Turns Out I’m Crazy
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Links are NOT allowed. Format your description nicely so people can easily read them. Please use proper spacing and paragraphs.Lu Zhengfei killed Chen Qianqing.
He disabled Chen Qianqing’s legs, and blinded his eyes, locking him up with chains in his house. Then, he watched with his eyes wide as he died.
Injuries inflicted in the name of love would always end in tragedy.
Did Lu Zhengfei regret it? Of course, he did. And so, God gave him another chance.
But this time, he found that he himself—became Chen Qianqing.
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One entry per line我原来是个神经病
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The story has a happy ending.
I wanted to say the description is a bit wrong. Lu Zhengfei didn't literally kill Chen Qianqing. After I completed this novel I feel very complicated. I don't really know what I should feel. Even my feelings toward the original Lu Zhengfei and Chen Qianqing are very complicated. I loved and hated them at the same time. I felt bad for them and wanted to kick them at the same time. You can feel the characters' emotions. It's so real and human. In the beginning, I can't deny I hated and scolded Lu Zhengfei and say his love isn't love. However, as I read the story I could not deny Lu Zhengfei's love anymore. I could not help feeling bad for him. He loves him even though his love is so twisted. I can't help but agree with the reborn Lu Zhengfei about their relationship.
I couldn't help feel bad and cry when I read about the chocolate LZ made. He learned how to cook for CQ but CQ has never eaten it. When LZ made chocolate for QC, CQ throw it in the tr*sh can. He waited until CQ leaves to take it from the tr*sh can and eat it. In this life, LZ gave the reborn LZ the same chocolate and the reborn LZ ate it. The reborn LZ was very sad when he saw LZ happy because he ate it. He said in the end the only one who eats the chocolate is himself.
The two of them were very close friends. Then LZ told CQ he loved him but CQ refused him. After that CQ became cold to LZ. He's no longer answers his calls. He no longer talks to him when he meets him. He told him he's a pe*vert for loving a man. He told him he's straight. After months LZ goes crazy and threatened him to be in a relationship with him. However, what CQ didn't know is the fact LZ threats were empty threats because he couldn't really hurt the people CQ likes. What LZ didn't know was that CQ found out he is gay. However, LZ didn't know that. If he had known CQ was gay he would've never forced him into a relationship. That's why the reborn LZ cried so much when he knew. Because all he wanted is a small hope and he will do his best. The threats part was the beginning of their downfall. Maybe if LZ give him some time their relationship would be different.
he is gay but he's too afraid that anyone will find out. I can understand a little why he feels that but I feel he's not only disgusted by LZ but he's disgusted with himself. He can't accept himself. I bet if LZ wasn't there he will just marry a woman because of his fairness. Actually, I think this is the main problem why he hated LZ even before LZ did anything to hurt him.
Firstly, he just believed everyone literally everyone walking in the streets but he won't believe LZ and I don't know why. Clearly, he can see all these people hated him so why he believed them?
Secondly, he didn't believe LZ loved him. He always thought he was a plaything. I can understand that was because of the words of the people around LZ but he was your friend for a long time don't you know him?
even if he was affected by their words that time but after he saw how LZ suffers because of their relationship how could he not know? Who gonna get hit to the point to enter the hospital and be locked up for a plaything? Who will get married with a plaything?
The most important reason why I think he is s*upid because he didn't use LZ at all. Clearly, LZ told him he can do anything but he can't dump him so why he didn't tell him about the people how hurt him? Why didn't try to communicate with LZ? He just keeps running away even though he knows he can't. Why doing that to yourself when you can live your life normally. Knowing your limits is the smartest thing to do why he chose to torture himself like this. "I don't mean it was CQ's fault because he was the victim. But could have made his life so much better"
Because firstly CQ found out he's gay at the same time LZ was chasing him. If he didn't feel anything towards LZ why would he found out he's a gay only after LZ appears in his life.
Secondly, LZ thought CQ was with him just because he threatened him but if CQ become with him for this reason why would he still run away without any care about his parents? If he really believes in LZ threats why would he run away alone? Not to forget that despite anything CQ lived with LZ for months but only choose to run away after he heard his classmate's hurtful words.
the fact he is gay. He's someone who is very weak and afraid of people's judgment.
it was a happy ending but I felt bad for LZ. It's so sad to end with yourself. Even though they're like different people now. But I still feel bad. The earth is so big but the only one who can accept and love you is yourself. That was sad and lonely.
The reborn LZ and LZ ended up being different people. Because what we go through in our life made us the person we are now. We are not the same person in past. We won't be the same person we are now if we didn't go through what we go through in the past. If we went through different circumstances we won't be the same people we are today. What you go through made you. In this story, LZ was the criminal how hurt CQ. At the same time, he was the victim. And he was the only criminal who made himself the victim. He hurt CQ so much but he hurt himself too. He wasn't happy and CQ wasn't happy either. He destroyed both of them because he didn't know when to let go. Time makes people forget everything. Not that they will literally forget but their feelings will cool as time goes by.
just like what the reborn LZ said. He forgot his feelings towards CQ when he met him after 5 years.
everyone deserves someone who likes them why bother to keep someone who doesn't love you?
Why he reincarnated?
The reason of his reincarnation was because the original MC wants him to feel the pain he felt.
Mary Sueahem dog blood is everywhere :D I'd only recommend the novel for those who want to try to have a heavier taste of physical maltreatment. Any white lotus are warned to stop giving low rating please :D and those who are both experienced in reading "sadomasochism" might get bored easily :D