Your Majesty, I Want You


Links are NOT allowed. Format your description nicely so people can easily read them. Please use proper spacing and paragraphs.

The 17th Emperor of the Empire was a woman. Purely thanks to the Duke of Roark was she able to overtake the throne against her brothers.

“Your Majesty, I’m ready to follow your will.”

He is the emperor’s loyal supporter; the noblemen bow their heads and wag their tails at his command. Yet, despite his devotion, the emperor treats him coldly. Little does the public know, that behind closed doors, she belongs to him.


In the dead of the night.

The door is wide open and the duke entered the emperor’s room without permission.

“Get out,” he said to the servants, eyes locked on the emperor.

She looked at him and said, “I’m begging you, not tonight…”

Before him, her dignity was useless and authority whisked away.

“Your Majesty, tonight you enchant me. I’m afraid I can’t hold it in any longer.” His eyes glided over her sweet body and he tore her clothing apart without hesitation. “Sorry, I’m afraid that it may be a rough night.”

Associated Names
One entry per line
Her Majesty's Night
Pyehaui Bam
폐하의 밤
Related Series
Beauty of Thebes (7)
I Don’t Want to Be Loved (7)
Let Me Be Reborn (6)
Saving You, Villain (6)
I Don’t Want to Regret (1)
Not Allowed to Leak a Single Drop (1)
Recommendation Lists
  1. my read
  2. My fav smut
  3. Reading List 01
  5. My Best Reads So Far

Latest Release

Date Group Release
09/09/21 Smutty c38
09/09/21 Smutty c37
08/28/21 Smutty c36
08/28/21 Smutty c35
08/28/21 Smutty c34
08/21/21 Smutty c33
08/20/21 Smutty c32
08/18/21 Smutty c31
08/18/21 Smutty c30
06/09/21 Smutty c29
09/18/20 Midnight Snack... c28
09/17/20 Midnight Snack... c27
09/13/20 Midnight Snack... c26
09/13/20 Midnight Snack... c25
08/31/20 Midnight Snack... c24
Go to Page...
Go to Page...
Write a Review
19 Reviews sorted by

Jay0000 rated it
May 29, 2020
Status: c12
I wanna give 0 but unfortunately 1 star is the lowest. This story is nothing than just an abusive, male dominant toward a woman. Tbh, I dont even know if ML even likes her. FMC is just a broken puppet. The ML is abuser, r*per, and that sort of things. The story depicts how lowly women status can be. FMC is the highest monarchy and yet she had to suck his d*ck to survive. Then what about other women who poor? I giving a warning, if you are prideful, self-love... more>> women, you may not enjoy this because you can read that there is no choice for fMC to retaliate without bowing down to ml. She is a puppet and he is the player. Anyway goodluck reading it and review it yourself.

Oh and I'm dropping this. I'm not that patient with this toxic plot. <<less
38 Likes · Like Permalink | Report
September 15, 2020
Status: c26
tl;dr this is a PSA for the readers. The author has made it clear that this is abuse and he's r*ping her, but some readers don't seem to get this and I'm genuinely concerned for some of y'all.


Before reading this please note the r*pe tag, because that's essentially what's happening.

... more>> He is r*ping her.

I'm sorry I have to be so blunt but I've seen too many comments of people saying it's only "it's forceful", or "he's acting like a r*pist". No, he is a r*pist.

I don't want anyone starting to read this having any misconceptions about what's happening, and if this kind of story is not your cup of tea (it sure isn't mine hence why I've only read the chapters available and will not be continuing) then it's okay not to read it.

If you do end up reading this and enjoying it, then I hope you can still acknowledge that while you may find it "exciting", "hot", etc. To read, that this kind of behaviour irl is disgusting (I know I sound patronising but I swear to god I've seen too many people legit think this kind of behaviour is good and can't distinguish this from established BD*M scenes/ r*pe fantasies where consent and safe words are pre-established).

