In the first arc, MC purposely took aphrodisiacs to make the ML sleep with him. And the ML being powerful and resistant to all desire, decided to get seduced. So I dont get it. The character MC is playing is ML brother's boyfriend, and have no particular special personality traits. He only have the seductive boost from the system which is only D grade. So ML, what exactly did you see in this dumb shou? I dont get it. No character development, relationship building, just physical papapa and that can make the ML go bonkers. Pfft

I’m ending at the fourth arc because this one really put my emotions in overdrive. I sobbed like never before for any book. I don’t think that any other book character will move me so much like Jing Zhao did. Even though his entire persona could be regarded as an act since he is Xie He and Xie He is him. But the fact is that XH is doing exactly that, he is “acting.” He takes on Jing Zhao’s entire person and becomes him. So I’ll take it that this expression of Jing Zhao, is the real Jing Zhao. Every identity that Jing Zhao had pained me. The five year old child, the pitiful teenager, and his most expressed identity; the cruel and tyrannical desolate emperor. I’m extremely upset that I can only express my heartache within the words that “it hurts.”

this bch is the scumiest of all scum fr!!, he is the kind of petty we all aspire to be 😩.... I can't believe he did all that knowing that LT (or someone he knows) is in there LOL (but he probably didn't know that LT is such a soft hearted bby and he also knows that LT has a system like him, but not everyone is as indifferent as he is hahahah. LT also said that XH is doing things dangerously because he came from a peaceful world and he does all those things which puts gets him tortured lol, #IdolXieHe), , , Ofc I also loved how unfeeling he was LOL, I still feel like I don't know much abt him tho, like he is so closed off and so fake most times and he was even scheming 444 the whole time and I'm just, , , , , , gurl, r u ok?? He is so so so lonely iswtg. which is whyy I liked the last arc and it showed how he he became like that, he probably got too used to acting and made it hard to truly express what he feels?? and it's not like he has anyone who's really there and who he can express himself to... Overall, I still like him cause he's unique, he's a really gong type and it's fun to see what he thinks when he became the shou.. Also, I loved him too when he was with LT, I'm glad he is with someone he really loves and trust and I know he'll never stop trusting him 😊

Then of course Lu Ting, our ML, who took so 12 worlds before he introduced himself!!!!!! bch I got so tired waiting for u!!! but then when he came, I just felt sorry for him and I just loved him....... He is seriously made for Xie He, idek, , , He obv suffered so much and Xie He also abused him, huhuhu you chose that scum shou but I know you're really happy so I'm also really happy for u. His backstory was extremely sad and moving, which is why he deserves XH's full time love!!! which I know XH will give. I was just really getting tired by only having to meet the real him in the last arc huhuhu, I didn't even feel that there was a true 'ML', I kind of spoiled myself cause I thought there was not gonna be a final ML but like the translators said, Lu Ting was worth waiting for!! and that ending was just b-e-a-u-t-i-f-u-l and s-p-l-e-n-d-i-d, it was so good for the heart (which is the opposite for like most of the novel LOL). Lu Ting was just a *chef's kiss*, I liked his compatibility with XH, like he has no experience in love and can only be honest unlike XH who is so fake and always scheming, they just fit together so well... altho XH would still probably bully him but LT would be fine as long as XH is happy hahaha, I also feel so bad for the experiences he had while acting, it was so cruel T_T, , on the other hand, it was funny how he gets jealous over the other capturable targets when there is also a part of him there HAHAHHAA

444 is just so naive and cute hahahh I love how he is so reliant on XH and he just always goes along with whatever XH is doing, his 'Host dada' is also really cute and his expressions hahahah he just trusts XH wholeheartedly LOL, he also got a bit influenced hahahahah how he says 'papapa' so easily like its a normal thing LOLL. Their interactions were real nice, tho XH just really explained things he does hahahhaa I just know that XH also really like 444, and how spoiled 444 really is hahahha. and OFC I love how Xie He is calling him 'Baby' hehehe so cute seriously.... then 666, this system really shows how useless 444 is HAHAHAHA 666 is a bit like XH and always thinking, and I like how he always scolds LT because honestly LT needs to chill huhuhu he hurts himself too much. Also 666 x 444 was cute hehhehe

