Perfect for us masochistic fools who just wants to experience pain 'cause thus is living *sigh*

Some need to be in a jail-room, others need to be in a therapy room, and the MC needs to be in a courtroom to get a restraining order against them... Unless he's into it, in which case, who am I to complain? ... more>>

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Edit: Woa, I never expected that many users to like obsessive MLs, feels great to see those with the same 'guilty pleasures' as mine (I don't feel guilty though, not because my taste is good but because I lack shame). We're out here bonding over unhinged guys lmao. Also, what's your ideal obsessive ML? I'm quite curious, so feel free to comment it below. 

Personally, I prefer MLs who are usually ruthless and somewhat cruel to everyone but the MC, whom they treat with utmost love, care and respect, of course they're still 'toxic' in a way they wouldn't leave the MC alone or ever separate from him, but to make him stay, they'd rather pamper him to the hell and back than use torture or abuse. A big plus if they're paired with sly and morally grey MCs.

Edit 2: if you see random words censored, it ain't me. NU just recently started doing that out of nowhere :/ <<less

❗No more chapters? No problem! I GOT MTL/RAW LINKS! ... more>>

EXCLUDES: Adopted kid, fast-wear/QT & Omegaverse w/o pregnancy. I DON'T BLINDLY ADD STORIES I DIDNT FINISH READING. [2023 edit: I'm currently moving titles around to make sure there is no repeat adding & newly translated mpreg are at Pt 2!] 

So make sure to subscribe here for more https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/41539/

For mpreg readers & newbs, I sorted out common mpreg tropes including my honest opinion/review. (note: ✴mysterious pregnancy = mpreg was not fully explained, if you really aren't into mpreg avoid these ones) 

♎omegaverse  ⛔Moye/Ger  ➰Beastman ❎Yokai/Yaojing/Animal Spirits ⚫supernatural/zongshi ♓cultivation ⭕sub-male/inters3x ⚪scifi /bio-medical/pills *️⃣system ⏸ novel-verse  ❕test tube/outside the stomach

⏩Page 1: supernatural/beastman/cultivation mpreg

⏩Page 2: sub-males/ger/omegaverse

⏩Page 3: omegaverse/moye/system or transmigration mpreg

⏩Page 4: test tube baby(biological only)/modern-day mpreg  <<less

Angsty BL in no particular order.... more>>

Feel free to recommend me similar reads fellow sadomasochists. Enjoy~ <<less

tr*sh Top who's a hotshot × Sacrificing Shou who's drowing in love. Wrapped in a dog blooded plot thats enjoyable to read. ... more>>

Cause watching scum semes grovel for love is satisfying  <<less

ML wrongs the MC in some way, then regrets when the MC has already lost his love for him. Cue the chase!... more>>

(MC may or may not end up with ML) <<less

My latest favorite BL manhua  ENNEAD https://manhuascan.com/manga-ennead-mature.html... more>>

MangaTwittering Birds Never Fly    囀る鳥は羽ばたかない

Acid town  アシッドタウン

[PSYCHE Delico] cherry strawberry vanilla  チョコストロベリー バニラ; 草莓的忧郁 

INU MO KUWANAI    犬も喰わない; 狗都懒得理

 TOUROU NO ORI    蟷螂の檻

UNFATHER    언파더 

KOKORO O KOROSU HOUHOU    心を殺す方法

Royal servant  ロイヤル・サーヴァント

AT THE END OF THE ROAD   그 끝에 있는 것

MORITAT   모리타트

HITORIJIME MY HERO   ひとりじめマイヒーロー

Hogu Hagyeongsu (An Easy Target)      호구 하경수

Ten Count     テンカウント

CASTE HEAVEN    カーストヘヴン

Gift (ICHINOSE YUMA) <<less

A lot of good dog blood is buried below the ratings bcos it's an unfortunate fact that a lot of NU users only rate novels according to fluff amount w/c made it harder for drama fans to look for good angst.  Common tropes: #wife/husband-chasing crematorium#angst #drama #torture #regret #character development #grovelling #(some)redemption  #(some)tragedy and other triggering issues. ... more>>

#REAL Crematorium. Just search around for full explanation but impt. point is: THEY ENDED UP WITH ANOTHER PERSON. For those who had a sadistic liking seeing a scum ML grovelling but still fail to take MC back, THIS IS FOR YOU.

 Warning: Most stories here are only for the strong-hearted. However, those I regard as "bad (or messily-written) dog blood" that I really cannot tolerate will not be included here  

I will indicate if it's bad ending. If it doesn't have the #BE tag, it's automatically a happy ending.
If you wanted to cleanse your tear duct every now and then, check the ones tagged with #tearjerker. You're welcome.

PM me for raw/MTL links <<less

Just a list of novels with Scum/Cold MLs that will undergo Wife-Chasing and get Redemption (that they may or may not deserve) or the less likely scenario of being left by the MC.... more>>

For those days that you feel like you want to be upset or in emotional turmoil. This BL Novels will leave you with Very Mixed Feelings..

