Their very first misunderstanding was so s*upid, it's not even funny.

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    • • The shou gave gong a drink he suspected was laced to save a girl. Conveniently forgot this when gong was drugged & in heat. Who tf gives a laced drink to someone to save another person, then just forgets it?

    • • ML assumed MC deliberately drugged him. I still blame MC for not informing ML of his nasty r*pey friend.

    • • MC was misinformed that ML actually wanted his ex-gf with a similar name to his. This misunderstanding was never resolved until the novel ended.

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So the ML spends years punishing MC for "drugging him". Then the ML spends years punishing himself for mistreating MC. 7 whole years filled with scarring each other. &Amp; The author had the audacity to just abruptly end the book before we tasted any sweetness.

1. The grovelling is 11/10 but it makes you feel depressed not cathartic; in the end, they are just hurting each other and destroying their health.

Thank you for translating one of my favorite crematorium novels. Been raving about it long enough on various platforms, so I'm tickled pink that someone picked it up!

It's free on gongzicp, so I've MTled it a long time ago, but I keep coming back to it because the crematorium is so rewarding, and the ML's journey to redemption is so deliciously painful (rightfully so!).

Also, jumping in with my first review before the obligatory BL-negative-raters flock to this novel (it won't be long now).

4.2

This story remind me of 'morbid attachment', a bittersweet romance with psychological plot. Not gonna write down any spoiler, read it yourself so you can feel what I felt, the heartbreak, dissapointment, hurts and finally an acceptance. It got less than 70 chapters and a plothole but damn, I'm still satisfied with the author. And yes, a HE if you're that curious.

I love this novel because it is very type and simple. Of course it had a very good story and smut🙈

The MC is very strong contrary to imagination.

Ratings shouldn't be trusted always

I usually love wife chasing crematorium so I was really excited for this one (even though I had to MTL most of it and maybe that was the problem?) but I didn't like it as much as I had hoped. I really liked the first half but then the second half got kind of boring, there was way too much space taken up by other random people and Xu Yan's job. I really enjoyed Xu Yan's resolve to end things and that he wasn't really bitter at all he was... more>> just like this is enough, I'm done now. The grovel was pretty good, I even found myself wondering how much longer it was going to last because it was long. <<less