Stories with Horror, Action, Comedy and Unlimited flow. 

novel started sad/tragic/angsty but ended with a happiest ending as if nothing happened or Fl did not suffer all time and left me dumbfounded. I am saying BE but mostly I meant Fl to move away from Ml and starting her new life or at least not still madly in love with Ml. I am not hating the novels (the ones that not included r@pe) I just expected their ending different.... more>>

I hoped and wished for Fl to die in all of them that would better for than them being with these a**holes.

I would have beg to authors for them to kill the Mls <<less

Recs for historical/xianxia/cultivation danmei

I love depressed and s*uicadal woman or she could be mentally ill I would love to read. I will be editing to the list. I order them fav to least fav. I love angst novels but hate ones with abuser Ml.... more>>

(I don't wanna read him doing the most horrible thing to her and when she finally free, her going back to him because apparently she loved him. Obey me, my beloved oppressor, cry, or better beg, betrayal of dignity...every one of them has the same plot, same type of Fl&Ml but only changing is how they abuse her, sometimes even that is the same. So I suggest you all to stay away from them, if you get frustrated Fl with Stockholm sendrom, forgiving Ml just because they love him....)

♦️ >>> depression level <<less

Just a list of the novels I read and liked.

Tragedies, abuse, and bloody drama ....
With no hope for redemption.... more>>

BL for those who love to be tortured. <<less

♣️ A collection of completed (and some updating) BL novels with strong horror elements that I have read... more>>

♣️ Some may leen more psychological/thriller and or gore/body horror

♣️ Always being updated with new novels! (If you have any suggestions please leave a comment!)

❗️TW❗️ Many of these contain potentially triggering content such as; sexual/physical abuse, mental illness, su*cide, and gore. Please read the tags to make sure you are comfortable with the topics being presented! <<less

Novels by this author 

These novels are a bit deranged, but in a very realistic sense. The main CP has either believable coping mechanisms, or mental illnesses based on... more>> their past. There isn't an ML or MC who was abused that got revenge "all according to plan" with no mental issues (basically the MC or ML pays a price from the beginning and only gets their just rewards after fighting tooth and nail for it). There is fluff but its an angsty fluff and a oof-ouch-pain feeling when they need to support each other. <<less

Depressed, suicidal or detached fl. Recommendations are well appreciated;)

BL tales that are set during the apocalypse or deal with the undead, zombies, plague, etc.

sadness and pain

Mostly include one volume novels. And with a lot of crying and tragedys. Not specific order (my favorite is toaru tho). I will add some more after I advanced with my pending list (if they are worth it). ... more>>

Please comment some recommendations, I will appreciate it.  <<less

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Stories i enjoyed. Various themes. Varying length

Romances that will make you brawl your eyes out 

Sad BL novels.... more>>

The kind that make you feel sad just from reading the synopsis.

Slowly building the courage to read them one day.  <<less

Also their long night of indulgence (not on NU)

angst worth the pain, get your tissue boxes out... more>>

these novels are either common tragedy tropes done RIGHT imo or just comfort reads for tr*sh pandas.  <<less

no romance/harem, just stories with good world and no Cliché stories with repetitive storylines.... more>>

each novel has a short description for better understanding.

please tell me in the comments if you have a recommendation. <<less

Special associations for ghosts from all corners of the world. About their legends, their myths, their past, and their tragedies.

Translated c-novels, lots of emotional damage. Strictly danmei, and prepare your tissues! I'll add more as soon as I finished another on my reading list. 

This list has both BL and BG novels. ... more>>

Beware that not all novels have the satisfying groveling scenes from ML. 

I included some BE novels where I felt that the decisions MC took was very fitting even if there is no groveling from the ML or if the MC is dead to see that part. 

You’ll find most of Shui Qian Cheng’s novels who is well known for her 188cm group of novels featuring angsty novels about scum going groveling for their mistakes.

I only included the novels I was satisfied with.

Caution: Enjoy these novels, but avoid romanticizing the ML or fantasizing them as great lovers. Most of the MLs are just awful people, except for my beloved Lan Zhan, who is the epitome of kindness, Justice & all the good things. Remember, in real life, those who treat others poorly are likely to treat you the same way or mistreat you repeatedly will continue to mistreat you. Those who are controlling, manipulative, and obsessive never end with happy endings. Change in adults is difficult, even with love. Look into real-life cases of abusive partners to get a reality check.

Do keep that in mind. Hope you enjoy the novels below. <<less

books that squeezes your chest with pain making your eyes water a little,,,,, ending in some type of hurt w comfort or no comfort at all... more>>

[also includes "quick transmigration world hopping" books cause i just love it when the mc has to die leaving their targets in misery cause i am a sad*st XD jk,,, or not ;))] <<less

My most favorite gays.