I might not necessarily think these are bad, but unremarkable. Or they’re bad lol... more>>

sometimes series go here if they edge over to too problematic to in good conscience recommend to others as well. <<less

A recommendation for my favorite books, maybe someone will find something for themselves, some links may not work at the moment, but you can search... more>> on other sites. <<less

-- in no particular order + personal review ... more>>

+ some are dropped but not necessarily because they're bad, just not my cup of tea – it might be for some so I include them in here too.  <<less

Compilation of BL novels that I have read that contain angst, but they range from just making your heart twinge from the pain to making your heart bleed, heal it, then proceed to cut it open again, and heal it again. I'll arrange it from easy to nightmare mode according to MY perspective. My heart is quite puny, so what makes my heart twinge may not inflict anything to you. This is based on MY perspective. 
Mostly HE, but some are BE. I'll write a note on BE so that you don't fall into the trap of never ending heartache and suffering.... more>>

WARNING: Some will contain 'Rape', 'r*pe victim becomes lover', and 'su*cide' tags, so please read the tags and proceed at your own discretion. <<less

First got married or got pregnant  before falling in love... more>>

If there are novels that don't fit the description please do tell....

If you have novels in mind then please do share

I hope you all enjoy it.... <<less

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To satisfy my rotten heart....
Including those books which doesn't have smut tag but contain NSFW scenes..

↷ ·˚ ༘ s e t t i n g : historical and modern times .°୭ ˎˊ˗↷... more>>

novels with personal rating - already read : some are dropped

novels without PR -  still haven't read - proceed with caution

NOT ALL NOVELS LISTED HERE HAD A HAPPY ENDING! <<less

90%read. They are here 'cause I found the synopsis angsty or some chapters in the novels i've read made me cry and sad. Anyway sadness is there.... more>>

Includes: psychological, tragedy, abuse, unrequited love, depression, complex family relations, hated protagonist, child abuse, sickly characters, i-love-you-and-so-if-you-use-me-i-don't-mind type, etc... among others

Most of then are really short (<100) and though many of them have tragedy, many have happy endings too.  <<less

mostly completed stuff

Novels I am reading that are fully translated. Both BL and M/F.

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Here Are Yaoi Novels That I Am Reading or Have Already Read  (ӦｖӦ｡)... more>>

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Novels I've Read

I liked these novels so much I had to re-read them

Ancient times novels that I found.

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!↷ ·˚ ༘ s e t t i n g : modern and historical times .°୭ ˎˊ

↷ ·˚ ༘ s e t t i n g : historical and ancient fiction times .°୭ ˎˊ˗↷

If you've been deciding whether or not to read any of the novels on the list, then this is your sign to start reading it... more>> because trust me you will not regret it. ^^ <<less

just the books i've finished reading 

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I'm a pure thirsty fujoshi who loves sm*tty hot bed scenes but yeah what is better of course good setting good plot and good narration.... more>> So here are my fav.  <<less

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