Regardless of how the author is going to turn this into a romantic relationship (I personally can see the story going in that direction and hate the thought of it, so I'm quitting while ahead) it does not diminish the fact that he's her r*pist and has manipulated a situational where she can only choose between death and owing him s*xual favours. And I can already foresee the number of readers who will overlook his s*xual *ssault later on because "of well he loves her, he did it for a reason, and now they're together so it all worked out" (I really hope I am wrong though) <<less
35 Likes · Like Permalink | Report
LemonMadelaine rated it
May 12, 2020
Status: c8
Somehow the M side is deeply intrigue. I don’t know why yall keep saying that this is a non consensual s*x. She literally said that she’d rather live and suck his d*ck for the rest of her life (poor Aran) . But I live for this novel !!! Enoch on the other hand, I got to say that he’s such a tease. A little rough on her with some very harsh words but I bet that he’s actually heads over heels for her. I do think that his words... more>> are.... not what you would say to someone who saved your life. <<less
17 Likes · Like Permalink | Report
AileeB rated it
July 4, 2020
Status: Completed
The story is interesting. The plot is good considering the dark love theme. And there's some major character developments from both leads. But if you're not into abusive male leads and how they later regret kind of stories, stay away from this one because it's very dark. I personally liked the story because of it's dark theme. The translators are doing an amazing job. Initially their relationship is so abusive with Aran being subjected to unfair sexual abuse. But I won't call her weak, she's a puppet Emperor. Like no... more>> one respects her and everyone knows the real power is Enoch. Though she doesn't want the position, still she's the best emperor out there. She actually worries about her subjects and tries her best to do something good for them even in her unfavorable position. She takes her duties seriously even after Enoch tells her to take it easy and just be a doll Emperor. She only wished to live and for her to do that she needed to do what Enoch wanted (which is being his s*x s*ave and the emperor of the nation). Loving Enoch is almost impossible in this story, because what he's done to Aran is beyond redemption. But he's also a very interesting and complex character who makes you want to keep on reading to know more about him. And what I truly liked about this story was that Aran didn't forgive him easily. She punished him for all the abuse and humiliation she had to face because of him. It was a bit difficult going through the story as major chunk of it is Enoch being an absolute as*hole and hurting Aran because of his pettiness and jealousy. But he does realize his wrongdoings and regrets what he's done. But by that time, it's too late. As a reader, you feel no empathy towards him. Their relationship is toxic but I won't just reduce it to that. It has a lot of complexity underneath it, like you have to pull out layer out of layer to understand why they are the way they are in their relationship.


Enoch and Aran were engaged when they were children. After Enoch's parents committed treason, Enoch would have met the same fate as his parents but Aran saved him because she loved him. Gradually Enoch also falls in love with her. But after the emperor's death, her brothers take the throne and to sell their sister off they needed to keep Enoch away from her. Enoch has a traumatic time because of Aran's family but he blames Aran for not protecting him from it. He blames everything on her. The place is so brutal that it makes him twisted. He forgets about Aran's kindness. Even though it's traumatic for him, but that still doesn't give him a reason to make Aran's life a living hell. Because she also lived a hell under her brother's rule.

There is nothing romanticized in their relationship. Aran didn't like him and she was very scared of him initially but after he apologizes and wants her by his side, she straight away refuses, having no heart to deal anymore of his bulsh*t (an honest reaction what's expected from a victim). But sadly she had to marry him eventually under the pressure of other nobles. They wanted her to marry and produce a heir so she thought it would be better to marry him as they've already indulged sexually. I was really sad reading this. Author tried to redeem Enoch by giving him some incurable disease. I just couldn't sympathize with his suffering. And Aran still forgave him in the end as she's always deep down loved him. Though I was not happy with the ending but she finally got to be happy with her daughter. So I was satisfied with that.


But it was really a satisfying to read how much Enoch rolled in regret and never got his love reciprocated back for a long time. So basically if you're into angst you might like this story. <<less
15 Likes · Like Permalink | Report
chll51 rated it
May 15, 2020
Status: --
I gave it 3 star because the writing is not bad but I couldn't continue. It was just so uncomfortable and I had to quit reading it, which is a shame because I was hoping it to be a smutty, worry free story. I couldn't with the FL saving ML life and he basically took out her entire family, then gave her two options which is to die or be his s*x s*ave.
15 Likes · Like Permalink | Report
rainydayromantic rated it
April 29, 2020
Status: c8
This is a non-consent smut novel - if explicit r*pe disturbs you, then this is not the novel for you.

