The complete series with all 11 books in chronological and recommended reading order.

*in no particular order*... more>>

-pain

-BE or HE is fine but there must be obstacles in the middle...., angsty

-crematorium

-ML doesn't care about the MC from the start (or ML does care but doesn't know how to express it) but once MC is gone from their grasp (death/ coma/ near-death experience/ breakup?) they finally realize what they let slip from their fingertips. 

-or after all the disappointment and hurt, MC doesn't care anymore and it's the emotionally constipated ML's turn to chase.

*recommendations are appreciated (very) <<less

Aka (ex)scum gongs chasing wife to crematorium collection OR a collection of knives cause... I love abusing my heart ಥ‿ಥ... more>>

The usual recipe(variations may occur) for delicious dogblood plot is: Be a scum, Break a heart, Late realisation, Regrets, +/-Rebirth/Second chances, +++Chase wife to crematorium. 

Includes tragedies.

⚠️ Warning ⚠️: Som-*cough* Most of em contains 'Rape' and 'r*pe victim becomes lover' tags. And few include 'su*cide' tag so please read the tags before you proceed. <<less

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Danmei novels I find interesting, range from cute to angst. The commented ones are ones I read and find really interesting. The ones I didn't... more>> comment ones are novels I find interesting and heard a lot of good reviews about.  <<less

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i didnt read any of these.... more>>

1st part: https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/42111/

2nd part: https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/53215/ <<less

Not my top tier list (made a separate list for my all-time favorites), but good stories that are well-written, have interesting characters and a decent... more>> plot, and professional writing and a fun or interesting premise are hard to come by. Here are the stories that I've either given 5 stars or like to re-read because they're enjoyable even if they're not without a few flaws. <<less

Ongoing list.  If you're looking for some sad or dramatic stuff (with a HE). 
Some have a lighter tone than others. But all of these contain elements like ~complicated relationships, dogblood drama, tragic pasts, betrayal, or deaths. ... more>>

All of these have English translations. 

I have them sorted by genre

1-5: modern setting 6-7: world hopping novels8-13: xianxia 
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reading/want to read list

BL novels I’ve read. All completely translated. A variety of tropes as I usually enjoy a good mix. Currently updating…
I’ve shifted some titles. If you can’t find them here, check out my other lists: ... more>>

https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/42287/

https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/29348/ <<less

A compilation of Manhua from Kuaikan and Bilibili Comics (_ _).｡o○
This list isn’t created in any chronological order, I am merely adding the ones that came to mind _(:з」∠)_... more>>

Any new Manhua recommendations will be welcomed and greatly appreciated ^-^ <<less

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all completed !! i rarely initiate to read novels with a tag like this and i usually just find these gems accidentally (i don't read tags sometimes yknow so i wouldn't spoil myself). as always, feel free to recommend me some!! i'll make sure to try it out.... more>>

p.s. a yandere is someone who is crazily in love or extremely obsessed resulting in abnormal behavior if not violence. <<less

*Danmei/ Chinese BL. *Listed in the order of which I finished reading them, tho I'm not sure about the ones in between TGCF and Copper... more>> coins, I don't remember anymore :')   <<less

why do you even look for knife bro. treasure your life more. treasure your kokoro more. QAQ... more>>

Warning:
- I don't read BE (some might be BE-ish tho :haroldface:)
- I only add titles where I've experienced the knife, or know there would be knife for sure (ex: mudaoli's novel)
- degree of knife sharpness varies for each person. you might agree with this list, you might not. 
- I have low pain tolerance :haroldface: 

my scale of pain, ranged from 'not really hurts' to 'it haunts me every time I see kite': 
1-3: wooden rice spoon (getting hit by one hurts okay)
4-6: paper cut (hidden but suddenly you feel pain)
7-8: knife. be wary. 
9: you're almost ascending via 刀道
10: machete. you've already reached godhood of 刀道. congratulations.  <<less

This list has both BL and BG novels. ... more>>

Beware that not all novels have the satisfying groveling scenes from ML. 

I included some BE novels where I felt that the decisions MC took was very fitting even if there is no groveling from the ML or if the MC is dead to see that part. 

You’ll find most of Shui Qian Cheng’s novels who is well known for her 188cm group of novels featuring angsty novels about scum going groveling for their mistakes.

I only included the novels I was satisfied with.

Caution: Enjoy these novels, but avoid romanticizing the ML or fantasizing them as great lovers. Most of the MLs are just awful people, except for my beloved Lan Zhan, who is the epitome of kindness, Justice & all the good things. Remember, in real life, those who treat others poorly are likely to treat you the same way or mistreat you repeatedly will continue to mistreat you. Those who are controlling, manipulative, and obsessive never end with happy endings. Change in adults is difficult, even with love. Look into real-life cases of abusive partners to get a reality check.

Do keep that in mind. Hope you enjoy the novels below. <<less

All about dum Gong wasting their Shou

list of danmei novels i’ve read and plan to read. 

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Complete BL that I haven't read

My fav (BL & het) that are complete. Just fyi, I like tropes. Might be a masterpiece but might just be a really fun read.

Books I want to read

A list of the novels I've read