mostly bl and mostly a bit dark(?)

Recommend if you like the tropes tagged. ... more>>

Not sorted from best to worst! <<less

♣️ A collection of completed (and some updating) BL novels with strong horror elements that I have read... more>>

♣️ Some may leen more psychological/thriller and or gore/body horror

♣️ Always being updated with new novels! (If you have any suggestions please leave a comment!)

❗️TW❗️ Many of these contain potentially triggering content such as; sexual/physical abuse, mental illness, su*cide, and gore. Please read the tags to make sure you are comfortable with the topics being presented! <<less

just all the danmei I read since got into it in 2021, in chronological order

BL novels with a yandere ml... more>>

(The list will most likely regularly change and the ranking is absolutely irrevelant) <<less

Angsty and sad webnovels because I'm a sucker for angsty stories. Yes, I really really love abusing myself so join me in this self-abuse-by-angst cult... more>>

(ErHa, look what you made me do. You made me a masochist (⁠༎ຶ⁠ ⁠෴⁠ ⁠༎ຶ⁠) )

Most of these webnovels are completed. They may have BE/HE. I have Maladaptive Daydreaming Disorder, so while some of these novels may not be pure angst but they have fair share of heart-clenching moments that leave lots of room for more sad imaginations. <<less

Based on my personal scale of yandere intensity.... more>>

NOTE: THE RATING IS NOT A RATING OF THE NOVEL, ONLY THE INTENSITY OF THE YANDERE. 

This list includes all the books I think are solid 7+/10 and very intense male yanderes. BL included. Most novels are completed. Spoilers beware! 

The Scale:

1: All bark no bite

7: Glaring red flags, but red is my favourite colour. 

9: Perfect intensity. The most intense just below abusive imo. 

10: My friend, if you don't get out of there, imma call 911 to drag you out of there. Somebody get a restraining order pls im begging.

Please note: These are intense yanderes, there will be toxic and abusive relationships. Please read the tags for TWs. <<less

Here's my daily reading novel so i can read it anytime if i forget the tittle, i'll coming back here :3... more>>

Fluff, fluff, fluff mwehehehehehe....................

I'll leave some notes for each novel, to remind myself................... <<less

Level 1 - You've got potential.... more>>

Level 2 - "Yandere of the Month" recipients.

Level 3 - Management *would like* to have a word with you, but we're too scared. <<less

List of novels I like with horror elements.

This is a list of all the novels that have left a big impression on me. These are the danmei I give in depth presentations about when I’m alone talking to myself. The only real thread tying them together is that they are all BLs... more>>

Mind the tags!!! <<less

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This list contains danmei novels I've finished reading!... more>>

P.S. The novels are not sorted by the time of reading. Hehe. <<less

This list has both BL and BG novels. ... more>>

Beware that not all novels have the satisfying groveling scenes from ML. 

I included some BE novels where I felt that the decisions MC took was very fitting even if there is no groveling from the ML or if the MC is dead to see that part. 

You’ll find most of Shui Qian Cheng’s novels who is well known for her 188cm group of novels featuring angsty novels about scum going groveling for their mistakes.

I only included the novels I was satisfied with.

Caution: Enjoy these novels, but avoid romanticizing the ML or fantasizing them as great lovers. Most of the MLs are just awful people, except for my beloved Lan Zhan, who is the epitome of kindness, Justice & all the good things. Remember, in real life, those who treat others poorly are likely to treat you the same way or mistreat you repeatedly will continue to mistreat you. Those who are controlling, manipulative, and obsessive never end with happy endings. Change in adults is difficult, even with love. Look into real-life cases of abusive partners to get a reality check.

Do keep that in mind. Hope you enjoy the novels below. <<less

If you're tired of reading fluffy novels (just like me rn) then this list is for you, all novels that are listed here are BE/SE... more>>

Let's all waste our tears together......  <<less

yeah my fave bl stories.

reading/want to read list

yep me and my friend has been searchinf for yandere male leads so ive thought of listing them based on the tags yuh // can... more>> be cn/kr/jp - ----- --- - --  ill also place the description so no need to click and check only to lose this list lmao (this happened to me several times alr) {updated every month or so, not finished adding stuffs}-[NOTE: theyre all BASED on the tags and please do look in the tags bc as far as i remembered, i also placed danmei's with psychological tags so beware ok] <<less

A list where I listed all of danmeis I've read. 

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↷ ·˚ ༘ s e t t i n g : historical and modern times .°୭ ... more>>

↷ unrequited love : childhood love : love triangles : first love  <<less

از اسمشم مشخصه لازم به توضیح نیس

Short stories (under 70 chapters) ~ Probably can knock out in a day.
This is gonna be a mixed bag full of different genres.... more>>

Check individual novels for tags.   <<less

Novels that im saving later for a good cry or to feel the anguish wrenching pain that makes you want to ****... more>>

Heart wrenching & self torture Angst. 

Misunderstandings where right, wrong and who's fault it is cannot be counted. Love thats spells tragic from the start or ended in tragedy.

There's probably a bunch of BE in here somewhere..

Trigger Warnings: Check The Tags First <<less

♥ A collection of all the short and long BL tragedies I’ve read for those who want to cry their heart out~~... more>>

❤️Not all of these have cut and dry bad endings, some have happy endings (as in the main cp end up together) but depending on the novel and your preferences you might find it more bittersweet. Either way I felt it had a strong enough emphasis on the tragedy part to put on here!

♥Always being updated with new novels! (If you have any suggestions please leave a comment!)

❗️TW❗️ Many of these contain potentially triggering content such as; sexual/physical abuse, mental illness, in*est, and su*cide. Please read the tags to make sure you are comfortable with the topics being presented! <<less