《THEME: Old Dog Blood Scum Abuse Plots》

Prepare for Heartache, Frustration, Tears & Anger~

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《CAUTION: Toxic Scum / Material Ahead!!》

This is not a Recommendation for casual reading!! 

Trigger Warning: Please Check the Tags

Easily Emotionally Invested Readers Beware

Disclaimer: I Have Not (Completely) Read Any of This. There are 4 warnings don't complain later~ <<less

I really love Angst,Humor and Smut combination in one novel

All good and legendary, sometimes a bit lacking, BL books that I've read... I'll put them all in a list here ♡ just to gauge how much I've read and how much I can still read ♡ If anyone has a good BL book that's not included here, please recommend it to me so I can read it. I running out of good BL books to read these days. I can't continue on at this rate _:(´ཀ`」 ∠):_... more>>

Since the list only allows up to 100, I made part 2  :)) <<less

CN novels where the MC has disabilities or sickly characters, or past trauma. Novels for MLs are in a different list. Contains spoiler. ... more>>

BG/BL. Not much world hopping or historical novels. 

Feel free to recommend any others :D <<less

Everything i like and be warned i like messed up things. So always check the tags cause i know what i like isn't for everyone... more>> else. <<less

If you want to read both novel and manhua or just the manhua. Will update bit by bit ʕﾉﾞ•̀ω•́ʔﾉﾞ... more>>

This isn't a super comprehensive list. Might as well use the tag or search for that. Just adding stuff that I've either read, am interested in reading someday, or have a slight impression on. 

Manhuas available on MangaDex are linked in the description. Won't link to pirate sites haha that's on you to find them if you really want to.

Please note that nothing in this list has already completed their comic counterparts. At least the EN versions haven't, idk about the raws. Can't binge read yet ;-; A lot of them are also still on the early stages of translation/adaptation so there's only a few chapters available so far. <<less

Yeah... l know that I am a freaking masochist. 

Original YAOI is genuinely PWP. Eventually, plot-filled yet spicy stories (without being blatant p*rn) started cropping up. Unfortunately one list is not enough so I've decided to divide them. I swear! This is the last list I'll create. **BASICALLY PLOT-CENTERED W/ "CARS"** I'll mostly include those that have great stories.... more>>

Keywords: UNCENSORED, NO BLACKOUTS. SMUTTY. This list is the milder version of my original smut list. So yeah, most will generally be "Safe for work" except for a few scenes. "Generally". LOL. Novels that are at least 80 to 98% plot. Some only have one or two s*x session but still it's all detailed. And the s*xual tension, ofc we can't forget the sexy s*xual tension. Yum.

- Takame.
❗❗Hot /hentai/ PWP/P0rnylicious BL all here > https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/45641/

ps: I will include a few smutty stories that is not really detailed marked as ✖️SOFTCORE.  <<less

This is the list of scum gong and their karma danmei. Yes, cliche, dog blood, drama, angst. Why not?... more>>

And this is what I’ve read and I think good enough to be recommended. But this list focused more on scum gong and their karma, a satisfying redemption arc. If you wanna read the angsty ones, heavy angst to main character death, check my other list “ANGSTY Danmei to be Read At Least Once in a Lifetime” <<less

a list of crematorium/wife-chasing/gong regret/scum gong novels ft. some with misunderstandings! i wanted an angst tag but there isn't one ;; if you have any suggestions, i'd love to hear them in the comments! included are also some novels that aren't necessarily crematorium but may still make your heart hurt (in a good way) from the misunderstandings and relationships!... more>>

the wife-chasing novels follow a general pattern of: MC loves ML but ML treats MC badly and/or does not reciprocate > something happens to MC, such as death, amnesia, sickness, or he falls out of love with ML > ML belatedly realizes his feelings > ML tries to chase the MC and win him back

please do mind the tags of some of the novels, as some of them are BE! <<less

When the gong has to chase his little wife back... more>>

Extremely dog blood  <<less

Novels originally published on sites other than JJWXC. Not sure of the current status of some works, i.e. whether they are locked/may be locked in the future.... more>>

Part 2 here: https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/50284/ <<less

Just created a list cuz I can't bookmark every single story. Go through them if you want to.... more>>

WARNING:

GAY. Its completely gay. Scream something homophobic in the comments and I will hire an assasin. Also, if you guys have a recc please comment <<less

these were recommended to me for being similar to ErHa in terms of pain on the reader. i haven’t read any of them, but feel... more>> free to take them as recs! <<less

my little list of historical bl 

As the list's name suggests  xD

This is a list of all the novels that have left a big impression on me. These are the danmei I give in depth presentations about when I’m alone talking to myself. The only real thread tying them together is that they are all BLs... more>>

Mind the tags!!! <<less