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Links are NOT allowed. Format your description nicely so people can easily read them. Please use proper spacing and paragraphs.Qiao Lan transmigrated into a novel.
She became a cannon-fodder who was rescued by the heroine after being bullied but was jealous of the heroine because of her love for the hero and ultimately ended up miserable.
When she first entered the novel, Qiao Lan met a cannon fodder more pitiful than her. He was bullied, severely autistic, and had crippled legs.
Qiao Lan: …
Thinking of the male partner who had only been able to live for two years, Qiao Lan had a distressed conscience and began to take care of the gloomy boy.
2 years later, they had both become each other’s lift and the boy would stand up again and be able to hold her.
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She had seen a passage when she was reading a book about Asperger’s Syndrome. The passage had explained that people with Asperger’s Syndrome generally suffered from “love disorder”. Some believe that a small percentage of people with Asperger’s Syndrome have an IQ far exceeding that of ordinary people, but their EQ is much lower than that of ordinary people. In terms of emotions, they are more like children with blank slates.
That’s why Qiao Lan was so sure that Tan Mo would never like her. He would rely on her, take care of her, and protect her, but he would not like her like a man likes a woman because Tan Mo did not understand this type of emotion.
Some say that some people with Asperger’s Syndrome will never understand what love is in their entire lives. Perhaps a number of people will understand, but in some cases, people on the higher scale of AS are too paranoid and sometimes overarchingly possessive. With this came a large amount of trouble that came from being too obsessed with one person. Few people could understand or handle such love, which leads to tragedy.
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Latest Release
Date | Group | Release |
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01/20/22 | Tea Novel | c127 |
01/20/22 | Tea Novel | c126 |
01/18/22 | Tea Novel | c125 |
01/17/22 | Tea Novel | c124 |
01/17/22 | Tea Novel | c123 |
01/07/22 | Tea Novel | c122 |
01/06/22 | Tea Novel | c121 |
01/05/22 | Tea Novel | c120 |
01/04/22 | Tea Novel | c119 |
01/03/22 | Tea Novel | c118 |
01/02/22 | Tea Novel | c117 |
01/01/22 | Tea Novel | c116 |
12/31/21 | Tea Novel | c115 |
12/30/21 | Tea Novel | c114 |
12/29/21 | Tea Novel | c113 |
You'll get to see the symptoms appear frequently, hinder his day to day life and social interaction. Let's say, author at least tried to google it. ASD here, however, is slightly overly generalized to ML's case (not mentioning enough exceptions for example, or stereotyping ASD with high IQ which has not been verified in any way). The older he becomes the keener he is to social cues, it's explained as mimicking but understanding the meaning behind the motives makes him socially way more adept than your norm. ASD person.
The looks of bystanders are what ML can totally comprehend, like if it's condemning (towards him) or admiring (towards MC). There's also the case where one bish's poor attempt to hook up with him or Hao Ying's graduation drunk act seeking closure by fighting it out with ML through a drinking game.
Man's got a lot of insecurities regarding his physical and mental illnesses. He was willing to receive physical therapy but haven't seen him attempting to get more help with his ASP. It's reasoned that he knows since it's incurable, he doesn't have the ambition to make it any better it seems but accepts MC's help nevertheless.
Kind of funny but also worrying how MC was doing an internet DIY PhD move thereby giving him indirect therapy.
Synopsis says ogFL saved ogHost but that's an exaggeration, it's just extending a hand to her to be in the friend circle while ogHost had to endure all sorts of mockery and fought to kiss up to them to remain in that friend group.
She didn't interfere much with the classmate's harassment and bullying towards others much either to be classified as the 'kind FL'. Overall appearances are extremely low, she gets more often mentioned than be physically present.
ogML's disgust towards ogHost and later towards MC is understandable as his friends are constantly unwarrantedly bringing her up to annoy and tease ogML. He's not that bad tbh, he's never done or said anything to annoy anybody. The dude just wants his peace of mind.
Though, the good writing of the interactions between all the characters covers that blandness. Most inconsistent point has to be the school system. It seems strict and yet their official forum reads itself 24/7 like a gossip magazine. And later on, openly announces that the students shouldn't have love relationships but bullying and gossiping is totally fine...??? (Also dressing your underaged students in cheap provocative clothing for school festivals against their will???) Side note: Be prepared to struggle to read past c70 like most have already mentioned. Translations from tea translation is copy n paste MTL, so there will be a ton of pronoun mistakes, contextual errors, wrong narrative (switching to 'I' instead of she/he), general literal translation mistakes and wrong currency usage (adding an extra 0 to the end makes a big difference if you know what money is).
