All are BL hahaha

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See title. Sorted in alphabetical order.

Spoilers in description.... more>>

Not a comprehensive list - only novels I enjoyed <<less

Novels that I've completed 

Here's my daily reading novel so i can read it anytime if i forget the tittle, i'll coming back here :3... more>>

Fluff, fluff, fluff mwehehehehehe....................

I'll leave some notes for each novel, to remind myself................... <<less

This is a list of all the novels that have left a big impression on me. These are the danmei I give in depth presentations about when I’m alone talking to myself. The only real thread tying them together is that they are all BLs... more>>

Mind the tags!!! <<less

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All BL stories with extreme amount of angst. You know, just in case you woke up today and was like “I feel like hurting and crying over fictional characters”. ... more>>

AND BEWARE 

Some are HE and some are BE. But like a villain, I’m not going to tell you which is which  <<less

This list has both BL and BG novels. ... more>>

Beware that not all novels have the satisfying groveling scenes from ML. 

I included some BE novels where I felt that the decisions MC took was very fitting even if there is no groveling from the ML or if the MC is dead to see that part. 

You’ll find most of Shui Qian Cheng’s novels who is well known for her 188cm group of novels featuring angsty novels about scum going groveling for their mistakes.

I only included the novels I was satisfied with.

Caution: Enjoy these novels, but avoid romanticizing the ML or fantasizing them as great lovers. Most of the MLs are just awful people, except for my beloved Lan Zhan, who is the epitome of kindness, Justice & all the good things. Remember, in real life, those who treat others poorly are likely to treat you the same way or mistreat you repeatedly will continue to mistreat you. Those who are controlling, manipulative, and obsessive never end with happy endings. Change in adults is difficult, even with love. Look into real-life cases of abusive partners to get a reality check.

Do keep that in mind. Hope you enjoy the novels below. <<less

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One of the main characters either kills themselves or wants to kill themselves at some point in the novel 

In no particular order <<less

danmeis from every genre (tags will change with time) - no skips while reading - updated every time i finish a novel that i enjoyed... more>> - ranking can change - leave a comment if you liked a novel i want to know if my taste is up to yalls taste! -  gay boy <<less

BL stories that made me cry~... more>>

Gosh, I needed something fluffy after these ones... <<less

If you're tired of reading fluffy novels (just like me rn) then this list is for you, all novels that are listed here are BE/SE... more>>

Let's all waste our tears together......  <<less

1. Cub raising association.    ... more>>

                            2. The people who are supposed to kill me fell for me instead.     

  3. Dressed as the school grass's ex-boyfriend.         

                                                    4.Can't be left behind.

5.Lets talk about the guy who transmigrated to pursue me.

6.Guanshan Muyu

7.His present.

8.No one saved me.

9. Wu cheng jie. 

10. No one knows. 

11. How to say i love you. 

12. A simple way to give money. 

13. Worship me i can make you rich.

14. I just want to divorce. 

15. Not for you to bite.

16. When Reader and Author Transmigrate Inside the Book at the Same Time <<less

wanna cut onions? come here... more>>

I'll cut them for you <<less

just your typical dog blood novel where the gong treats the shou unkindly and only realized his feelings after the shou left /died. ... more>>

You can check out Shui Qian Cheng's works, her novels are really well-written. However, all the gongs are absolute sh*ts. Each one is worse than the other but I love it *chef's kiss*

Not in order

⚠️ Please do check the tags before reading. <<less

Belum dibaca

Stories that stabbed my heart and I enjoyed it.

A list to keep track of the novels that hurt my heart... and/or hurt the MC/ML hehehehehe the more suffering, the better. Self sacrifice (SS) is always welcome. Recs appreciated! Some novels have not been read yet and are added due to the recommendations of others.... more>>

Includes novels with empty protagonists, broken protagonists, and sick protagonists

Stories differentiated by my own terms:

[Apathetic], [Sick], [Tragedy], [SS] [Depressed], [Transmigration], [Revenge]

Also: [Unread], [Reread-> read multiple times]

Organized so my favorites (tragic quick transmigrations where MC breaks ML's heart repeatedly) are at the top, then all the death craving characters, then the mistreated and sick villainesses, then the apathetic and SS children appear <<less

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BL with ABO settings

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Oath of the peach garden:《 We seek not to be born on the same day, in the same month and in the same year. We merely hope to die on the same day, in the same month and in the same year. 》... more>>

A personal reference list. Historical or realistic, tragedy, deep feelings and poor decisions, het/BL, plot first, bonds over "true love", minimum spoilers. Overlaps with other personal lists.  <<less