We are only 8 chapters in and the storyline/background has barely been set up so far, so I hesitate to review this. From the disturbing scenes and emotional set-up, I think this novel is going to be quite dark. There are elements of r*pe, non-consensual BDSM, and psychological abuse so far. I like some BDSM in my smut, but even this has left me feeling sad for the MC. The setup... more>> has been dark, so I'm optimistic about what character growth and relationship development we could see in this story! If the author can pull this off, then it will end up quite good! <<less
15 Likes · Like Permalink | Report
blueoddog rated it
June 2, 2020
Status: c13
I'm waiting eagerly to understand Enoch's character and motivations. This is being quite an interesting and twisted read so far. Is somber and there are puzzle pieces being scattered here and there.

There is nothing romanticized in their relationship, is bluntly implicated that is abuse. He is the driving force of the story nonetheless, precisely because he is a sick fvck, and wasn't always like that, it seems. I don't like him, but he makes an interesting character.
13 Likes · Like Permalink | Report
Renjiko rated it
November 15, 2020
Status: c29
This is not your fluffy love story but dark and disturbing themed one. So better pack up if you are not into it. But for my kind, this is a good read so far.

I just hate to see readers giving low rate complaining about r*pe and cruel characters when its clearly been tagged above. Some just manage to read 10/less chapters like okay??

Most of reviews talks about criticism against characters. And they give low rate for MCs cruel personality. Hey you cant be expecting saint and fluppy characters on a... more>> dark themed novel?? They are rating on characters personality in AN INCOMPLETE and yet to dwell on char development phased novel rather than on plot and quality of writing itself 😭 As a reader who uses ratings as basis of my reading list, you all are casting out possible readers whose onto this kind of plots.

I just hope someone continue to translate it. Even on patreon has slow update, sad <<less
10 Likes · Like Permalink | Report
SisterFriede rated it
June 7, 2021
Status: --
what I love is how the FL describes ML’s *toot like you can really feel her suffering and that makes you hate the ML so much I wanna see him suffer and regret it so bad.

That’s why this is for ADULTS, this story is for people who’s aware what this story is all about. What are you talking about? ‘dangerous message to promote’? Maybe you’re just a closed-minded reader who easily gets swayed by dark stories, why bother reading this? You’ve been warned from the start of the chapter, it’s... more>> your responsibility. Or are you just new to some dark stories? Clearly, this story is not for you to read and review. <<less
9 Likes · Like Permalink | Report
JLcL rated it
May 15, 2020
Status: c11
This makes me want to read more on what will happen will the FL be free & will the ML regret or will the FL just want to die in the end & dont want to suck.


Waiting for more chapters...??

Hopefully it won't disappoint my expectation in the plot. REALLY REALLY WANT TO REGRET/SUFFER the ML....

9 Likes · Like Permalink | Report
Shack rated it
January 9, 2021
Status: c28
The problem I find with this book is that it tries to excuse r*pe. The heroine of the story is r*ped multiple times and that completely fine to have in a book but where I take issue is with is how her rapist is written and presented. There a many times in the book where the Duke is written as the good guy. When he defends her, supports her choices, etc. Nothing excuses r*pe. Nothing. No matter how much you suffered, it does not excuse you taking that pain out... more>> on others. From what I've read about the book, it seems that his dark past is later explained as an attempt to make the reader sympathize with him. This is such a dangerous message to promote. It promotes the idea that if you have suffered, your actions can be excused. I do feel bad for what has happened to him but that does not mean him raping her is excused. <<less
5 Likes · Like Permalink | Report
applekimochi rated it
September 17, 2020
Status: c26
I just wanted say that before you give this a low rate you should've known what will the contents of this story would be from the tags and plot. If you're uncomfortable reading tragedy, psychological, bdsm, dark and disturbing content stories then this is not for you, get the hell outta here if you'll just give this a low rate 'cause of that. (Honestly I feel bad seeing those were the reasons why they rate it so low and say that it's not a good book/story even though they haven't... more>> read the whole thing, tho I haven't too but I'm giving it a shot and after I read the whole thing I'll write an honest review to it)

And to those who're not then please read it first though you can't get much from the minimal chapter updates but so far it's interesting, how, why and what was the 'cause of everything is unfolding little by little. So I'm looking forward for the next chapters to come and I hope the translator would update this story more often. :3 <<less
5 Likes · Like Permalink | Report
Yukina_Yuki rated it
May 8, 2020
Status: c8
Actually, the progressing plot is amazing. The first few chapter is about r*pe (some may think it is disgusting), but after some chapters it's actually romantic and its not that bad (no spoiler).

