My personal dump for yandere and crazy manipulative gongs who deserve jail time but are still hot ^-^ 

I've literally been collecting BL novels in my bookmarks bar, and I can't even say how freaking long it is. I haven't even read half(?) of my list... more>>

Their will be warnings when theirs smut, and non-con (I won't do dub-con bc that's still basically Non-con)

The novels description you just click the >>> and it will be under my 'readers note' so you don't have to click on the novel.

I got the smuttt, the sweet, the scummy, almost anything you could think of LMAO

You think of it and it's probably on here. Almost any genre on here

Don't expect too much slow-burn romance, because I'm not that much into that genre loll, so most of the novels will be fast-paced love. 

(OH YEAH, every novel (I think basically) is from the shou's perspective)

Also, not that much into Harem, so their won't be that much of the harem genre

Also, WARNING

THEIR WILL BE SMUT YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED

ALSO, A LOT OF SCUMMY GONGS

TAKE THAT WARNING IN MIND

But their is still a lot of sweet and non-scummy love, so dw ab it.

{Edit} quick update on this, I totally forgot I made this, and I'll add a whole bunch of em now, also most of the ones I haven't read I just got an interest. I'm also very lazy lol <<less

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My adhd a$$ struggling

escuchando/por escuchar

I did not think I was gonna make another list but HERE I AMMMM.

Cars,,, vroom vroom

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stuff I liked in no particular order. tastes trend darker but there’s a variety

Sweet first love ~

Novels that I enjoyed despite not usually liking the tropes, finding the relationship toxic, or other guilty reasons lol.(don't ask why there are so many... more>> transmigration novels here they're another guilty pleasure of mine.) <<less

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list of danmei novels i’ve read and plan to read. 

This list has both BL and BG novels. ... more>>

Beware that not all novels have the satisfying groveling scenes from ML. 

I included some BE novels where I felt that the decisions MC took was very fitting even if there is no groveling from the ML or if the MC is dead to see that part. 

You’ll find most of Shui Qian Cheng’s novels who is well known for her 188cm group of novels featuring angsty novels about scum going groveling for their mistakes.

I only included the novels I was satisfied with.

Caution: Enjoy these novels, but avoid romanticizing the ML or fantasizing them as great lovers. Most of the MLs are just awful people, except for my beloved Lan Zhan, who is the epitome of kindness, Justice & all the good things. Remember, in real life, those who treat others poorly are likely to treat you the same way or mistreat you repeatedly will continue to mistreat you. Those who are controlling, manipulative, and obsessive never end with happy endings. Change in adults is difficult, even with love. Look into real-life cases of abusive partners to get a reality check.

Do keep that in mind. Hope you enjoy the novels below. <<less

The audio dramas currently in my AD library

CN novels in NU I'm either currently reading, or putting a higher priority to read. Some of them might contain my reading progress and remarks.... more>> Things will get deleted and shuffled around depending on my mood. <<less

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reading/want to read list

i didnt read any of these.... more>>

1st part: https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/42111/

2nd part: https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/53215/ <<less

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Older ML or actual dad ML

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All BL novels I read! Not yet listed into specific sub-categories!

This is the list of scum gong and their karma danmei. Yes, cliche, dog blood, drama, angst. Why not?... more>>

And this is what I’ve read and I think good enough to be recommended. But this list focused more on scum gong and their karma, a satisfying redemption arc. If you wanna read the angsty ones, heavy angst to main character death, check my other list “ANGSTY Danmei to be Read At Least Once in a Lifetime” <<less