I Don’t Want to Be Loved


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Rihannan Alessin, a queen rotting in prison.

Despaired and without hope, she drank poison and died. But… unbeknownst to her, the deity gave her a second chance at life. She was twelve again. And this time, she would live life differently.

Six years later, she chooses to become Arundell’s queen again…

“If you’re asking me to step down from the marriage proposal, I can’t.”

“Marry me and let us divorce after a year.”

And this time, the time limit of their marriage would last a year.

A husband she knew who was different than before… she tried not to love him again, but each time, her heart kept shaking.

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Ku Tak Ingin Dicintai
사랑받기 원하지 않는다
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02/26/20 wordexcerpt c29
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New Kirisaki_Linari
February 25, 2020
Status: c27
I love this novel, seriously.

And I agree to those who gave five stars.

That bastard ML should suffer the pain the MC felt ten-fold. He caused so much suffering beyond redeemable. If he really loved her, why hurt her? I can't even tell what dere he is
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New ArguingApples rated it
February 20, 2020
Status: c23
I like the premise.

One thing that sets this apart from other reincarnation novels is that ... more>>

both FL and ML (unfortunately, it's the douchebag husband) are reincarnated. The reason for the title is because the ML regretted the FLs death and treatment so much that when he got reincarnated too, he vowed to love her the way he couldn't do in the first life without asking for her heart in return.


Welp, I still hate the ML though. I'm hoping for so much regret and suffering for him. He ain't someone to just easily get forgiveness. <<less
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Ro rated it
January 8, 2020
Status: c15
If I go by the novel description, she'll be marrying the same person again after rebirth and fall in love with him again. So it's just like falling in the well in broad daylight. I love to read rebirth novels so decided to give it a try, but the ML is scum, even if it's only in past (if I go by description) it's still a big turn off to continue reading the novel. For now I'm just giving it a chance. I know there are a lot people who... more>> argue about giving second chances but call me a hypocrite but if there's any person whom I like to see having second chance that would be MC only. (The power of MC halo :p) No one else deserve it even if the cause for past mistake was misunderstandings. <<less
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08phamann rated it
February 8, 2020
Status: c21
This is going to be the typical bs drama where even after ML treats her like trash and hurts her and eventually kills her, she, like a saint, still loves him and forgives him because she realises there were "misunderstandings" that prevented their love from happening. She also gets amnesia and forgets all the times he hurt her and how bad her ending was. I don't need a novel like that.
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Osamu Yuu rated it
February 9, 2020
Status: --
I really like this story plot about rebirth, and I liked even more that in this novel the FL, after rebirth, has to already go against everyone and start her revenge plot.

However, there are things my stomach's too weak to handle (one of such is cheating).

I can't relate to the idea of your husband cheating on you with your sister while you're pregnant, he not even giving a sh*t about apologizing or something--actually, he didn't even went to check up on her after she lost their child because of him!!--... more>> and then, just because you're back in the past and the tragedies didn't happen yet, you think is a healthy idea to, what, "love" him again?

B*tch, you can't even love yourself, how are you going to love someone else T T you know that I mean??

Let's not even talk about how he was angry about his mother being a better ruler than him, and then he turned to the FL, full of petty rage and petty punishment. She just took everything with open arms of course since she's an angel, god forbids if she even thinks of having her own opinion.

I understand he's in a tricky position, with little power in his hands, but HELLOOO? Sulking in a corner won't help!!

Let's also not talk about the whole r*pe situation... I mean all the times where they had s*x but it wasn't really sex... I mean that was r*pe wasn't it? I'm pretty sure she said in one of the chapters something among the lines of 'he was more violent than the other times'.

Anyway this is not my cup of tea, and having in mind that in my eyes the ML is scum already, I'll probably not be able to read it to the end. I hope the FL all the best thought, she went trough some and then more, I think she deserves a happy ending. I just can't see her having a happy ending by his side. <<less
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chuchita rated it
December 17, 2019
Status: c1
I just love rebirth novels. It's too early too judge this one, but it has the basic elements, poor naive protagonist driven away because of an evil and jealous step sister, tortured by an ingrate lover who abandons her despite all her sacrifices and love devotion. I'm hooked already. Translator has done a great job. I'm really looking forward to what's next especially that r18 content. 😳
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rn_flac rated it
December 23, 2019
Status: c11
This novel started out strongly! Our heroine is different from other heroines from rebirth novels like this. The moment she realized she went back in time, she already know what to do and didn't wasted a minute to put her plan in action. But despite this she's not perfect but that just made her better, more humane. It's a bit slow phased but I'm interested to read more! Give it a read!

(And im curious about that R-18 tag too *wink**wink*)
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Kikky rated it
January 11, 2020
Status: c17
This has the makings of a classic rebirth novel which I usually enjoy. We are still getting the backstory for now from the FL's POV which honestly makes me not like the ML. I wish the author would give her another guy to love because I doubt I would buy the whole " I love you in secret but still make you suffer for your own good or to protect you" trope.

Anyway it was very satisfying to see how she put her trash father in his place. It seems like... more>> she has guts and is determined to control her fate this time. I hope the attitude gets retained and doesn't wash away as she interacts with the ML.

