Emotional pain, angst, tragedy, the kinds of stories that make you feel pain through your heart and down to your finger tips 

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Another ever-growing reading list LOL. Official links are provided for English licensed novels and/or manhwa adaptations.... more>>

Recommendations are appreciated!  <<less

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As you may have observed, I definitely am a sucker for 'reincarnation & transmigration tropes', some yandere in the happening, with a dash of romance in medieval setting;... more>> and with a pinch of smut & fluff. <<less

The FL doesn't end up with the scum aka first ML, but with a new fresh beauty that's worthy, loving and attentive.  ... more>>

There has to be a little interaction between the FL and the 1ML before she gets rid of him.

- without past memories (she gets over him)

- with past memories (she gets over him/she hates him)

- same soul, second life (she hates him)

- different soul (she wants nothing to do with the scum/heartless bastard/ she already has her eyes on the second ML) <<less

Mostly "toxic" relationships and primarly that of a romantic nature.... more>>

Although the ML's are usually the one described of such acting, the FL's can be too.

Ussually the FL has the upper hand and the ML is a puppy, this also being the preference, but there can be exceptions in the list.

Also novels where the ML's burning affection is not reciprocated by the FL. This can be changed as the plot evolves, or until the end the love won't be reciprocated.

Fantastic realm/ Royalty/Modern world/Ancient times - doesn't matter as long as the FL is not treated miserably, even if there is angst, mixed emotions, bursts of anger, sad and tense moments. The ML lead definitely can not be a total scum and the FL a weak, emotional damsel. This being said, I gladly accept new suggestions that match this genre. <<less

[R-15]

I absolutely love reading shitty egoist MLs suffer when the FL moves on from loving them, apologising and regretting.... more>>

This is not an exhaustive list, only ones I've read. Ratings /10

Comment if you have any recommendations to go in this list

Spoilers will be included in some descriptions (bc some stories needs explanation on why they turn angsty) but they will be in caps to warn you ahead. <<less

Novels that the protagonist or a main character has white, gray or silver hair... more>>

In alphabetic order

[PT/BR] Novels em que o/a protagonista ou um/uma personagem principal possui o cabelo branco, cinza ou prata

Em ordem alfabética

Part/Parte 1: https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/22114/

Part/Parte 2: https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/22133/

Part/Parte 3: https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/23062/

Part/Parte 4: https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/26556/

Part/Parte 6: https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/52458/

Part/Parte 7: https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/75680/ <<less

A list of books that I've wanted to read or have started over the years.

Novels with erotic, adult, smut, mature stories... more>>

Harem isn't included (or any cheating and sharing partners)

WARNING: Please read the story tags carefully

This list contains the +18 rating, that is, it is not for minors or for those who feel uncomfortable with any explicit s*xual content

In alphabetic order

[PT/BR] Novels com histórias eróticas, adultas, obscenas e maduras

Harém não está incluído (ou qualquer tipo de adultério e compartilhamento de parceiros)

AVISO: Por favor, leia as tags das histórias com atenção

Essa lista contem a classificação +18, ou seja, não é para menores ou para quem se sinta desconfortável com conteúdo s*xual explícito

Em ordem alfabética

Part/Parte 1: https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/18751/

Part/Parte 2: https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/23215/

Part/Parte 4: https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/47032/

Part/Parte 5: https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/58500/

Part/Parte 6: https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/71178/ <<less

Novels adapted to Manga, Manhwa/Webtoon, Manhua etc... more>>

Promotional/Oneshot not included

In alphabetic order

[PT/BR] Novels adaptadas para Mangá, Manhwa/Webtoon, Manhua etc

Promocionais/Oneshots não estão inclusas

Em ordem alfabética

Part/Parte 1: https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/18891/

Part/Parte 3: https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/46567/

Part/Parte 4: https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/52348/

Part/Parte 5: https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/59576/

Part/Parte 6: https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/66427/ <<less

While you read, your tears will flow, but you still can't stop and won't stop. 

Not your typical FL/plot (mostly tragic undertone)... more>>

Order of novels matters (for the first 15 smth, then I won't bother sorting them anymore) PS: Order greatly influenced by the time I read them, how well I remember them and by the uniqueness of the FL.

The tags are for all novels, but not all novels have all tags. The tags represent the things that I look for in novels. It's hard to find all of them in a single novel, if you find 5 in one it's really good, but to find it in 10 it's sadly only a dream.  So if you love one of this novels, you'll probably love the other too even if it's different. Each novel has at least 4 of those tags and other thrilling ones (manipulative FL, aloof FL, genius protagonist, charming FL, sharp-tongued FL, stubborn protagonist, mu*der and crimes, tough past plays an important role, reincarnation, revenge, second chance, mature feeling, mature FL, calm FL, doting love interest, power couple, devoted love interest, seduction)

The similarity between all: 

- not a fragile, submissive, prude and weak-willed FL

- not an a**hole, abusive ML

- not a dumb and repetitive vocabulary and sentences, such as: "obedient", "good girl", "nooo" (saying it just to have smth to say), a lot of s*upid unnecessary exaggerations of curses from antagonists etc

- honest, unconditional love

- good plot/ really good plot/ super unique

- from good to really good translations <<less