Gaze at the Scenes of Debauchery
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Links are NOT allowed. Format your description nicely so people can easily read them. Please use proper spacing and paragraphs.They’ve been entangled together for 12 years. A gong whose affairs had become second nature, and a shou who was depressed and liked to torment himself. Cracks cannot be mended, one can only intentionally choose to either ignore or endure it.
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11/27/18 | Exiled Rebels Scanlations | extras |
10/01/18 | Exiled Rebels Scanlations | c50-53 (end) |
09/23/18 | Exiled Rebels Scanlations | c47-49 |
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In this novel, I somehow felt that the most pitiful character was neither the MC nor the ML but rather the 2nd ML, Wen Bai. I can't explain it, but I felt like he suffered too much for something he didn't do.
He couldn't get the MC's affection and neither could he let go of the MC even after his death and was constantly tormented by the thoughts of MC even though he tried to forget and fall in love with someone else.
At least the MC in that book let go and instead spent his last moments with someone who treasured him.
This story was however, was realistic in the sense that yes, sometimes you cannot let go no matter what, because there's nothing left for you if you do. And its not just that, its the love and hope that maybe, just maybe, the person will realize your hurt and come back to you and everything will be okay. It is also realistic in the sense that sometimes, no matter how much someone is willing to suffer for you, you could never give your affections to them.
The MC, Wen Qing, knew that Yan Han would never let him leave and he also knew he himself couldn't bear to, in the beginning. But how long can someone tolerate and go on without losing themselves? How long does a rock need to be watered down till it finally breaks to pieces?
Wen Qing realized that he couldn't go on and thus he ended himself and the relationship that had been tattered and broken beyond repair. But even until the very end, his love for Yan Han didn't dissipate. Despite all of the affairs that Yan Han had, despite having been betrayed and hurt by him time and again, Wen Qing still wanted the person to be beside him to be Yan Han.
That's also probably why I felt dissatisfied, because even till his end, he didn't think of Wen Bai who loved him and couldn't be bothered to give him a chance. But its not my place to judge, and this is also how things go in real life.
I felt that everyone in this story is selfish, even Wen Qing. He knew that Wen Bai wasn't completely sure about his feelings so chose not to bother him, not to drag him down. But at the same time, I felt like his actions just served to make a lasting impression on those around him.
It is revealed in the Wen Bai extra that he couldn't in fact, truly forget about Wen Qing, no matter what he did. The MC did escape but the ones connected with him would probably never be able to leave the past. In a way, it does seem like a twisted form of revenge to me.
I did absolutely despise the ML because even until MC's su*cide and the very end, he didn't seem to regret his actions. He even told MC to 'not be pretentious' after the MC didn't want to have s*x with him (after he came back) which just made me want to hurt him more.
His actions and words leave little to be desired and he seems like the perfect example of a true 'scum gong x yandere' combo (he said he would even tie up the MC to prevent him from leaving and since this is a modern novel, nothing seems more creepy than this).
The novel is very realistic about love. It makes the concept of eternal love look a bit silly afterwards. It’s not like I now ‘hate love because of this novel’s realism’, but it is certain that my perspectives about love has changed. It has made me cry a few times reading this. The novel is definitely worth reading.