When ML gets back to school after he has had surgery on his legs and he can walk again everyone suddenly starts to suddenly speculate whether MC and ML are dating, while they behave the same as before.
Qiao Lan is reborn in the world of a book.
In this book the OG was in love with a classmate who didn't like her. He was in love wirh a white lotus classmate. MC liked another character in the book, namely Tan Mo (ML). Later on OG would act against the white lotus but had a bad ending. ML is a boy with asperger syndrome who is sitting in a wheelchair. His legs got wounded in a car accident which killed his mother. Hismfather is well off and he is daily driven to school in an expensive car. A few years later he would kill himself.
MC decides to change her life. She wont pay attention to the classmate anymore and buy them drinks and candy to suck up to them.
She didn't have a family in her previous life, so she is looking forward to getting to know her new family. They are not really described in the book. However that turns out to be a disappointment. MC has 2 elder sisters and 1 younger brother and is living with her grandmother, parents and brother. They are very patriarchal. The son is spoiled rotten and the daughters are only there to get benefits when they get married. MC is very skinny and looks unhealthy because she doesn't get enough to eat, while her brother is fat. The eldest daughter became the mistress of her wealthy boss and managed to marry him when she got pregnant. She is very proud of this. The second daughter is nice and happily married to a grocer and has a son. The parents only agreed to the marriage because he good get them a big discount on fruit and vegetables.
MC gets a job to earn money and earn enough to move out.
At school she does her best to learn and get good grades (OG had bad grades). She greets ML daily, but he doesn't react. He has been treated badly by almost everyone in his life and doesn't trust anyone because he can't just if someone is sincere.
Most of her classmates decide to ignore her after she stops treating them.
Slowly ML starts to react to her and they become friends.
ML starts to dine at the place MC works and tip her well to help her financially.
At exams MC gets good grades and is first in her grade. Most of her classmates think she decided to learn to impress the classmate she's been in love with.
During exams ML is called out to go to the US because his grandfather has died. His grandmother also became ill because of that. He is not really affected by this because they never treated him well. He asks his caretaker to give MC his phone number so she can call him. When they ask a school teacher to give the number to MC, the teacher gives the number to the mother who doesn't tell her daughter. A few days later ML's father dines at the place she works and she gets the number from him and calls him. ML had been waiting anxiously for her call.
A week or so later ML returns home.
One night when she returns home from her job her parents accuse her of stealing their money. Her father wants to beat her up so she runs out of the house. ML had her followed to keep her safe because there was an incident near her work place, so he finds out about it. He picks her up and brings her to his home. MC applies to live in dorms at her school.
A little later the parents find out that their son stole the money. They forgive him easily which makes him feel even more privileged. They do not care about their daughter who never contacts them again.
About half a year later the eldest sister tells her parents she has someone who is interested in MC, so they want to introduce her and marry her off. MC refuses to go with them and later the suitor. ML asks for his father's help and lets the suitor's place checked out. The place is forced to close because they do not follow regulations. Eldest sister and her husband are affected as well because they started a place together.
At the following exams MC keeps getting good grades. ML who could easily get first place decides to drop a few places so MC can get more money from school for her studies.
At second grade a classmate and roommate of MC is jealous of MC. She is rather interested in ML. She tells ML he can never get together with her because he is sitting in a wheelchair. ML who is already rather insecure starts to feel even worse.
He decides to see if his legs can be healed. He has refused to let anyone check out his legs before. The doctor tells him there is almost no chance to heal because he has waited too long. He decides to go to the US to get an operation and treatment anyway. The operation and treatment are very painful but succesful and after about half a year ML returns to school able to walk.
MC cries when she sees him walking. Now everyone suddenly starts seeing them as a pair, while nobody thought that when he was sitting in a wheelchair. They both don't dare to confess their feelings for each other though.
At school MC's brother falls during a basketball game and loses a kidney. The parents want him to have both kidneys and asks for the costs of doing that. The total cost are about 1 mln, which is way above their means. The mother asks for money from the daughters and eldest refuses to give anything. Since the restaurant closed her husband doesn't treat her well. The second sister gives them what she can but only gets insulted because she gives so little (in their opinion). The mother goes to school and demands money from MC and demands her to give one of her kidneys to her brother, so he can have 2 kidneys. MC refuses to give money and go with her. Mother decides to continue and keeps harrassing her at school dailey. MC is affected and quite tired because of this.