The plot, , like I said, it hurts so bad, and the tortures was just mindblowing, I can't, , , if LT remembers what he has done I just feel so bad for him. The story was complete, it can be made longer but it does feel complete and it leaves a feel good feeling in the end, I really loved it very much, , the inconsistencies like how fast the other capturable targets give 100 favourable points also got explained cause its LT anw hahahah

Some comments on each world, , ,
1. Brother's boyfriend, this was still fine, just pitied the shou, I don't really remember much anymore because it was still normal
2. Teacher x student, hng, again I feel bad to the teacher but also somehow didn't like him cause of how s*upid he was, but XH made this characteristic of him redeemable, like I think he said something like 'everthing has a price'? Oh he died through su*cide here, drinking meds
3. Father x son, I just remember that XH was really beautiful here and that the ending was jumping in a bldg, i- XH has such a weird mind. I think I also cried because the shou was really a good person with a bad childhood and very reliant on his dad who never loved him. LOL summary.. OH AND THAT DEATH, I can't!!! That was so!!! I cant-- This death destroyed LT huhuhu
4. XH is an emperor or smthg, LT was amnesiac here so, , it was really hurtful, DID was even used, XH is so smart and so resourceful. 100 blackening value to 100 favourable point, this was a pretty hard world
5. Sugar daddy x actor, LOL, many have hated this? like the translator, which is acceptable cause the ML was scummy esp when he tried to kill the shou? that was unredeemable, the one who looked like the shou was a good guy too
6. Interstellar enemies to lovers, this, I actually loved this, although the torture was also hardcore, to the point that he exceeded the guiness record LOL, but I liked Lance, most probably be XH liked him too HAAHAHA and the last message XH gave him
7. Disciple x master, I hated this, cause SVSSS was a d x m and also the ML is always capturing me or smthng like that and I hated how the ML ruined everything, like, he could have been normal, but no! he chose to deceive the shou and do him like that! he damaged the shou mentally right? XH 'lost his mind'/mentally incapable here. The other one is also very much a scum, he pushed the person who loved him, to death and now he wants to be loved. lol, no. HMP.
8. President x traitor (revenge), this was kinda sad cause of how the shoue really loved the ML, oh and the amnesia part was also here
9. God fo dark x Elf king, i, hmmm, this was funny cause of how XH craved meat so much hahahha, the shou was pitiful cause of how no one believed him and just how he carries so much burden and being rped every night and cannot tell anyone about it. a side character was also captured here. The ending was kinda nice tho, cause the god was indeed made to be bad but he wasn't as scummy as the precious MLs and even gave XH his heart (which was sold) LOLL
10. Reborn x brother, this. I also hated this because the shou was so INNOCENT!!! I can't believe he was able to hurt him so much!! the shou was so so so so pitiful! I just hated the ML here and even liked the other guy more tho he is still pretty much a NO, hmp. XH also destroyed his hands here with 444's help. XH also said that he felt bad to damage this shou 😢 and even made the ML dream smthng which will make him regret even more. The shou jumped in the bldg here? so sadd
11. Prince x courtesan, this, I also hated the ML here cause of the need to torture the shou when he knows that he didn't do anything wrong, so mad. this was also a story where shou really loved another man Song heng? Oh shou died so miserably here, cut off limbs right, hngg
12. Killer? x victim, I HATED THIS THE MOST, , , I was conned, , , , I thought this wasn't gonna be so bad but NO! the torture had to be there! it was SOOOO bad, and it was also very long, 8 months??? bch!!! u don't love someone like that!!! I just cant with this! I'm so glad XH hurt him so much too, in the wedding LOL, u deserve that, I really can't accept the torture with no lights, tied to cold metal chair, AND CAN'T SLEEP?!?!?! Ur cancelled!!!!!