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list of danmei novels i’ve read and plan to read. 

This list has both BL and BG novels. ... more>>

Beware that not all novels have the satisfying groveling scenes from ML. 

I included some BE novels where I felt that the decisions MC took was very fitting even if there is no groveling from the ML or if the MC is dead to see that part. 

You’ll find most of Shui Qian Cheng’s novels who is well known for her 188cm group of novels featuring angsty novels about scum going groveling for their mistakes.

I only included the novels I was satisfied with.

Caution: Enjoy these novels, but avoid romanticizing the ML or fantasizing them as great lovers. Most of the MLs are just awful people, except for my beloved Lan Zhan, who is the epitome of kindness, Justice & all the good things. Remember, in real life, those who treat others poorly are likely to treat you the same way or mistreat you repeatedly will continue to mistreat you. Those who are controlling, manipulative, and obsessive never end with happy endings. Change in adults is difficult, even with love. Look into real-life cases of abusive partners to get a reality check.

Do keep that in mind. Hope you enjoy the novels below. <<less

The audio dramas currently in my AD library

CN novels in NU I'm either currently reading, or putting a higher priority to read. Some of them might contain my reading progress and remarks.... more>> Things will get deleted and shuffled around depending on my mood. <<less

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reading/want to read list

i didnt read any of these.... more>>

1st part: https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/42111/

2nd part: https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/53215/ <<less

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Older ML or actual dad ML

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All BL novels I read! Not yet listed into specific sub-categories!

Danmei novels I find interesting, range from cute to angst. The commented ones are ones I read and find really interesting. The ones I didn't... more>> comment ones are novels I find interesting and heard a lot of good reviews about.  <<less

The second part of my reading list + impression of the novels... As mentioned before, I don't actually love (but I at least mildly enjoy) every novel in this list so this will be my impressions on the novels I've read. Not all the stories I like are actually that good but they somehow still strike my heart!... more>>

Note: The order shows when I read them. The novels are not ranked! <<less

might or might not have my thoughts. mostly danmei. novels i love the most are at the top. others i highly enjoyed and like more... more>> than average are below. <<less

Danmei stories where parents - for better or worse - play a big part, impact the MC or ML's decisions, and drive the plot forward,... more>> whether they're alive or deceased. <<less

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Novels I'm waiting to be completed to read.

Mostly dogblood and angst, high quality writing. Some are very dark, so check tags before reading. A mixture of personal favorites and most memorable reads, the books that stuck with me so far.... more>>

Most of it is danmei and all so far are Chinese webnovels, but I read whatever I find interesting and don't really care where it's BL or BG, as long as the characters and plot are interesting and the writing is good. <<less

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by far suit my taste, absolutely reread for me. sort by how much i would likely reread the story again. I'm not sure about the... more>> other but the first page is 5/5 I would likely to reread the story again. All of it is my comfort novel. <<less

Stories with twisted, abusive characters and romance that can definitely not be considered healthy, but may be oddly endearing in their own way. The kind... more>> of I-can't-live-without-you-but-I-won't-hesitate-to-hurt-you-to-win-you. Dogblood and yandere characters, either one of both characters are twisted and/or somewhat crazy. HE and sometimes a development towards a more wholesome relationship by the end. Quality writing., mostly danmei but some are BG romance or ABO. <<less

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Bl novels that seems interesting and will probably read in the future.... more>>

Make a list so I can check them out. Not in particular order, just random <<less