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Tragedies, abuse, and bloody drama ....
With no hope for redemption.... more>>

BL for those who love to be tortured. <<less

some I have read, some I have watched, and some I’ve only heard of 

just all the danmei I read in 2023, in chronological order

Get your napkins ready.

I'm trying to find all the novels I've finished reading so that I can finally count how much of a veteran I am

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stuff to read/ did read

oH My GOD WHY DO I READ SO MANY NOVELS

Angsty and sad webnovels because I'm a sucker for angsty stories. Yes, I really really love abusing myself so join me in this self-abuse-by-angst cult... more>>

(ErHa, look what you made me do. You made me a masochist (⁠༎ຶ⁠ ⁠෴⁠ ⁠༎ຶ⁠) )

Most of these webnovels are completed. They may have BE/HE. I have Maladaptive Daydreaming Disorder, so while some of these novels may not be pure angst but they have fair share of heart-clenching moments that leave lots of room for more sad imaginations. <<less

There is one kind of love – I love you, and this has nothing to do with you, but I love you.There is another kind of love – I hate you, and I will never love you, but I will follow you in your death.... more>>

- One Night, One Day, One Year, One Lifetime, Ch. 13 <<less

todas novels que já li. ♡

Spoilers in description.... more>>

Not a comprehensive list - only novels I enjoyed <<less

Novela that sound interesting 

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novels yet to read 

why do you even look for knife bro. treasure your life more. treasure your kokoro more. QAQ... more>>

Warning:
- I don't read BE (some might be BE-ish tho :haroldface:)
- I only add titles where I've experienced the knife, or know there would be knife for sure (ex: mudaoli's novel)
- degree of knife sharpness varies for each person. you might agree with this list, you might not. 
- I have low pain tolerance :haroldface: 

my scale of pain, ranged from 'not really hurts' to 'it haunts me every time I see kite': 
1-3: wooden rice spoon (getting hit by one hurts okay)
4-6: paper cut (hidden but suddenly you feel pain)
7-8: knife. be wary. 
9: you're almost ascending via 刀道
10: machete. you've already reached godhood of 刀道. congratulations.  <<less

MORE OF MY FAVORITES. READ THEM IF U WANT.

Novels that have regretful ML, family’s, etc. I love novels like these since they tug my heart strings.

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A random mix of BL shrot stories that you can read in one go~... more>>

PS. most are just brainless stories for entertainment, 

I'll leave a * symbol with those that have substantial plot altough short and I particularly loved~ <<less

You will find mixture of sad and happy novels here. Mostly one shots or very short novellas will be put here.

Short stories that touched me/I found powerful

Yaoi mostly 

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