This list has both BL and BG novels. ... more>>

Beware that not all novels have the satisfying groveling scenes from ML. 

I included some BE novels where I felt that the decisions MC took was very fitting even if there is no groveling from the ML or if the MC is dead to see that part. 

You’ll find most of Shui Qian Cheng’s novels who is well known for her 188cm group of novels featuring angsty novels about scum going groveling for their mistakes.

I only included the novels I was satisfied with.

Caution: Enjoy these novels, but avoid romanticizing the ML or fantasizing them as great lovers. Most of the MLs are just awful people, except for my beloved Lan Zhan, who is the epitome of kindness, Justice & all the good things. Remember, in real life, those who treat others poorly are likely to treat you the same way or mistreat you repeatedly will continue to mistreat you. Those who are controlling, manipulative, and obsessive never end with happy endings. Change in adults is difficult, even with love. Look into real-life cases of abusive partners to get a reality check.

Do keep that in mind. Hope you enjoy the novels below. <<less

both general audience and rated works

Omega, alpha, beta ... more>>

More advance technology  <<less

Os personagens masculinos que fingem são bonzinhos na frente do herói ou as vezes nem fingem ... more>>

Os personagens masculinos que fingem ser legais na frente da heroína ou às vezes nem fingem <<less

Inteligente, criativa, determinada, elegante, vingativa e rebelde abrace seu lado mal ... more>>

Inteligência, criativa, determinada, elegante, vingativa e rebelde abraça seu lado mal <<less

documenting translator ame's descent into novel hell (it started with 1 project...)

Healthy relationships are ideal but if you read too many they get dull & predictable, Yandere romance is just thrilling!... more>>

Added Age Rating in the description to give clue on contents.

(Also I like tragic ends so if the FL kills the guy it's the ultimate win for me) <<less

MLs who are red flags or almost red flags but they are very tempting, like very.... more>>

Check the tags as always and be careful cause some of these may contain r*pe.  <<less

❗WARNING❗... more>>

Most of the novels on this list have nonconsensual s*x. If you're uncomfortable reading stories with r*pe tag then please leave now. 

Novels with historical or Chinese historical tag can be quite dark.

You may recommend novels in the comment section.  <<less

* the gong is the MC, not the ML!... more>>

Gong/seme/top - MC: Main character - ML: Male lead/love interest <<less

• Whether it is the gong or the shou is irrelevant.... more>>

Gong/seme - Shou/uke - MC: Main character - ML: Male leader/love interest <<less

Good novels that you’ll find on the series ranking and underrated gems.

Out shined the fl and almost everyone else, for better or for worse. 

angsty ml whos this close to being blackened, always obsessively wondering if mc will abandon him, easily insecure and jealous, wondering what his worth is to mc. mc in a 'higher' position than ml or has power over him: bonus points if status-wise/physically, but usually mentally. mc is likely the only one who's ever treated ml well. ... more>>

obsessiveness meter and personal rating have nothing to do with each other. will not include novels i didnt like.
! only forced imprisonment will get a 10 on the obsessiveness meter <<less

novels I'm currently reading on while its updating

U h**ny MFS (but like, me too)

all completed !! i rarely initiate to read novels with a tag like this and i usually just find these gems accidentally (i don't read tags sometimes yknow so i wouldn't spoil myself). as always, feel free to recommend me some!! i'll make sure to try it out.... more>>

p.s. a yandere is someone who is crazily in love or extremely obsessed resulting in abnormal behavior if not violence. <<less

mc's face launches a thousand ships, starting wars and causing the downfall of a dynasty... more>>

pls comment if you have any to add! (i am a bit picky) mc's beauty should not just be mentioned but also be a driving force behind some of the plot and story, ideally with a minor focus on tragedy (how can the earth shatter without tragedy? with beauty there is conflict) <<less

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Short BL novels that I want to read.... more>>

Note: BL I've read will be moved to my completed list <<less

I like plot+smut so it’s mostly that in the list! Some are short, sweet, and no smut (4.4 or higher)✧♡(◕‿◕✿)

R18... more>>

not mine descriptions <<less

Mature reads

Some wholesome relationships that makes you want to have a boyfriend for yourself (⁠っ⁠˘̩⁠╭⁠╮⁠˘̩⁠)⁠っ lots of dog food ... more>>

*No particular order  <<less