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Mostly include one volume novels. And with a lot of crying and tragedys. Not specific order (my favorite is toaru tho). I will add some more after I advanced with my pending list (if they are worth it). ... more>>

Please comment some recommendations, I will appreciate it.  <<less

sadness and pain

BL tales that are set during the apocalypse or deal with the undead, zombies, plague, etc.

Depressed, suicidal or detached fl. Recommendations are well appreciated;)

These novels are a bit deranged, but in a very realistic sense. The main CP has either believable coping mechanisms, or mental illnesses based on... more>> their past. There isn't an ML or MC who was abused that got revenge "all according to plan" with no mental issues (basically the MC or ML pays a price from the beginning and only gets their just rewards after fighting tooth and nail for it). There is fluff but its an angsty fluff and a oof-ouch-pain feeling when they need to support each other. <<less

Novels by this author 

♣️ A collection of completed (and some updating) BL novels with strong horror elements that I have read... more>>

♣️ Some may leen more psychological/thriller and or gore/body horror

♣️ Always being updated with new novels! (If you have any suggestions please leave a comment!)

❗️TW❗️ Many of these contain potentially triggering content such as; sexual/physical abuse, mental illness, su*cide, and gore. Please read the tags to make sure you are comfortable with the topics being presented! <<less

Tragedies, abuse, and bloody drama ....
With no hope for redemption.... more>>

BL for those who love to be tortured. <<less

Just a list of the novels I read and liked.

I love depressed and s*uicadal woman or she could be mentally ill I would love to read. I will be editing to the list. I order them fav to least fav. I love angst novels but hate ones with abuser Ml.... more>>

(I don't wanna read him doing the most horrible thing to her and when she finally free, her going back to him because apparently she loved him. Obey me, my beloved oppressor, cry, or better beg, betrayal of dignity...every one of them has the same plot, same type of Fl&Ml but only changing is how they abuse her, sometimes even that is the same. So I suggest you all to stay away from them, if you get frustrated Fl with Stockholm sendrom, forgiving Ml just because they love him....)

♦️ >>> depression level <<less

Recs for historical/xianxia/cultivation danmei

novel started sad/tragic/angsty but ended with a happiest ending as if nothing happened or Fl did not suffer all time and left me dumbfounded. I am saying BE but mostly I meant Fl to move away from Ml and starting her new life or at least not still madly in love with Ml. I am not hating the novels (the ones that not included r@pe) I just expected their ending different.... more>>

I hoped and wished for Fl to die in all of them that would better for than them being with these a**holes.

I would have beg to authors for them to kill the Mls <<less

Stories with Horror, Action, Comedy and Unlimited flow.