A lot of good dog blood is buried below the ratings bcos it's an unfortunate fact that a lot of NU users only rate novels according to fluff amount w/c made it harder for drama fans to look for good angst.  Common tropes: #wife/husband-chasing crematorium#angst #drama #torture #regret #character development #grovelling #(some)redemption  #(some)tragedy and other triggering issues. ... more>>

#REAL Crematorium. Just search around for full explanation but impt. point is: THEY ENDED UP WITH ANOTHER PERSON. For those who had a sadistic liking seeing a scum ML grovelling but still fail to take MC back, THIS IS FOR YOU.

 Warning: Most stories here are only for the strong-hearted. However, those I regard as "bad (or messily-written) dog blood" that I really cannot tolerate will not be included here  

I will indicate if it's bad ending. If it doesn't have the #BE tag, it's automatically a happy ending.
If you wanted to cleanse your tear duct every now and then, check the ones tagged with #tearjerker. You're welcome.

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All about fluffy enemies to lovers trope novel ~

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some of the most popular ones and also some hidden gems and smut (depends on tags)... more>>

[I’ll add more when I remember or encounter them] <<less

BL - 4.4 star rating and above.... more>>

I wanted to make this list consist solely of novels rated 4.5 stars and above but tbh, there were a few exceptions rated 4.4 stars that I personally believed deserved a much higher rating, so these also made it to the list.   

Various genres, the only common theme is that they are all BL.  <<less

These books are top tier.

ja li hein

Here's my daily reading novel so i can read it anytime if i forget the tittle, i'll coming back here :3... more>>

Fluff, fluff, fluff mwehehehehehe....................

I'll leave some notes for each novel, to remind myself................... <<less

I’m compiling a historical list for BL because I LOVE HISTORICAL setting stories. ... more>>

Ofc I have my own standards and I only include highly rated and popular novels. I tried not to include any with less then 4.3ish 

I hope you find your next novel with ease! :) <<less

Extension of danmei that I have read and liked

A list of all the BL novels (CN, JP, KR) that I have completely/partially read in no particular order. MOST of the novels listed are... more>> completed with complete translations. It's not really a recommendation list, so give anything a chance if you love BL <<less

As the name title said. This is my own preference.... more>>

I love love sad and pitiful shou. The meek one. The nerd one. The silent one.  But doesn’t mean they are s*upid. They just love unconditionally and willing to give everything away even if it hurts them. They can be so brave in the inside even so pitiful on the outside. 

Then I like calm and cool gong who seems ignorant of shou’s feeling, but once they realize their own feels they don’t take shou for granted anymore.  <<less

A list of novels I go back to, to feel some pain. Possibly a mix of BE and HE.

Second edition of list is here:... more>>

https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/68099/ <<less

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All BL stories with extreme amount of angst. You know, just in case you woke up today and was like “I feel like hurting and crying over fictional characters”. ... more>>

AND BEWARE 

Some are HE and some are BE. But like a villain, I’m not going to tell you which is which  <<less

 It's too wide of a range to specify a particular type, just that they are all BL's. Most are completely translated, some aren't.

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List of danmei that I've finished reading or didn't finished but read far enough... more>>

All historical except for one (liehuo jiao chou)  <<less

If you're tired of reading fluffy novels (just like me rn) then this list is for you, all novels that are listed here are BE/SE... more>>

Let's all waste our tears together......  <<less