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Not for the Weak. The Male Lead will be Bossy, Hot, and uncontrollable. The Uke must accept all the love given.  XD

Compilation of BL novels that I have read that contain angst, but they range from just making your heart twinge from the pain to making your heart bleed, heal it, then proceed to cut it open again, and heal it again. I'll arrange it from easy to nightmare mode according to MY perspective. My heart is quite puny, so what makes my heart twinge may not inflict anything to you. This is based on MY perspective. 
Mostly HE, but some are BE. I'll write a note on BE so that you don't fall into the trap of never ending heartache and suffering.... more>>

WARNING: Some will contain 'Rape', 'r*pe victim becomes lover', and 'su*cide' tags, so please read the tags and proceed at your own discretion. <<less

To satisfy my rotten heart....
Including those books which doesn't have smut tag but contain NSFW scenes..

If you’re into dark themes and want a list of dubcon and noncon - this is the list for you. This list isn’t for everybody,... more>> if you’re uncomfortable with the subject that’s probably a good thing. Sometimes you just want a dark read through at least I sure do. <<less

↷ ·˚ ༘ s e t t i n g : historical and modern times .°୭ ˎˊ˗↷... more>>

novels with personal rating - already read : some are dropped

novels without PR -  still haven't read - proceed with caution

NOT ALL NOVELS LISTED HERE HAD A HAPPY ENDING! <<less

Series with Yandere, Possessive and/or Obsessive MLs.... more>>

Shou/Uke/Bottom Protagonist for all of these!

Novels closer to #1 are ones ive personally finished and enjoyed. Only includes novels I have read, but not necessarily liked (ie. the latter novels might not be as good)

Recommendations are welcome! <<less

One way trip to hell... more>>

Yaoi smut p*rn w/ or w/o plot.

Note that I will only put novels that I'm currently reading and have already finished reading.

#1-#10 stories I am emotionally heavily invested on

#11 and so on, based on the degree of how much I wan't to re-read it again (subjected to changes)

Tags do not apply to everything. <<less

I don't enjoy r*pe, I find it gruesome. However, I enjoy a s**tty character who pretends to be innocent and gets banged, so don't let the r*pe tag scare you. There's non-con, dub-con, plot, MEAT!... more>>

Both BG and BL.

p.s. As I read, I'll continue to update the list. <<less

Boys love angst~~... more>>

*TW* Some/most of these stories will contain ABUSE, INVOLUNTARY CONFINEMENT, r*pe, and other graphic descriptions of violence. Some of these are seriously tragedic and may cause tears or elongated periods of agony .

I was probably sobbing over this at 2am at one point, , and I will update summaries as I go.

Please let me know if you have any novel recommendations you think fit this list! Happy reading ^^ <<less

Any books about yandere male leads wanting to lick that honey cave with somehow plot (am not sure).... more>>

I don't like harem type ml so Im not gonna add it here. The most harem here is a threesome LEL.  <<less

Interesting and satisfying BL novels I've read. 

Yes, this will all be obscenity. There are novel  who won't even have a plot, it's just 'papapa' ...I'm actually a fujoshi, so this list... more>> only has yaoi.
NOTE: Be careful not to be influenced by lust and carnal pleasure. <<less

don’t expect plot !!! 

I have created this list for people like me to likes to taste the angst and tests for endura. Certainly not too much though. ... more>>

These are not for someone who loves fluffy and sweetness so, please refrain from it otherwise! 

HE!!! <<less

Uke who has more than two seme

For your unholy eyes

k novels that I fully enjoyed reading, where the ml can't live without a gesture, smile or presence of the mc. They are dully translated... more>> with good quality and a good quality of the overall narration of the plot <<less

Spray holy water on me as much as you like, you can't stop me from reading these. ... more>>

(Please check warning tags. As long as you, the reader, responsibly understand the difference between fiction and reality, there's no reason to feel guilty about reading these at all. Fiction is fiction. Explore your own dark tastes freely in the space that is fiction.) <<less

BL novels with good plot and heavy smut. I mean...smut is exponentially hotter when the plot, characters and relationships are well-written. Tried to put mostly fully translated novels in this list.... more>>

Please check warning tags. As long as you understand how to consume problematic fiction responsibly (understanding right from wrong, fiction from reality), there's no need to feel guilty about enjoying these novels. :) <<less

All the angsty BL

Smut/ Fluff Novels... more>>

Can be great/good/bad hahaha

*R18

Can have taboos like r*pe/inc*st/etc so watch out! <<less

My R-List. The naughtiest of the naughty. The ones that made me feel tingly in my jellies.... more>>

Amazing rated R novels that are truly worth the read.

In order. From the tingliest, to the most cliche.

Additional worthwhile reads that aren't on novelupdates:

* Tales of a Seductress

*Dual Cultivation

*Lust System

*Fourth Prince's Debauchery

*Naked Sword Art

*Incubus System <<less

Smutty novels with yandere ml