Pain Fetish

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Five years ago, on a graduation trip, Fu Ge broke through the twenty-two prayer flags on the racecourse. Holding the reins in his hand, he stepped on the snowy slope, smiling brightly and wantonly.

Qi Han: “If you win, what reward do you want?”

Fu Ge: “I want a temporary mark, the kind with the pheromones injected.”

Qi Han: “What if you lose?”

Fu Ge: “If I lose, I’ll use these twenty prayer flags to pray for you, and Ah Han will always be safe.”

That night the Alpha marked him eagerly and fiercely all over the back of his glandless neck, and Fu Ge took it for granted that his lover loved him too.

He never expected that eight months later, Qi Han would put the chains on him with his own hands, sneering, “You didn’t really think I liked you, did you? You and your love are worth nothing to me.”

Blinded by years of hatred, Qi Han thought that Fu Ge was using him from beginning to end, until the moment the truth came out and he was so sorry that his heart broke.

Five years later, they met again after a long time. Faced with Fu Ge’s drastic change in character, Qi Han—

“Wife, the pheromones are ready, do you want to use them now?”

“Wife, do you want to unplug my oxygen tube? Be careful not to leave fingerprints.”

“Wife, see this little box? Till death do us part, let’s sleep in this big bed together, okay?”

Fu Ge: “Go die, you.”

One regrets to death, the other hates to death.

“Every bit of pain you give me, I’ll suffer gladly.”

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恋痛癖
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damnmei
damnmei rated it
September 22, 2023
Status: Completed
Y'all... by chapter 10... the amount of stabbing and blood loss is just not realistic. They don't ever treat their injuries. How are either of them alive??? Like I'm even laughing a bit typing this because there's just no way. I'll try to keep reading but I just have to take a second to complain about this because it's really taking me out of the story. Both of them should have bled out by now, there's just no way around it. I just can't picture this story actually happening.

The torture... more>> scenes without all the stabbing though are intense for both ML's childhood and MC's past. Definitely conveys just why the two of them have ended up as they are. However I really don't think I am going to be able to forgive the ML in this one. He legitimately tortured in the the most inhumane way an entirely innocent person. How are we going to move past that?? Especially given how
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MC is literally innocent of literally everything. The man who tortured ML isn't even MC's real dad. There's no way this is going to be convincing for me haha

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I think this is why most crematorium novels involve a rebirth because there's just way too much physical torture and lasting after effects in this novel for me to just move on from all of that. Like I respect this novel for not trying to hand wave and just rebirth away the physical pain, but you know??? Maybe this novel needs that ok. Maybe it's necessary. I don't know. I get not wanting to supernatural away pain, but the author basically is keeping the two leads alive despite the frankly excessive blood loss through sheer force of plot, so.

Anyways I'll update with how I feel at the end, I'm still only on chapter 20 and I can't fully judge a book until I've read it all. Unfortunately. Somehow I'll make it through the rest... this really is just torture p*rn god damn. I want them to get together just to make it stop lmao. That or for ML to just die already, but given that this is a HE... little chance of that haha

OK so against all odds, this novel actually made me cry!!! The level of pain was honestly a little ridiculous after a certain point, but damn if the end of Chapter 52 didn't actually get to me. Alright so final thoughts, do I think they're a good couple? No way. Do I think ML suffered enough? I mean... I guess??? But also no?? Honestly ML's suffering did not make me feel that MC should have forgiven him. Like after a certain point there's just no going back for me. Maybe in another life they could have worked, in a world without all the torture and PTSD.

Honestly a BE would be better for this story, but I also can't handle BE novels so I probably would not have read this otherwise. Since it's a HE, I'll just say if they are happy together then what can I really say, let them be happy I guess. They're fictional characters. It's fine. They're cute together after they make up and I appreciate ML's accountability for his mistakes. As MC says, the true healing is letting go, but if only they could have let go of each other.

Also not me cracking up when it was revealed that ML had differentiated again into an
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"Enigma" and could now mark even a Beta. I just had to laugh. What a deus ex machina...

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rattlesnake753
rattlesnake753 rated it
August 25, 2023
Status: c60
Soooo, I knew from the tags and comments what will happen but I feel strangely unsatisfied, I would honestly prefer for this to be a pure tragedy.

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I didn't want them to end up together I cried my eyes out basically from chapter 2 😅. MC and ML are really masochistic, they really should just give up at some point but they can't stop mixing the good past memories with the guilt and resentment coming from bad memories, and the fricking child later was a ridiculous plot device. There is quite a few plot holes in the story but I hadn't come here for anything other than pain and dogplot revenge.

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