No specific order (after top 3) contains novels that are not so possessive but doting to boarder line locking up. Only has completed novels since I don't like to start things that aren't finished. ... more>>

I never take novels seriously since it's quite obvious that if things like this were to happen in real life, then people need to seek help. So all the novels I've read are something I enjoyed to pass some time and have never reflected in real life. Please keep this in mind if you dislike the recommendations!

I have given my own opinions on the novels below, so I suggest you check the description / summary and tags if you're interested and want to know more about the novel.

BL list. <<less

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This list has both BL and BG novels. ... more>>

Beware that not all novels have the satisfying groveling scenes from ML. 

I included some BE novels where I felt that the decisions MC took was very fitting even if there is no groveling from the ML or if the MC is dead to see that part. 

You’ll find most of Shui Qian Cheng’s novels who is well known for her 188cm group of novels featuring angsty novels about scum going groveling for their mistakes.

I only included the novels I was satisfied with.

Caution: Enjoy these novels, but avoid romanticizing the ML or fantasizing them as great lovers. Most of the MLs are just awful people, except for my beloved Lan Zhan, who is the epitome of kindness, Justice & all the good things. Remember, in real life, those who treat others poorly are likely to treat you the same way or mistreat you repeatedly will continue to mistreat you. Those who are controlling, manipulative, and obsessive never end with happy endings. Change in adults is difficult, even with love. Look into real-life cases of abusive partners to get a reality check.

Do keep that in mind. Hope you enjoy the novels below. <<less

Part 2: https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/7000/

This list contains everything from unrequired love to death of loved ones to sadistic tendencies, violence, r*pe, betrayal, love-hate and any other possible way to... more>> make your heart bleed. Trauma and psychological conditions included.  <<less

If you're tired of reading fluffy novels (just like me rn) then this list is for you, all novels that are listed here are BE/SE... more>>

Let's all waste our tears together......  <<less

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There are tragedy, abuse, or death of the loves one in some stories bellow that make you sad and your heart hurt, but that is... more>> the part of the story and make the story complete. <<less

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All my danmei stocked up in one go~... more>>

Mwahahahahahahahaha who cares if they are smuffy,noncon,fluffy,heartwrenching and depraved.

I was there for it.

Still here for it!  <<less

Short stories (under 70 chapters) ~ Probably can knock out in a day.
This is gonna be a mixed bag full of different genres.... more>>

Check individual novels for tags.   <<less

All novels that I've finished reading, which I've rated 4-5 stars.... more>>

Mostly BL. <<less

This is a list of all the novels that have left a big impression on me. These are the danmei I give in depth presentations about when I’m alone talking to myself. The only real thread tying them together is that they are all BLs... more>>

Mind the tags!!! <<less

Completely translated lovely stories worth a 2nd(or nth) read. 

Here's the part 2 of my list.. I just trying to track how many BL Novel I already read since 2020..

This list contains danmei novels I've finished reading!... more>>

P.S. The novels are not sorted by the time of reading. Hehe. <<less

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yeah my fave bl stories.

under 20 chapters short story (ﾉ*0*)ﾉ

Yaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyy!

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Just a list of Bl that I have read... more>>

In no particular order <<less

For mind with high tolerance. Those are just mindf*cking.

This will be the list where you can drown yourself in tears with. Please do note that in the title it says 'BL' meaning Boys Love. Love between two boys. So if you find that you don't like it, you can go visit my Feels (BG) list.... more>>

Most will include the tragedy tag. Some may end up in HE and some (read: most) may end in a BE.

Note: I do not have a Feels (GL) list yet because I don't read much into there and have not found on yet. <<less

Recommend if you like the tropes tagged. ... more>>

Not sorted from best to worst! <<less