Angsty and sad webnovels because I'm a sucker for angsty stories. Yes, I really really love abusing myself so join me in this self-abuse-by-angst cult... more>>

(ErHa, look what you made me do. You made me a masochist (⁠༎ຶ⁠ ⁠෴⁠ ⁠༎ຶ⁠) )

Most of these webnovels are completed. They may have BE/HE. I have Maladaptive Daydreaming Disorder, so while some of these novels may not be pure angst but they have fair share of heart-clenching moments that leave lots of room for more sad imaginations. <<less

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(around) 1-50+ chapters 

Novels I have read probably more than once! 

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Morally ambiguous characters,... more>>

1. Unrequited love to requited love

2. Enemies to lovers

3. Wife chasing crematorium

4. Dog blood

5. Lovers Reunited <<less

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May include novels which I have yet to complete reading along with my other TBRs... more>>

- Josei, Danmei

- Historical, Modern

- Palace / Political Intrigue, Scheming, Military Pursuits

- Economic Reforms, Gao Kao (College Exam) Restoration

- Fame, Acting, E-sports

- Systems, Knowledge of the Past / Future, Time Travel <<less

Collection of sad bls. No particular order. 

Guilty pleasure of seeing scum gongs grovel. Some stories are real crematoriums. Mix of BE and HE.... more>>

Crematorium: MC loves ML -> ML is scum -> MC has enough and leaves -> ML regrets and tries to get MC back. <<less

This list contains danmei novels I've finished reading!... more>>

P.S. The novels are not sorted by the time of reading. Hehe. <<less

This list has both BL and BG novels. ... more>>

Beware that not all novels have the satisfying groveling scenes from ML. 

I included some BE novels where I felt that the decisions MC took was very fitting even if there is no groveling from the ML or if the MC is dead to see that part. 

You’ll find most of Shui Qian Cheng’s novels who is well known for her 188cm group of novels featuring angsty novels about scum going groveling for their mistakes.

I only included the novels I was satisfied with.

Caution: Enjoy these novels, but avoid romanticizing the ML or fantasizing them as great lovers. Most of the MLs are just awful people, except for my beloved Lan Zhan, who is the epitome of kindness, Justice & all the good things. Remember, in real life, those who treat others poorly are likely to treat you the same way or mistreat you repeatedly will continue to mistreat you. Those who are controlling, manipulative, and obsessive never end with happy endings. Change in adults is difficult, even with love. Look into real-life cases of abusive partners to get a reality check.

Do keep that in mind. Hope you enjoy the novels below. <<less

I consider myself extremely picky with the books I read, and a few of the books I've read over the years have become so dear... more>> to me that I reread them every year, so here's the select few books I consider all-time masterpieces. <<less

Novel that has high reread value.Created this list for myself when I can't find good novel to read.

just your typical dog blood novel where the gong treats the shou unkindly and only realized his feelings after the shou left /died. ... more>>

You can check out Shui Qian Cheng's works, her novels are really well-written. However, all the gongs are absolute sh*ts. Each one is worse than the other but I love it *chef's kiss*

Not in order

⚠️ Please do check the tags before reading. <<less

all completed. SPOILERS ALERT !! i'll try (once i've finished them) to put whether the mpreg (when the bun shows up) in the story is the in extras or in the main story.... more>>

here's the list for my ongoing stories w mpreg: https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/58553/ 

feel free to recommend me new ones !! <<less

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BL with ABO settings

so sweet that you'll get cavities!

all stuff dropped by translator and hopefully some other translator picks it up

Bitirdiğim ve zevkle yazılarını sıraladım. 

Most of them i already read or i started but not in the end because at that time its still on going or i find... more>> more amazing novels. <<less

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BL novels that make me a crybaby every time I read them. I love reading those novels that I know I will sob nonstop later... more>> and for some reason, I can't stop myself from reading them XD. This list includes novels with some heavy topics and mostly angst and kinda tragic. BUT, I'm not a fan of BE novels so I did not include them here. I want a satisfying ending like the MC or ML didn't die or what. Anyway, prepare your tissues guys.  <<less

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