This seems like a good read so far and the translators are doing an awesome job. <<less
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January 28, 2020
Status: --
Idk I'm hoping she'll find a sweet, loyal, kind and loving husband eventhough it's already given that she'll end up being with the ML.
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deang rated it
January 21, 2020
Status: v1c18
I honestly like the story so far. The FL is likable and seems a really nice person. I like how she conducts herself and the dramugh hihi. However the king was really despicable. I think he is the ML but he has done so many bad deeds to her in their last life that I don't know if I can accept him at this point of the story. There better be a very very good and rational reason for things to happen that way or else I might never like... more>> the ml. <<less
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akera93 rated it
January 22, 2020
Status: c19
I wanted to hold my review until they meet again because my rating highly depends on how she interacts with him this time. I almost didn't read this because from the summary, we know they'll be married again before they resolve everything and I'm not a fan of that but I like the chapters so far so I don't regret giving this a shot. I hope this doesn't disappoint when the real plot starts developing
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Hanukalka rated it
January 1, 2020
Status: c12
Wow. I'm new in reading novels so I don't have much experience with this. But from mine point of view is this novel amazing.

I like the moments when the author shows inner thoughts of MC and her memories from the past. Somehow is very satisfying to see her how she changed from her past self. She is amazing and I can't wait to know what is going to happened next.

I like it and I would like to thanks all groups and people that are translating this and of course the... more>> author is brilliant to write something so captivating. I recommend it for everyone even thou I don't know much myself, but I already fall into this exciting story. <<less
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Tmicharie rated it
December 28, 2019
Status: v1c14
Its too early to judge this novel as good or bad. But one think I know is this one has too much flashback not like any other one with the same genre and it bore me a bit. But i'll keep reading it until I find its not interesting anymore.

Thank you for the translator for their hardwork😊😊😊. Respect
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Shiro Ni Kuro rated it
December 24, 2019
Status: --
I am loving this story right now it is interesting MC is smart has a good storyline and is not that bad MC is smart and very lovable

But is interested in the R 18 tag😁
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Lazil rated it
February 18, 2020
Status: c21
I understand many review this negatively as we cannot was put up with double timing but we do have to consider the setup of novel is historic... I personally quite liked this and can see a lot of potential...

Finally thanks for translating this and hope you start releasing soon 👍
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lan2001h rated it
February 3, 2020
Status: c10
Again a "reborn" novel but this time the MC has to fight back from the moment she opens her eyes. This story is really pleasant and mesmerize so far with a lot of potential. Can't wait for more
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Sukuku rated it
December 28, 2019
Status: c14
Maybe it's too early to judge this novel, but I like it. Thanks for the translate, and the translator did a great job too!
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Shiska rated it
December 24, 2019
Status: c11
I love this kind of novels. Revenge everywhere, please.
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Shiori72 rated it
December 23, 2019
Status: c11
Wowww I just love the rihannan. Of course this one started with typical betrayal revenge story.. WHICH I TOTALLY LOVE IT! I love the flow of the story. I just very furious with the father-no he's not worth to be called his father. Bring his illegitimate child just after his wife death? Really? I can see from the earlier chapter that he is a greedy garbage. Uuuu I can't wait to see how she gonna give her revenge fufufu and of course, the lavu lavu development fufufufuufufu The translator also... more>> do a very good job with the translation! Thumbs up to the translator and the mass updates! <<less
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loly_machado rated it
December 23, 2019
Status: c10
In general this one is a classic of the genre of rebirth and revenge (betrayal of the loved ones, jealous sister, MC that wished to be loved and acknowledged...), but this don't take the merit of the novel. I'm enjoying the plot, and I like that the MC is taking action to accomplish her revenge even when she is just a "child". The story is good and is really easy to root for the MC and hate her scum sis and father after we read how they treated her. I... more>> don't know how things will go when MC past lover make his appearance but at least for now I'm having a good time, and think the fans of the genre definitely should give a try! Thanks to the translation team, you guys are doing a great job! <<less
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February 20, 2020
Status: c23
I’m really looking forward to the rest of the book. The translator/editor does an amazing job because it’s such a seamless and easy read. I’m grateful for the translations. THANK YOU!!!!
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Babystories1503 rated it
January 19, 2020
Status: v1c16
It's really an interesting novel.....

I love the way MC settled down her selfish father and stepsister😈. And that foolish impulsive king, like really he can't even judge a person right or wrong.....

I mean if u hate Rihanna so much that practically marital reped her, then why don't u divorce her, but no u keep her like a unfavourable queen doll, and go to that white lotus stepsister. 😡😡

I really admire the queen (king's mother). I don't know her full character but till now her how she Handel those greedy nobles... more>> and keep the throne for her son. She's truly a strong woman. I don't know her reason to keep all power in her control, but I personally think, the reason why she keep the power in her control even after her son become king, is to safeguard her son become a puppet king of those greedy nobles (as he is a child, can be manipulate by anyone). Hmm let's see what happened, and I really support mc's decision to leave Arundel,... she really deserves a better environment..... I'm really excited for the future chapter.....

Great work author and translators..... loveeee this novel.... excited to know the future chapters,

(P.s. Sorry don't be offend by my comments, but to tell u truth, this plot line and the characters of this novel is what makes this story interesting. As a reader little complaining is fair 😉😜.. hope u don't mind..... and don't let this affected ur original thought of the story line......😊) <<less
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