Tbh, FL & ML have crush on each other because of the face. Yeah both are beauties of the century lol. But later they developed feelings for each other without hiding personality. Even FL was surprised that she would truly be in love, she thought she would be a green tea in front of her husband but no she's always her true self in front of ML

"It never occurred to her that he was always ill.

Since the two of them have been together for so long, he has always looked normal, but judging from his description just now, it clearly shows that he is schizophrenic.

That little friend was clearly the him was when he was a child. After so many years, he didn't realize that something was wrong. The little boy never grew up.

Just heard him say that every time the little boy appeared, he was injured all over, and she almost couldn't help crying.

How on earth was he abused by Cheng Xiuyun when others couldn't see it?

She didn't know much about the mental illness schizophrenia, but she knew that it was linked to the environment.

The last time the little boy appeared was when he saw Mianmian being abused by Tong Zhenzhen."

ML is mentally ill and had hallucination. He sees a young boy since he was young and thought it was his friend. The boy often appeared to be wounded because he was beaten by his mother.

Truth to be told, that boy is actually ML. ML lost his memory because of trauma and that memory took shape as his imaginary friend. People with mental illness doesn't realized that their hallucination doesn't make sense. The little boy doesn't age and always like that.

The previous novel I read has ML with the exact same mental illness. So I was surprised to find this ML also has mental illness. People with this mental illness has heavy depression and once they find out about their own mental illness they'd break down and most likely commit su*cide.

The illness is triggered from time to time, it doesn't happen all the time. There's no cure but at least we can reduce its occurrence.

The FL hasn't said anything to ML about his mental illness it's a good move because it's dangerous.

People with schizophrenia, no matter the severity of their illness, have one thing in common, that is, they do not feel that they are sick or abnormal.

Once they realize that it is otherwise, they feel disgust for themselves, panic and doubt the whole world.

To escape from depression the young ML focused his attention to study physics then became a researcher. In the original story the ML actually committed su*cide.

ML hasn't seen hallucination for a long time because he met FL so far.

Chapter 138-139 FL woke up in the middle of the night. This happened during her pregnancy.

When she opened her eyes, she saw Wen Rugui sitting beside the bed and said to the empty chair, "Did you really ask your father to arrange a woman to approach Shi Xiuneng?"

(Shi Xiuneng is whom ML's mother cheated with and her current husband)

Tong Xuelu was shocked and woke up.

Her eyes fell on the chair, there was nothing on the chair, but Wen Rugui looked at the chair as if she was talking to someone.

The atmosphere was eerie and creepy, and she got goosebumps all over.

This time his illness was triggered probably because he was anxious about FL and the baby. Afraid that his mother and her husband would harm them. Also because ML was upset since FL didn't say anything to him. FL had been shielding ML lest his trauma would resurface.

So FL immediately distracted ML to help her with something else and she get rid of ML's mother as soon as possible.... Well, she tried but according to the plot armor ML has to face his mental illness and received a shock and mental breakdown