why do you even look for knife bro. treasure your life more. treasure your kokoro more. QAQ... more>>

Warning:
- I don't read BE (some might be BE-ish tho :haroldface:)
- I only add titles where I've experienced the knife, or know there would be knife for sure (ex: mudaoli's novel)
- degree of knife sharpness varies for each person. you might agree with this list, you might not. 
- I have low pain tolerance :haroldface: 

my scale of pain, ranged from 'not really hurts' to 'it haunts me every time I see kite': 
1-3: wooden rice spoon (getting hit by one hurts okay)
4-6: paper cut (hidden but suddenly you feel pain)
7-8: knife. be wary. 
9: you're almost ascending via 刀道
10: machete. you've already reached godhood of 刀道. congratulations.  <<less

90%read. They are here 'cause I found the synopsis angsty or some chapters in the novels i've read made me cry and sad. Anyway sadness is there.... more>>

Includes: psychological, tragedy, abuse, unrequited love, depression, complex family relations, hated protagonist, child abuse, sickly characters, i-love-you-and-so-if-you-use-me-i-don't-mind type, etc... among others

Most of then are really short (<100) and though many of them have tragedy, many have happy endings too.  <<less

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A bunch of quick short BL stories, perfect for reading on the plane or even if you're just in the mood for something light.... more>>

Mostly Cnovels. <<less

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It means it hurt like a sh*t and had me bawling the whole night

All the stuff I finished and recorded into a list so that I don’t have to go through the trouble of remembering titles. Not ordered... more>> in a particular list. It updates every time I finish a new novel :) <<less

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Mostly bl... more>>

Mostly oneshots and short stories. <<less

Max5 chap.... more>>

They are very very very short. <<less

❤️ A collection of one shots and other short BL novels all under 10 chapters... more>>

❤️ A mix of genres so make sure to read the tags to know if what your reading is a comedy or tragedy. <<less

❤️ A list of most of the BL historicals/historical fantasies I have finished! (Some are excluded because  I wouldn’t recommend them)... more>>

❤️Not in any particular order but I may rank them at some point

❗️TW❗️Some of these may contain potentially triggering subjects so make sure to read the tags to know if you are comfortable with the content of a novel! <<less

♥ A collection of all the short and long BL tragedies I’ve read for those who want to cry their heart out~~... more>>

❤️Not all of these have cut and dry bad endings, some have happy endings (as in the main cp end up together) but depending on the novel and your preferences you might find it more bittersweet. Either way I felt it had a strong enough emphasis on the tragedy part to put on here!

♥Always being updated with new novels! (If you have any suggestions please leave a comment!)

❗️TW❗️ Many of these contain potentially triggering content such as; sexual/physical abuse, mental illness, in*est, and su*cide. Please read the tags to make sure you are comfortable with the topics being presented! <<less

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Sorted by rating and reader

Oops! Tragedy<3... more>>

You don't have to read if it's not your cup of tea<3 <<less

Read some short stories if you're bored<3

Tragedies that leave an empty feeling after reading.... more>>

Some makes you cry your heart. 
Some makes your feel sad
 Some just leaves a void 

Comment below if you know such novels.     <<less

Boys love angst~~... more>>

*TW* Some/most of these stories will contain ABUSE, INVOLUNTARY CONFINEMENT, r*pe, and other graphic descriptions of violence. Some of these are seriously tragedic and may cause tears or elongated periods of agony .

I was probably sobbing over this at 2am at one point, , and I will update summaries as I go.

Please let me know if you have any novel recommendations you think fit this list! Happy reading ^^ <<less

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BL stories with less than 30 chapters (mostly)  in the main story or very short stories that can be read in one go 

I'll add all the short novels/one-shots I've read and to read in here including smut ksksksks.... more>>

There's so many tags I wanna add but there's a limit ksksksks. <<less

Good tragedy one shot that I have read. They all at least got me feeling angtsy and heartbroken, yet I liked them. There are novel... more>> that are more than one chapters but the novel is still short <<less

Tragedies. Stories when you need something sad or want something to make you cry. All completed stories.... more>>

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