These are collection of tragic novels associated with unrequited love, betrayal, tragic fate, abusive character, and inhuman treatment. Most novels is about MC who find their misery is enough, want to get away from toxicity, and cherish what their tattered soul left. Not an easy journey ofc, since these worlds were created for MC to suffer. However, MC's spirit to be free is what highly valued. ... more>>

The other novels are purely angst that hurting the heart and shivering the bone.

There are many more heart wrenching novels i've read but not listed in here. I can't stand humiliation without victim ability to prevail it over and preperator's redemption. So this type of angst not listed in this list.

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series i plan to read

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stories that makes me sobbing like a child :) 

↷ ·˚ ༘ s e t t i n g : historical and modern times .°୭ ... more>>

↷ unrequited love : childhood love : love triangles : first love  <<less

Short stories (under 70 chapters) ~ Probably can knock out in a day.
This is gonna be a mixed bag full of different genres.... more>>

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BL novel with scum shou or shou that somewhat has wronged the gong in beginning of story... more>>

not yet in NU:

omega他带球跑了by 芒果妖妖

发光体 by 微风几许

戒断 by 我吃不饱

洪流 by 娜可露露

花近江国 by 孔恰

天骄 by 白芥子  <<less

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!↷ ·˚ ༘ s e t t i n g : modern and historical times .°୭ ˎˊ

↷ ·˚ ༘ Novels that are set in modern world. ... more>>

Mostly, heavily coated on drama, tragedy, and angst. °୭❁ ˎˊ˗ <<less

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BL novels set in Modern Day Era. Showbiz novels not included.

***Trigger warning: r*pe, manipulation, assault, coercion, dubcon, isolation, etc. [Dogblood drama]

I sacrificed my eyes for this list lol. There will be a few novels listed that did not have tear-jerking scenes but they got my heart wrenched so I have to put them in here ;)... more>>

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j-JrbNg_0tQ listen to this song while reading will really set the mood <<less

 “If you don't know the meaning to your life, then make me that meaning, and use me as the reason to live.” ... more>>

It wasn't until I knew about Danmeis that my whole world changed; danmeis might only be texts for us to read, countless words mashed together but it creates new worlds for us to explore. You can see hundreds of new things, discover a lot of things, and have hundreds of emotions as you read. 

New danmei readers or even old ones, there's a lot of underrated novels to read over here. 

 "Shizun, I want to hold up an umbrella for you, for the rest of your life." 

A clearer list of everything I've read. Rereading everything that I've read to have a clear evaluation.  <<less

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As title says.... I'll re-start reading those when I'm in mood

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List of my fav bl novels :D, mostly consists of horror/escape games and transmigration i think- hope you enjoy :)

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Wanna read something angst? Grovelling type of novel? Heart breaking one side love? Retribution/revenge/karma? Some Psychological drama? Well.. Then this is for you ~

These are the books that I have not yet begun reading cos I'm waiting for the translation to be complete. (I personally don't really like... more>> MTLing). Also, these books are arranged in alphabetical order. <<less

(n.) destruction of self, destroyed in love.

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