Angsty and sad webnovels because I'm a sucker for angsty stories. Yes, I really really love abusing myself so join me in this self-abuse-by-angst cult... more>>

(ErHa, look what you made me do. You made me a masochist (⁠༎ຶ⁠ ⁠෴⁠ ⁠༎ຶ⁠) )

Most of these webnovels are completed. They may have BE/HE. I have Maladaptive Daydreaming Disorder, so while some of these novels may not be pure angst but they have fair share of heart-clenching moments that leave lots of room for more sad imaginations. <<less

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Tragedies that leave an empty feeling after reading.... more>>

Some makes you cry your heart. 
Some makes your feel sad
 Some just leaves a void 

Comment below if you know such novels.     <<less

Lots of scheming and imperial drama with exceptionally 'wise' emperors, more often than not. ... more>>

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If you're looking for something that will make you cry. Here it is. I don't discriminate novels, so there's both bl and straight romance. 

It’s a list of tragedy novels with bad / happy endings ( Although most of it is BL / Yaoi )  which is all my... more>> favourite that made my heart ache and feel like crying. But I don’t know how you will react so be prepared!!   <<less

MC's Ex, ML, or family eventually regret what they did to MC. There may be face slapping and groveling/chasing after MC.... more>>

Mix of long and short stories, Happy Ending (HE) and Bad Ending (BE), Boy-Girl (BG) and Boys Love (BL). All stories will be labeled.

BG at beginning of the list, BL at later part of the list. <<less

NL/BL I have read/am reading that made my heart skip a beat. List order doesn't mean anything. Notes are formatted this way:... more>>

- who the male yandere is (* for series where the yandere is obvious, I will leave as "--")

- 4-1 personal yandere rating (4 - iconic & re-read, 3 - good enough to open, 2 - for when bored, 1 - don't really like but someone else might)

NOTE: I am rating yandere of the novel, not the novel's quality itself. Also, my standards for 'yandere' is pretty loose so keep in mind that it's just how I wish to label them. (If I could see the character picking the MC over the world when forced to choose, then I consider them yandere. "I would burn down the world just to keep you warm," sorta thing.)

- short desc. of how the yandere moments show up in story

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Previous list name: Male Yandere Top Picks

Reason for change: I started adding works that didn't fit the title but I've already evaluated. The title could be misleading as is, so I changed it. <<less

These few novels i think are pretty good....not the very best but certainly can be read to pass time

king/ emperor / duke/ marques / prince and his lover

 mostly possessive characters/yandere
some are more intense than others... more>>

good for stories but not real life! if anyone is in a relationship like this please be safe! it’s not romantic when someone tries to control you!!! 

((but still... someone who manipulates me so sweetly into his arms while i remain blissfully unaware... someone who goes to all lengths keeping me by his side and all along i thought it was my choice...))

i also appreciate a good all kidnapping & imprisonment <<less

My favorite webnovels That i highly recommend reading ( ~°♡°~)/ And uhh also this is my reading list so everything  here are novels that i have read/started reading/think abt reading... more>>

Every novel here is considered as "good" bl based on majority opinions
So if you had problem with finding good bl this is a list for you

(Also i think most negative comments of mine here can be summed up with "i dont like this gong/ relationship between main characters" bc i have way too high expectations and also hate "cold, strong, cool, quiet gong " and "naive, ignorant, weak shou" so im going to degrade novels with this overused and shitty dynamics yeah have funn reasing this list)

So enjoy

♡-my favorite

☆-Completed reading

◇-reading (have read more than 30ch)

□-started reading (have read less than 30ch)

●-wants to read the most at the moment

$-GL

₩-not BL 

♧-not sure whatever its worth reading yet :/// <<less

From my limited experience and knowledge, some of the best or most unique plots, storylines and/or writing in BL.... more>>

Or, I just really really like them, and hope you will find them just as enjoyable as I did.

 In no particular order, but my favourites and biggest recs are definitely near the top. <<less

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I'll add all the short novels/one-shots I've read and to read in here including smut ksksksks.... more>>

There's so many tags I wanna add but there's a limit ksksksks. <<less

BL novels where the gong regrets leaving/not loving the shou.

"So many stories are glorious, so many heroes are victorious. But this story shows the other side that is rarely explored. This story is not happy, it is not light. There is no way to survive it without shedding tears, but in a way, the ending lifts the heavy feeling a little. Therefore, it was totally worth it!"- @Liri... more>>

[One of the review on Mulberry Song]

Liri's words pretty much sums up what I'm trying to accumulate in this list.  <<less

The ones I liked, I mean. Not in any particular order. 

I think these stories are interesting. Will be enough to pass your time. ^?^

Different types of BL <3... more>>

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Good tragedy one shot that I have read. They all at least got me feeling angtsy and heartbroken, yet I liked them. There are novel... more>> that are more than one chapters but the novel is still short <<less

My all-time favorites. Contains all kinds of genres, but most importantly: they're all yaoi!

This list has both BL and BG novels. ... more>>

Beware that not all novels have the satisfying groveling scenes from ML. 

I included some BE novels where I felt that the decisions MC took was very fitting even if there is no groveling from the ML or if the MC is dead to see that part. 

You’ll find most of Shui Qian Cheng’s novels who is well known for her 188cm group of novels featuring angsty novels about scum going groveling for their mistakes.

I only included the novels I was satisfied with.

Caution: Enjoy these novels, but avoid romanticizing the ML or fantasizing them as great lovers. Most of the MLs are just awful people, except for my beloved Lan Zhan, who is the epitome of kindness, Justice & all the good things. Remember, in real life, those who treat others poorly are likely to treat you the same way or mistreat you repeatedly will continue to mistreat you. Those who are controlling, manipulative, and obsessive never end with happy endings. Change in adults is difficult, even with love. Look into real-life cases of abusive partners to get a reality check.

Do keep that in mind. Hope you enjoy the novels below. <<less

Basically a novel dump of all the BL I've read. All completely translated. Some have made me ship so hard, cry, laugh, break my heart, filled me with happiness, love life, hate life, thrown me in hornee jail !!! A variety of tropes as I usually enjoy a good mix. I hope this list will help those who are just stepping into the Boys Love world or are looking for new reads!... more>>

My other lists: 

https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/45010/

https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/42287/ <<less

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