ML visits MC's parents and offers to pay for a 2nd kidney for brother on condition they give up their rights on MC and never contact her again. They agree. He tells them that if they approach their daughter again he will have their new son's liver removed again. He has her birthdate changed so she is legally of age and puts a house in her name to get everything legally in order.
After everything is arranged, ML arranges for the parents restaurant to be forced to close down as well.
After the son is out of the hospital he finds out his mother has been harrassing his friends and the girl he likes because of his accident, which was completely his own fault. He gets angry and steals their money and leaves the house without the medicine he needs. He has gotten used to stealing money from his parents and decides to steal money from friends he meets in the new town he lives in. When they find out they punch him, which causes his new liver to collapse and he ends up in hospital. He loses the new liver. Parents go to the police and accuse ML of arranging this, but evidence shows he has nothing to do with it.
When the parents want to approach MC again, ML makes sure they don't get to see her.
MC tells ML she wants to study finance because she is interested in stocktrading. ML decides to start trading in stocks and finds out hemis very good at it. He also invests part of the money MC saved in stocks.
MC and ML continue school and graduate with very good grades. ML is best of the country and MC third of her province.
MC decides to go to university and study psychology, ML will study mathemathics at the same university.
Both first decide to live in dorms. MC thinks it will be good for ML to live with others for a while.
MC joins a psychology club. The clubleader has a thing for MC and finds out ML has asperger syndrome. His father had that too and his mother committed su*cide because of their bad marriage. He is convinced MC can not be happy together and tries to separate them. MC tells him off and leaves the club.
However ML starts to hide his feelings for ML. He has been given a book by a psychiatrist on recognizing emotions and behavior and has begun to mimick others. When MC finds out she explains to him she wants him to show his real feelings. They decide to rent a house (there was also a lot of arguing in MC's dormroom, though no bad relations).
When MC and ML graduate they get married.
After about 5 years they have a daughter.
The story is constantly tetering on the idea that physically or mentally disabled people DONT DESERVE normal lives and families (in a way that makes you question the authors opinion. Is this the lie the character must overcome... or the moral). Its set up like a story meant to overcome adversity, but CONSTANTLY shows overcoming as being "cured" from adversity... being in a wheelchair is ruining your life? just stand up with the power of love. as if a person in a wheelchair does not deserve to be treated as a human being, date, or have kids... but if they stand up suddenly they have a right to a future..... what...? what kind of horrible nightmare country is this??? I dont know if this says something awful about the author or ASIAN COUNTRIES as a whole. It might just be bc im from the west where handicap ramps and doors are mandatory on all public buldings... BUT FK THIS ENTIRE CONCEPT. People get hurt. people loose their eyesight. some people cant hear... but if this novel is to be belived this makes them inhuman and incapable of being in society... what kind of fked up society is this??? The worst part is that the characters feelings about physical disability are never resolved. the diasability just goes away... which makes it seem like the author wants us to think the gross idea that disabled people are "aliens" ("dragons with dragons, shrimp with shrimp") is true....????...??? The next problem to tackle is mental disability. The male lead is assigned Aspergers (a smaller form of autism, sometimes known as a chamelion disorder bc it is easier to learn how to interact socially from TV and books & fake being socially-able. It comes with social anxiety, dread of eye contact, meltdowns, being akward in conversation, focusing on hobies over people... [Autism in general is consitered to be most similar to how cats see the world. its not a lack of feeling, its being overwhelmed by new stimuli]). For the sake of increasing drama, the author seems to sometimes confuse Aspergers with Schizophrenia (delusions, antisocial behavior, being unable to express or feel a normal range of emotions,... [your cold calculating sherlock holmes arcetype]). At the very least though, there seems to be a message of learning to accept a "new normal" rather than focusing on a harmful "societal normal" (but only for people with invisible disabilities..?)
The end is cute. Happy ending all around and some good positive messages in the extra chapters So maybe its a win??
If we lost most of the battles can we call this novel a victory for the disabled community?
Are the problems in this story a tragic picture of the country its set in (one that has yet to understand disability and mental illness on a large scale) ? or are they the result of escalating drama against an easy target? Part of me likes...
Part of me hates it...
I feel like it could have represented this issue better and that the only reason I was able to fully read it without chucking it in the tr*sh, was that I am a fully able-bodied person who could read objectively, without taking some of the chapters as personal insults. That being said, it does have a happy ending if you get that far.