Their Long Night of Indulgence

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Yang Yiqian kneels to the ground like a madman. He harshly slaps himself in the face as he cries. I look at him and understand one thing.

This is divine punishment, for him, and for me.

One Sentence Introduction: Qin Cang and Yang Yiqian’s ninth year is for a lifetime.

Associated Names
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与他耽于长夜
與他耽於長夜
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Recommendations
Gaze at the Scenes of Debauchery (1)
The Decade of Deep Love (1)
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Latest Release

Date Group Release
05/04/23 Chrysanthemum Garden c12
05/04/23 Chrysanthemum Garden c11
05/04/23 Chrysanthemum Garden c10
05/04/23 Chrysanthemum Garden c9
05/03/23 Chrysanthemum Garden c8
05/03/23 Chrysanthemum Garden c7
05/03/23 Chrysanthemum Garden c6
05/03/23 Chrysanthemum Garden c5
04/26/23 Chrysanthemum Garden c4
04/26/23 Chrysanthemum Garden c3
04/26/23 Chrysanthemum Garden c2
04/26/23 Chrysanthemum Garden c1
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Suibian_bc
Suibian_bc rated it
June 24, 2023
Status: Completed
A heart wrenching story.. Not gonna comment on how HiV kills in such a short time I mean very very short, anyway this just fiction so i'll pass.

Love.. How could you cheat when you really love someone? Was being in love for almost a decade tire you out? So that you can't stand a sweet temptation of wanting a fresh meat out there? Finding an excitement that can refresh the feels, body and soul. Yes, everyone tend to make mistake but cheating ; I just can't tolerate this. And still... more>> say ' I love you from beginning to end'. Damn!

I don't blame the MC for being too weak. ML is his world, his love. I can feel his hurt, suffering, all the pain he went through. The so call love, betrayal that brings disaster to his life. It isn't fair for him. Why should he was the one infected? Why not the damn ML who cheat?

To me, death isn't a best punishment for ML. It is far from enough. Even if you kill him over and over again it wont change the fact that he kills his lover. He suppose to live a long life like an unwanted dog and mourn his bullsh*t love to the end. <<less
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o LaLa o
o LaLa o rated it
May 24, 2023
Status: Completed
Heart wrenching.

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The novel starts as a story about a very beautiful relationship. Two college boys fall in love with each other and, despite opposition from the family, manage to stay together happily. After college the ML builds a company and becomes very successful, but still pampers the MC dearly.

Everything seems to be going more than well. But ML can't resist the temptations of his new privileged life and cheats on the ML with a younger man. MC finds out immediately and is crushed by the betrayal but ends up forgiving the ML after the latter shows his remorse. Unfortunately, the ML cheats again a few months later (with the same person) and this time the MC is in despair. He visits a bar to get drunk but ends up ingesting a date r*pe drug and is r*ped. It turns out later that the rapist was HIV positiv and infected the MC.
After this, both MC and ML are in shambles. ML is feels incredibly guilty and tries to fix their relationship and make amends for his mistakes. But the MC can't trust him anymore.

After MCs HIV positiv status becomes known, he faces pressure from the ML family as well as ML affair to leave ML (they curse at him as shameless, bc he is HIV positiv, basically 'an outcast' and still stays with the ML). As a result he becomes clinically depressed and refuses his HIV treatment and subsequently dies.
Later, after ML organized MC funeral he also commits su*cide.

The story is an absolut tearjerker.
As beautiful and wholesome as the relationship between the ML and MC starts, it is shattered to pieces by ML repeated betrayal. And even if the ML tries to find its pieces and stick them back together perfectly in form of caring and pampering the MC with utmost care, the cracks will remain. Not just as the MCs inability to trust the ML ever again but even more tragic, as the virus that the MC is infected with and that will slowly kill him.

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Honestly, with how beautiful the relationship between the MC and ML was described, this novel really made me doubt love and relationships. It absolutely scarred me for life.

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Much more terrible and impactful than 'Gazing at the scenes of debauchery' or a 'Decade of deep love' bc the ML in this novel is much less flawed and the original relationship much more equal and beautiful compared to the other two novels.

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At least now I have a novel to come back to when I want to have a good cry. 😭 If you are also here for a some serious tragedy, I recommend you to read this novel. The author and translator did a fabulous job at bringing the story to life.
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honeypiee_67
honeypiee_67 rated it
June 28, 2023
Status: Completed
I'm sad, this short novel painfully beautiful.

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Although there wasn't a tag mentioning "cheating"..

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you can guess how it will goes, after all.. Infidelity never ends happily

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This novel is incredibly realistic.

It shows us that even great love wilt.

No matter how much you love that person.. There's still going to be a day where you grown used to they're presence and the sense of excitement eventually faded.

That's sadly the case.

Like any another relationship, there will be a honeymoon phase, and so challenges. Unfortunately even after everything.. ML indulge himself in temptation. He didn't pass the test.

Even so, he can't let MC go- not because he "love" him that he is unwilling to let go (because if his still in love in full sense then they wouldn't be in this situation in the first place) then again, that falls in the category that although he still loves him, the reason he doesn't want to let him go was "in fact"

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pretense/ second reason. Or the outer reason

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His just sorry that he was caught cheating, otherwise if MC didn't fall sick.. I doubt he'll change

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"His even scared of lossing him"

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"His regretful, he blames himself for putting him in such pain-" the real reason why he stayed with MC.

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heartlessbambi
heartlessbambi rated it
August 24, 2023
Status: Completed
Highly recommended!!!

First of all, after just finishing the novel, I do not even actually know how I feel. It feels too real and unreal at the same time. One thing I know is, I did not regret reading this novel. This should be my first time reading tragedy because I always double check and skip the novel if it is a tragedy one.

I cannot say it was totally a sad ending because the whole story from the very beginning made our mind to an extent where by the end of... more>> the novel you could accept it. It actually tightly gripped my heart from the first chapter.

The writing style was very unique, hiding intense feelings in each line which made this sad but beautiful story unforgettable.

Spoiler

At first I blamed it all on Yang Yiqian (ML) because if he didn't cheat, none of that would have happened in the first place. But there're no ifs in this world. That's something we all know but refuse to believe. That if contains many possibilities within, where we can say even if ML cheated but Qin Cang (MC) didn't get infected with HIV, they might or might not stay as a couple. Maybe since ML doesn't have any guilt without HIV they would have separated. My point is, it is not all ML's fault that MC got infected. But it was one of the biggest turning points in this plot where it drowned the ML in guilt.

As for the MC he is mostly a victim here. First of all he was betrayed, broken hearted then r*ped, got infected with HIV. His whole life went downhill just from one decision he made. But does that justify the rest of the story where he clinged on to the ML till the end, even he passed his disease to the ML? That is also an if question which leaves many possibilities. It is completely understandable his dependency on ML because he was all he had, all he loved in his life. He was betrayed by his only belief. But does that make himself clinging to the ML reasonable? I think that is where love and obsession comes. That can also be seen as a way of selfishness. But the MC did suggest ML breaking up. The MC was not selfish. He did leave a leeway. However at his dying moments as a human he clearly voiced out his possessiveness over the ML by telling him not to like, not to love, not to have any physical attachment with anyone after his death.

The ML who was regretting his mistakes took his words by heart and probably made his decision to follow him to death as a proof of his love and also as a punishment of his crimes. He was willing, he was not forced. So ML being infected cannot be blamed on MC. I would rather like to say this was love than saying MC's selfishness.

"In another way they are still together, sleeping in the eternal night". This one ending sentence gave the whole heart wrenching story a peaceful ending.

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All in all try this masterpiece!!! <<less
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