Older ML or actual dad ML

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i didnt read any of these.... more>>

1st part: https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/42111/

2nd part: https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/53215/ <<less

reading/want to read list

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CN novels in NU I'm either currently reading, or putting a higher priority to read. Some of them might contain my reading progress and remarks.... more>> Things will get deleted and shuffled around depending on my mood. <<less

The audio dramas currently in my AD library

This list has both BL and BG novels. ... more>>

Beware that not all novels have the satisfying groveling scenes from ML. 

I included some BE novels where I felt that the decisions MC took was very fitting even if there is no groveling from the ML or if the MC is dead to see that part. 

You’ll find most of Shui Qian Cheng’s novels who is well known for her 188cm group of novels featuring angsty novels about scum going groveling for their mistakes.

I only included the novels I was satisfied with.

Caution: Enjoy these novels, but avoid romanticizing the ML or fantasizing them as great lovers. Most of the MLs are just awful people, except for my beloved Lan Zhan, who is the epitome of kindness, Justice & all the good things. Remember, in real life, those who treat others poorly are likely to treat you the same way or mistreat you repeatedly will continue to mistreat you. Those who are controlling, manipulative, and obsessive never end with happy endings. Change in adults is difficult, even with love. Look into real-life cases of abusive partners to get a reality check.

Do keep that in mind. Hope you enjoy the novels below. <<less

list of danmei novels i’ve read and plan to read. 

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Novels that I enjoyed despite not usually liking the tropes, finding the relationship toxic, or other guilty reasons lol.(don't ask why there are so many... more>> transmigration novels here they're another guilty pleasure of mine.) <<less

Sweet first love ~

stuff I liked in no particular order. tastes trend darker but there’s a variety

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Cars,,, vroom vroom

I did not think I was gonna make another list but HERE I AMMMM.

escuchando/por escuchar

My adhd a$$ struggling

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I've literally been collecting BL novels in my bookmarks bar, and I can't even say how freaking long it is. I haven't even read half(?) of my list... more>>

Their will be warnings when theirs smut, and non-con (I won't do dub-con bc that's still basically Non-con)

The novels description you just click the >>> and it will be under my 'readers note' so you don't have to click on the novel.

I got the smuttt, the sweet, the scummy, almost anything you could think of LMAO

You think of it and it's probably on here. Almost any genre on here

Don't expect too much slow-burn romance, because I'm not that much into that genre loll, so most of the novels will be fast-paced love. 

(OH YEAH, every novel (I think basically) is from the shou's perspective)

Also, not that much into Harem, so their won't be that much of the harem genre

Also, WARNING

THEIR WILL BE SMUT YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED

ALSO, A LOT OF SCUMMY GONGS

TAKE THAT WARNING IN MIND

But their is still a lot of sweet and non-scummy love, so dw ab it.

{Edit} quick update on this, I totally forgot I made this, and I'll add a whole bunch of em now, also most of the ones I haven't read I just got an interest. I'm also very lazy lol <<less

My personal dump for yandere and crazy manipulative gongs who deserve jail time but are still hot ^-^ 

Hey!! This is my list for all SMUTTY that I have ever read with a good plot in my opinion. I consider all of the novel listed as HOT and SATISFYING in terms of having a happy ending and character development. I won't be putting tags since it's troublesome >-<... more>>

WARNING: Most of them are ANGSTY but there's always a Rainbow after the rain and my list are all with happy ending ♥

PS: If I were you. I won't read the reviews or be bothered about the rating. You may check the intro of the novel. It's also better to dive in and read it then later judge it yourself.

Another PS: The list is randomized and they're my personal favorites. <<less

I've read 15 of the author's novels to date (not all, but most are on NU), and intend to read the rest gradually. So thought I'd make a list of the ones that I consider the author's best works.... more>>

TWs: Angst, noncon, explicit s*x, yandere ML, scum characters, abuse. <<less

this is my list of lists