Major hurt/comfort simp. ... more>>

Been hurting all my life with no one to comfort me so reading a hurt/sickly MC being worried/doted/cared for/loved on really soothes my soul or something twisted like that. I'm trying to find meaning behind all the suffering. Hmnn yeah that sounds about right, I wanna read meaningful suffering.

SSSSE (Self Sacrifice= sacrificing themselves for others/a greater good) (Self Suffering= is hurting/carrying burden/enduring hardship on their own) (Exposed= other people find out leading in increased positive action/attention towards them and or it affects other people in some way so there is meaning to the suffering)

Absolutely love the vomiting blood and everybody worries trope. MC in pain? It's okay baby it's all worth it there will be people that will take care of you or make up for it. Fluff stuff. Spurting blood is fun and all but psychological hurt also rubs me right, stuff like taking blame then the other party regretting and making up for it? Angst stuff. Mmm working too hard or getting hurt in place of others is also nice.

Romance. No romance. Straight. BL. Some I read using mtl.

tl;dr I just wanna talk about the novels I've read but highlight the heart abuse scenes :)

*Recommendations are welcomed but not always accepted to the list ∠( ᐛ 」∠)＿

If you decide to follow, I'll warmly say; Welcome to the cult  <( ⓛ ω ⓛ *)> <<less

When a novel does this right, it's worth binging even if you have to stay up all night. When a novel does it wrong, in the garbage bag is where that goddamn novel belong.... more>>

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And here's some untranslated/raw Shizun-Disciple novels I've found:

救赎那个美强惨

魔尊徒弟不对劲

徒弟把我叼回窝后 (Gong Shizun) 

我，渣攻，绝不爱慕师尊 (Gong Shizun, Simp Disciple who thinks his Shizun is weak and delicate) 

徒弟每天都在撩我

今天美人师尊哭了吗 (I'm reading this rn and the first chapter is wild lmao, everyone in the comments was complaining about intense eye-pain after laying their gaze upon such words)  <<less

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List of my Read and To-Read novels categorized roughly as Cultivation and Ancient.... more>>

Rating on a "relative" scale of my personal enjoyment (Not Objective)

4: Favorite. 3: Liked. 2: Ok. 1: Meh. 0: Didn't like/Didn't finish. N/a: To Read <<less

How to tutor the ML or be tutored by him or kind of. But the simple relationship between teacher-student and fellow students is also included.

I just want to collect Shizun (x disciple) on my own. Although Shizun is not necessarily called Shizun (can be Shifu/Master).... more>>

*This rec list can also be called (Gay) Disciple Collection, but I'm not commenting the disciples

*QT are not counted for now, because the shizun percentage are too small

*new recommendations on top for easier view

*From No. 21 are Shizuns that I'm not familiar with

*Occasionally adding/editting comments <<less

bl/gl novels with the protagonist and love interest growing romantic feelings for each other despite one, the other, or both being:
1) in ancient china... more>> /> 2) in historical europe
3) in a game/show/movie
4) in the apocalypse
5) from another world
note: the romance aspect may or may not be the focus of the story. <<less

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patiently waiting online for the complete english translations~

1) [Part 2] to the mega list of BL novels that my friend and/or I have read! ... more>>

2) There’s a [Part 1] to this, so go search for it if you’d like ~ 

3) These are not organized in any way, and some may be on hiatus or dropped. Sorry about that ;;

 Have fun reading! ♪( ´▽｀) <<less

A list of novels I would recommend along with my thoughts on them, in no particular order or rank. These are all novels I rated... more>> 4.5-5 stars. Novels with the * are my favourites. <<less

The fourth installment of my BL journey (the other three lists got filled up), and I'm slowly getting burned out on BL novels. However, I... more>> never know when I'll find a hidden gem so that's what this list is for. <<less

List of novels I plan to read #3

Tag:... more>>

Comedy, Horror. <<less

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Mix of novel I've read and not read yet

my favourite danmei novel, unranked. good stuff!

Just the BLS with power couple dynamics , ( xuanhuan , xianxia , martial arts )... more>>

Just another list I created during the lockdown . Caution , the comments might worsen further ahead in the list .  <<less

Will read at some point 

Since I did a list of fluff, here's the other end of the spectrum. The dog's blood you need for days when drowning in tears... more>> is needed. Some lighter, some really heavy. All stories complete. <<less

novels on the read of ancient china

just a list to keep track of all the danmei novels i've read so far. might forget to include those i read long ago. will... more>> be updated as my reading list grows.  <<less

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Yeah I judged the book by its cover, you got a problem.I haven't read any of them yet, this is a tbr list I have... more>> created solely based on looks and filtered by reading the nu description <<less

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