there's one time she run away from home just bc her mother scolded her for saying something so damn rude about ML who lost his mother long ago, she said "he's a bastard his mother never teach him" or smth like that. And her mother scolded her, hit her bu*t tho (apparantely her family never hit her even when she didnt want to do anything like doing house work, always leaving it to her older sis that makes me think it's so UNFAIRRR to her. They praise her older sis for being hard working girl yet they praise this good for nothing FL just bc she's like A PORCELLIN DOLL LMFAO)

If I were her sis I could die while doing the dishes.

She run f*cking away and said s*upid b*tchy thing like 'oh my mother hate me, she doesnt love me anymore! She choose Xiao Lang (ML) over me, her own child! My family doesnt want me anymore'

She has past life memories, and have been a human for 10 years. And still have this mentality. Im screaming.

She run away to an older man house, and let him see her botty.... 😭 idk man, I must blamed her family too for not teaching her that man and woman is different and you cant let strangers touch or see your private part.

This is the part where I hate her so bad.

Her mom got sad and crying when they found her. She said smth like 'curse you girl! I gave birth to you and you think I dont love you?! Bla bla bla'

And this s*upid FL had a nerve to questioning her mother sentence, and when her sister take turn on saying things (saying like how their mom loves her) she got happy again and think her family still loves her!

Didnt feel guilty over what mess she caused.

like damn your mother let you free from house work, she let you sleeps all day and when she asks you to do the dishes, you act like the whole f*cking world turn against you. Damn, this sh*t is s*upid af.

I understand that is her setting to be a damn s*upid FL and a naive innocent little shit beauty but this is too much.

Ok maybe I just dont like super naive and innocent FL.

He's wayyy smarter than FL. Cunning and manipulative (?)

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He r@pe her when she's 13. Mind you FL is dumb innocent and cant understand the way human common sense works, while ML even tho they're the same age understand lots of thing including s3x.

Apparantely he mol*st her since shes a child (both of them is a child tho but still he got his memories and understand how adult world works so.... uh and he knows she's dumb naive but still get his way anw)

And he told her like "promise me, never tell anyone abt this"

Uh... Feels aint right to me, kinda like an old man huh.

Idk man, he groomed her ig?

in his 2nd life his mother dies from childbirth and his father was eaten by a pack of wolves leaving him all alone to fend for himself

Some of you may be a bit uncomfortable, but most of the story until chapters 35-40? Is in their teenage years. Heck, even their marriage is an underage marriage (At least both FL and ML are the same age). At that point, I just pretended that they were 18, to make it easier to digest.

In the previous life, our FL is a sloth. No, I am not kidding, she was an animal called a sloth. But died together with ML, who was an Artic Wolf (Both she and ML killed each other LOL). If you guys are familiar with what sloth is, I think you know how inefficient their lifestyle is and that is the life principle our FL live with. It doesn't help either because her Family pampered her and our ML in the later part of the story will also pamper her. There is no big conflict that would drive the FL to do some big brain move.

ML's father dies

His aunt tried to steal ML's family money and make him hunt to earn money. For context, ML's mother also passed away when he at the age of 7? Years old. So don't be too harsh with him

. It also seemed sick to me that his brother-in-law will marry the sister of the FL when the brother-in-law first thought of marrying the FL who was only 10 years old, because "when the brother-in-law sees how cute and naive the FL is, he is attracted to her, but He admits that he is a minor and that he may not be able to propose marriage, too bad" that sounded sick to me, adding to that that he later marries his sister and thinks something like "and now Shu Lan will be my little sister" Is he really? Crazy.

the MC and ML are 13 years old at the age of marriage and start being s*xual with eachother before the age of 10. it is gross.

both MC & ML are the same age, but they have vastly different mental capacities. The ML takes s*xual advantage of the MC very very early on (when she does not understand what it is and he clearly does) and spends most of the book tricking/threatening her to not tell her parents what they did. It honestly feels like pe*ophile behavior. He clearly knows that if others found out he would be in trouble

she is uninterested and uneducated to the point it feels like a mental disability. It makes to ML taking s*xual advantage of her worse because she clearly does not understand the situation & would let literally anyone take advantage of her no questions asked. its not a relationship or romantic. all she knows is that getting kissed and "poked" feels good

there are weird hanging plot threads in the background and the MC is too lazy & uneducated to notice or care, while the ML goes out of his way to turn them down:

• MCs brother-in-law has some secret political background
• her brother is a scholar (who has a secret hidden expert master who taught the emperor) & he will be taking exams to become an official in the capital
• her grandpa returns and takes her parents away to play out a noble family struggle drama fully in the background... while she gets married in the countryside at 13 and everyone is just okay with these 2 kids living alone while they all go to the capital.
• The ML is recognized for his potential by an old army master retired as a rural blacksmith (same guy who taught the emeror). wants to raise the kid to be a god of war... and ML is just kinda like nope... I dont need power or martial arts or anything else. If I had any life outside the MC, someone else would take s*xual advantage of her.
  
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loss of his parents