Can't wait to see the development in the next chap.
5 Likes · Like Permalink | Report
June 14, 2021
Status: c29
I hate him so much! I hope she ends up with someone better and I want to see Enoch in despair. He's such an ungrateful man. She loved him and treat him kindly but that's what she received? We didn't even know whether he loved her or not. He just *** with her all the time. He's so disgusting. Pls don't fall for him FL!
3 Likes · Like Permalink | Report
emijasbelony rated it
March 30, 2021
Status: c28
this is good tho. I love it but I hope that the empress could stand by herself in the future and could read people's intentions so no one will be able to bring her down and go against her will. I also hope she would increase her knowledge in the empire's aspect or maybe just live the way she always want to away from this politics. Anyways, idk why but I kinda like the grand duke, he has an upper hand in everything and making sure that no one will... more>> tread on the empress, although he nonetheless do to her. He has this interesting character since I can't even read him like b*tch, what the heck is your plan for real? Nvm, I will root for them in the end. <<less
3 Likes · Like Permalink | Report
raven00 rated it
August 14, 2021
Status: c29
Okay, this novel is not for you if you are not a fan of the dark romance genre. R*pe, abuse is there so if you are not of it, it will be a waste reading this. Anyway since I'm a big fan of dark romance I recommend this with 5 stars. I read the whole thing within only 1 and a half hours, trust me when I say the storyline is superb, dark and spicy. So in the story, FL is quite weak but that makes the story more interesting... more>> for me. Actually, I want to know what exactly the ML is thinking about the FL, because we don't get the POV of ML here, but that makes it a lot more interesting. I'm dying here without any new chapters to read. (TT) ML treats FL like a glass doll, so damn possessive, tbh I don't understand the ML, the only thing I know is I'm dying without more chapters to read. And the translation is really good. <<less
1 Likes · Like Permalink | Report
Epithinia rated it
June 1, 2021
Status: c28
Warning: ML abuses FL for real, skip if r*pe and cohertion are not something you enjoy in a novel.

I am enjoying the story so far, the translation is superb, and it is truly dark. I want to know how this ends. FL suffers a lot, and the ML is actually mental. I love it.

she should have choosen death honestly. Kind of surprised she has not killed herself yet, why live anymore? She has no family, no friends, nothing. She is not even the true empress. Or kill the guy in a nervous breakdown. Bite it and be done with it, he will bleed out


I hope the translator keeps going, the translation is so smooth!!
1 Likes · Like Permalink | Report
November 22, 2020
Status: c26
Honestly it's kind of hard to like the ML : And you just feel sorry for the FL. But the translation is 👌

but it's pretty spot on for a dark themed romance!! The power struggle between them is interesting and I'm totally rooting for the FL to become more capable and stand firmly on her own without the ML
0 Likes · Like Permalink | Report
October 16, 2020
Status: --
there are S&M and then there is straight up r*pe and this is the latter. if that's your cup of tea....I worry for you but whatever it's fiction. This is pretty uncomfortable to read as she really seems miserable and abused. like its just.... icky and not that having a reason would validate straight up assault but he really seems devoid of one. like they do a pov for him and it explains NOTHING about why he treats her like straight up tr*sh. its a bad time a real dark... more>> read but I will give it credit for being interesting. there is a lot of plot and interesting characterization happening its dark and messed up but its not poorly written. She is not a bad character her motives and feelings are all well written and addressed shes doing the best she can in a sh*t situation that she did nothing to deserve so its just rough to read sometimes. <<less
0 Likes · Like Permalink | Report
Leave a Review (Guidelines)
You must be logged in to rate and post a review. Register an account to get started.