to all lengths keeping me by his side and all along i thought it was my choice...))

i also appreciate a good all kidnapping & imprisonment <<less

Boys love angst~~... more>>

*TW* Some/most of these stories will contain ABUSE, INVOLUNTARY CONFINEMENT, r*pe, and other graphic descriptions of violence. Some of these are seriously tragedic and may cause tears or elongated periods of agony .

I was probably sobbing over this at 2am at one point, , and I will update summaries as I go.

Please let me know if you have any novel recommendations you think fit this list! Happy reading ^^ <<less

Angsty and sad webnovels because I'm a sucker for angsty stories. Yes, I really really love abusing myself so join me in this self-abuse-by-angst cult... more>>

(ErHa, look what you made me do. You made me a masochist (⁠༎ຶ⁠ ⁠෴⁠ ⁠༎ຶ⁠) )

Most of these webnovels are completed. They may have BE/HE. I have Maladaptive Daydreaming Disorder, so while some of these novels may not be pure angst but they have fair share of heart-clenching moments that leave lots of room for more sad imaginations. <<less

Novels that have regretful ML, family’s, etc. I love novels like these since they tug my heart strings.

90%read. They are here 'cause I found the synopsis angsty or some chapters in the novels i've read made me cry and sad. Anyway sadness is there.... more>>

Includes: psychological, tragedy, abuse, unrequited love, depression, complex family relations, hated protagonist, child abuse, sickly characters, i-love-you-and-so-if-you-use-me-i-don't-mind type, etc... among others

Most of then are really short (<100) and though many of them have tragedy, many have happy endings too.  <<less

If you ever need to just read and cry. It

♥ A collection of all the short and long BL tragedies I’ve read for those who want to cry their heart out~~... more>>

❤️Not all of these have cut and dry bad endings, some have happy endings (as in the main cp end up together) but depending on the novel and your preferences you might find it more bittersweet. Either way I felt it had a strong enough emphasis on the tragedy part to put on here!

♥Always being updated with new novels! (If you have any suggestions please leave a comment!)

❗️TW❗️ Many of these contain potentially triggering content such as; sexual/physical abuse, mental illness, in*est, and su*cide. Please read the tags to make sure you are comfortable with the topics being presented! <<less

It’s a list of tragedy novels with bad / happy endings ( Although most of it is BL / Yaoi )  which is all my... more>> favourite that made my heart ache and feel like crying. But I don’t know how you will react so be prepared!!   <<less

The ones I liked, I mean. Not in any particular order. 

*in no particular order*... more>>

-pain

-BE or HE is fine but there must be obstacles in the middle...., angsty

-crematorium

-ML doesn't care about the MC from the start (or ML does care but doesn't know how to express it) but once MC is gone from their grasp (death/ coma/ near-death experience/ breakup?) they finally realize what they let slip from their fingertips. 

-or after all the disappointment and hurt, MC doesn't care anymore and it's the emotionally constipated ML's turn to chase.

*recommendations are appreciated (very) <<less

BL with a tragedy tag (ಥ﹏ಥ)

So I have prepared a list of BL works that I think is angsty and tragic enough.•́ ‿ ,•̀..... It's mostly the shou/uke/neko that suffers because of gong/seme/tachi!! And.... The thing we all love~ gong regretting everything he has done to shou~ so without further delay here we go~~... more>>

If you have any recommendations do comment below ( ╹▽╹ )<(￣︶￣)>.... <<less

Sorted by rating and reader

I'll add all the short novels/one-shots I've read and to read in here including smut ksksksks.... more>>

There's so many tags I wanna add but there's a limit ksksksks. <<less

I'm ashamed by the realization of how much I need a detailed list of BL novel with heavy smut  (⊙v⊙ ;;)... more>>

The rating standards for stories focusing on smut and actual stories with smut in it will obviously be different. My 4/5 rating in a PwP story is not the same as my 4/5 rating in a plot/romance focused story.

Novel comments will be added as I go, as it's been quite a while since I read most of these. <<less

may god forgive our souls

Collection of sad bls. No particular order.