They broke up right after they got caught by their families and then ML was sent away to a place with no money and internet and MC was subjected to aversion therapy by his foster mom. So even tho break up was hasty. They truly didn’t have any means to get together. MC suffered a damn lot but even after that he wanted to be with the ML and wanted him to come to BLX but ML’s family intervened and put him in DG. So they could only look at each other from far until ML finally took his chances. Well, before knowing the whole story I actually scoffed at ML a lot of time wondering if he was a flowerhead and why he didn’t got to the MC when he was suffering but the reasons do tell me that he couldn’t but tried his best!

ML chase after MC to the e-sport career after MC break up with him. MC and ML still in love.

it's relate to his and ML's family. MC an orphan, adopted by Beta mother (ex-wife of now ML's jerk father) when she married in bussiness with the jerk. The jerk then leave her and make ML's mother, the mistress, become the main wife. ML's mother always looking for trouble with the mc's mother. So the proud Beta mother become a bit crazy. When she know the relationship between MC &ML, her mind crazier even more and inject an alpha pheromone, thats the ML's pheromone. So it make MC have pheromone Disorder trauma. ML don't know this incident b'cuz he is in foreign. So thats what I remember.

As for the hot scene, I view it as dubcon that went into r*pe. Once it started, very typical bottom wanting it to stop. Very clearly saying no, stop, I don't want to; even physically pushing on the top while saying stop and pull out. The top going as far as to tie up his hands and pin them above his head while giving him kisses and telling him it's fine, be good, I can't stop now. This of course doesn't get seen as dubcon or r*pe because they mutually like each other and eventually the bottom feels pleasure so it's brushed under the rug.