Novel I already read

list of danmei novels i’ve read and plan to read. 

Take note that some are not yet completed (I read the MTL) and with r*pe (coz beggars like me can't be choosers) but I'll properly... more>> label them. <<less

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Best BL Yaoi with steamy SMUT!... more>>

PS. Not complete list yet <<less

Best Chinese BL out there. I highly suggest that you read these gems. The lists are all Completed, because my heart aches for on-going novels. ... more>>

PS. Don't care about the tags.
PS. Full-sized, Med-sized, short story is how I measure the length of novels. 
PS. AM still editing the list since I lost my orig account.
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 It's too wide of a range to specify a particular type, just that they are all BL's. Most are completely translated, some aren't.

I reached the maximum on pt 2.

This list has both BL and BG novels. ... more>>

Beware that not all novels have the satisfying groveling scenes from ML. 

I included some BE novels where I felt that the decisions MC took was very fitting even if there is no groveling from the ML or if the MC is dead to see that part. 

You’ll find most of Shui Qian Cheng’s novels who is well known for her 188cm group of novels featuring angsty novels about scum going groveling for their mistakes.

I only included the novels I was satisfied with.

Caution: Enjoy these novels, but avoid romanticizing the ML or fantasizing them as great lovers. Most of the MLs are just awful people, except for my beloved Lan Zhan, who is the epitome of kindness, Justice & all the good things. Remember, in real life, those who treat others poorly are likely to treat you the same way or mistreat you repeatedly will continue to mistreat you. Those who are controlling, manipulative, and obsessive never end with happy endings. Change in adults is difficult, even with love. Look into real-life cases of abusive partners to get a reality check.

Do keep that in mind. Hope you enjoy the novels below. <<less

The audio dramas currently in my AD library

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Danmei's with psychical copies so I can buy them (Chinese/English)

Stories adapted to manhua - specifically for those looking for good manhua reads. Most stories on the list are among my favorites or written by... more>> my favorite authors, so worth checking out both original story and manhua adaptation. <<less

just your typical dog blood novel where the gong treats the shou unkindly and only realized his feelings after the shou left /died. ... more>>

You can check out Shui Qian Cheng's works, her novels are really well-written. However, all the gongs are absolute sh*ts. Each one is worse than the other but I love it *chef's kiss*

Not in order

⚠️ Please do check the tags before reading. <<less

Novels that just aren't it for me and Why.

Novels I’ve read (all are completely translated <3 )... more>>

please read the novel’s descriptions/reviews and look up tws. I don’t list any, but some novels do have some problematic things.   <<less

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This is my all time favorite novels! I've read them 100 of times XD... more>>

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 I'm sorry if your favorite is not here.. But feel free to suggest/recommend me your favorite novels. (●´з`)♡ <<less

reading/want to read list

Ongoing list.  If you're looking for some sad or dramatic stuff (with a HE). 
Some have a lighter tone than others. But all of these contain elements like ~complicated relationships, dogblood drama, tragic pasts, betrayal, or deaths. ... more>>

All of these have English translations. 

I have them sorted by genre

1-5: modern setting 6-7: world hopping novels8-13: xianxia 
14-18: more general fantasy or primarily historical  <<less

List of bl that I want to read or have already read

i didnt read any of these.... more>>

1st part: https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/42111/

2nd part: https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/53215/ <<less

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I'm slowly working through these recs.... more>>

Please leave any recommendations if you have any :)

PS. These aren't arranged in any particular order

PPS. check trigger warnings as some are a bit heavy <<less

MORE OF MY FAVORITES. READ THEM IF U WANT.