When MC asked if ML had photos of him (like blackmail unsightly photos from the night they first slept together) and ML admitted that he had photos of MC on his phone... only to reveal he had official photos of MC (like news article or magazine shots) that he'd downloaded... pfft! boy, I laughed my lungs out. Poor Heerak almost had the biggest disappointment in his life and poor Doseon thought he was gonna get sacked for keeping (publicly available) photos without permission

laughing while crying. mov for days, I'll tell ya

He actually has a personality with good traits and flaws, not like other CEO novels where the super OP iceberg gong is dominating af.

As mentioned by another review he really minds consent and had to be clear several times that shou was consenting to s*x! As an alpha, mind you. Also he‘s very careful during s*x to make it as pleasurable as possible for shou (which turns him on as well). He isn‘t perfect of course, he‘s very immature and often get‘s angry. But what I love is that he loves his shou so much that he would never hurt him and even though he shows some extremely (almost yandere like) possessiveness he‘s scared that it would restrict/hurt shou so he even goes to therapy and also talks about his worries with ML! And he tries to work on his flaws and fix it. He‘s also not shy to show emotions (like vulnerability) in front of ML and even cries.

In the beginning he seems like his EQ might be negative and he seems to suffer from some low self esteem issues throughout the story. (Which have nothing to do with being beta, the whole gender aspect isn‘t really any big problem in the whole story). He seems kinda robotic in the beginning but later we also have his narration view which gives him more of a character. And he fell in love at first sight with MC (or his looks at least) although it doesn‘t really seem so. He‘s very nervous around him which makes him stiff and robotic. But he‘s kinda lovely bc he also only has eyes for MC.

I was getting annoyed with the MCs reactions and actions with the MC and though it is explained, he still was too weak for my liking.

ML thinks that them having spend time and doing together with what every lovers do will someday come to end. I understand why ML is like that, it's because the MC haven't confess to him yet. Well, MC was planning to do that but---- (you'll have to read the novel). I assure you guys, The MC will never do that to him and is very loyal to the ML. In his eyes, all he can see and think is ML

Chapter 20 ends with MC asking ML to sleep with him again.

Him crying ahhhhhhh and while he was waiting for the ML after kinda breaking up at his home but kept himself clean coz he thought Doseon would come back any time to see him is so f*cking funny.