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Scum gong/ not ending up the scum gong/ misunderstanding 

Morally ambiguous characters,... more>>

1. Unrequited love to requited love

2. Enemies to lovers

3. Wife chasing crematorium

4. Dog blood

5. Lovers Reunited <<less

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A lot of good dog blood is buried below the ratings bcos it's an unfortunate fact that a lot of NU users only rate novels according to fluff amount w/c made it harder for drama fans to look for good angst.  Common tropes: #wife/husband-chasing crematorium#angst #drama #torture #regret #character development #grovelling #(some)redemption  #(some)tragedy and other triggering issues. ... more>>

#REAL Crematorium. Just search around for full explanation but impt. point is: THEY ENDED UP WITH ANOTHER PERSON. For those who had a sadistic liking seeing a scum ML grovelling but still fail to take MC back, THIS IS FOR YOU.

 Warning: Most stories here are only for the strong-hearted. However, those I regard as "bad (or messily-written) dog blood" that I really cannot tolerate will not be included here  

I will indicate if it's bad ending. If it doesn't have the #BE tag, it's automatically a happy ending.
If you wanted to cleanse your tear duct every now and then, check the ones tagged with #tearjerker. You're welcome.

PM me for raw/MTL links <<less

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Books I want to read

This list is for the masochists out there who enjoy suffering and torturing themselves. (no tag excluded so you must carefully check the novel tags )... more>>

These bittersweet novels may have heavy angsty events but it all get solved in the end.happy ending assured 

PS: Tissues are a must <<less

A list of novels I go back to, to feel some pain. Possibly a mix of BE and HE.

Guilty pleasure of seeing scum gongs grovel. Some stories are real crematoriums. Mix of BE and HE.... more>>

Crematorium: MC loves ML -> ML is scum -> MC has enough and leaves -> ML regrets and tries to get MC back. <<less

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Here are some historical novels with a happy ending where the MC and the ML get married "reluctantly or forced" either due to a marriage of convenience,an arranged or a forced one ,estranged,awkward and sometimes hateful at first but their relationship improves and they end up falling in love together .... more>>

-One sided  love is also included here ,if the MC or the ML is in love with the other but it's unrequited. 

-This list doesn't include novels where the MC and ML are in love and  get married willingly 

*feel free to recommand similar novels in the comments i would apreciate it* <<less

Historical Mpreg novels with a happy ending... more>>

-check the novel full tag list in case you have reservations to a certain tag,because this list has a huge range and common tags between these novels are very few.

*feel free to recommand similar novels in the comments i would apreciate it* <<less

So I have prepared a list of BL works that I think is angsty and tragic enough.•́ ‿ ,•̀..... It's mostly the shou/uke/neko that suffers because of gong/seme/tachi!! And.... The thing we all love~ gong regretting everything he has done to shou~ so without further delay here we go~~... more>>

If you have any recommendations do comment below ( ╹▽╹ )<(￣︶￣)>.... <<less

List of danmei that I've finished reading or didn't finished but read far enough... more>>

All historical except for one (liehuo jiao chou)  <<less

just your typical dog blood novel where the gong treats the shou unkindly and only realized his feelings after the shou left /died. ... more>>

You can check out Shui Qian Cheng's works, her novels are really well-written. However, all the gongs are absolute sh*ts. Each one is worse than the other but I love it *chef's kiss*

Not in order

⚠️ Please do check the tags before reading. <<less

Some recommendations for BL stories that have tragedy and heavy problems faced by MC. Maybe some have sad endings but some are happy.

danmei reads featuring transmigration, mpreg, angst, tragedy

all completed. SPOILERS ALERT !! i'll try (once i've finished them) to put whether the mpreg (when the bun shows up) in the story is the in extras or in the main story.... more>>

here's the list for my ongoing stories w mpreg: https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/58553/ 

feel free to recommend me new ones !! <<less

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Angst is mandatory... more>>

HE is required

Here’s to the sadomasochists~!  <<less

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A bunch of historical novels that gain my attention and quite seems interesting for me. 

All the BL's I read that had male pregnancy. It might be ABO, Ger, Bio every male pregnancy. Or its only the mc that can... more>> get pregnant. Mostly shou MC, sometimes gong mc aswell~ [ not necessarily there is a child] <<less