a list of danmeis i have read in order of the date I started reading them

Tragedies that leave an empty feeling after reading.... more>>

Some makes you cry your heart. 
Some makes your feel sad
 Some just leaves a void 

Comment below if you know such novels.     <<less

Works that I've read that are dark, very dark. I don't consider these romances, even with the romance tag attached. 

these are just my personal thoughts on the novels and tls - novels are more or less ranked in order of how much i like... more>> them <<less

These are the books I've been reading so far, some are my favourite while some have average plotlines. If you have time to waste like me please check them out^^ I hope you enjoy these books as much as me. Thanks.... more>>

Please note that there is no specific order for rankings in this list.  <<less

Boys love angst~~... more>>

*TW* Some/most of these stories will contain ABUSE, INVOLUNTARY CONFINEMENT, r*pe, and other graphic descriptions of violence. Some of these are seriously tragedic and may cause tears or elongated periods of agony .

I was probably sobbing over this at 2am at one point, , and I will update summaries as I go.

Please let me know if you have any novel recommendations you think fit this list! Happy reading ^^ <<less

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BL Novels that I've finished reading

Novels that I have finished reading

Either it makes you cry a river or choke you to death with dog food. There's no in between.

not all bad endings, very relationship problems focused 

pain with sad sending

It’s a list of tragedy novels with bad / happy endings ( Although most of it is BL / Yaoi )  which is all my... more>> favourite that made my heart ache and feel like crying. But I don’t know how you will react so be prepared!!   <<less

Mostly BLs I've readNot a list for a high rating novel, just for killing time purpose.... more>>

Honorable mention (cuz they're not listed in NU hehe):

- 双面荡夫（双性，黄暴粗口肉合集！）by 大樱桃 ==>collection of inters*x yellow book
- she婬美人（短篇双xrou）by 你家的白月光  ==> all variants inters*x story
- Father's Debt and Son's Repayment 父债子偿(H) by 空凉的城  ==> (inters*x) boy forced to pay his father's debt using his body
- Grandpa's beauty 爷爷的美人(双性)(H) by 吃肉小熊猫 ==>  Grandpa imp**gnated his adoptive grandson
- Humiliated Beauty 受辱的美人们 Public beauty 公用的美人 Stepson's wife 继子的人妻 by 吃肉小熊猫 meat-eating red panda (I must say, this author works are my cup of tea)
-After Public R*pe of Bis*xual Master 当众强暴双性师尊后 by 当众强暴双性师尊后
- 媚骨天成(双性)(H by 伊弥 ==> Arrogant beautiful young master X savage butcher
-Elder brother! Save Me 哥！救我 by 乌蒙小燕==>younger brother's plan to accuse of his big bro's company rival as homo but backfire
-These straight guys are more gay than me 这群直男比我还基 by 懒得动 Part 7 https://yushuwuy.com/read/23741.html

keyword for f**anari (sorry I have particular taste for this genre)==> 双性 MTL Website @ rourouwu.com or yushuwui.com 玩物 <<less

I'll add all the short novels/one-shots I've read and to read in here including smut ksksksks.... more>>

There's so many tags I wanna add but there's a limit ksksksks. <<less

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I'm ashamed by the realization of how much I need a detailed list of BL novel with heavy smut  (⊙v⊙ ;;)... more>>

The rating standards for stories focusing on smut and actual stories with smut in it will obviously be different. My 4/5 rating in a PwP story is not the same as my 4/5 rating in a plot/romance focused story.

Novel comments will be added as I go, as it's been quite a while since I read most of these. <<less

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BL novels of around 40 chapters, quick reads and short chapters as well as one shots. These reads are relatively short and can be finished in a few hours or maximum a day. ... more>>

Ratings rank between 1 and 5, with 5 being an absolute winner. 

Watch out for the SPOILER ALERT! To avoid reading any plot points.  <<less

finished: (adj.) having been completed or ended.... more>>

aka the novels that are completely translated and that i finished reading. <<less

If you're looking for something that will make you cry. Here it is. I don't discriminate novels, so there's both bl and straight romance. 

A list of my completed novels (tl ongoing/completed).... more>>

*Will add my ratings later * <<less

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Novels that made me cry.... more>>

I'll update if I find anything, but that might be somewhat hard. I'll be checking other tragedy novels for now. <<less