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A policeman went undercover at a company to get close to the mafia boss in order to find his criminal records and send him to jail.

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February 1, 2018
Status: epilogue
Usual comments after reading this novel:

Ninja Cutting Onions.

I really don't know why I'm doing this to myself.

It's a tragedy.


ML: Why did you deceive me?

MC: In fact, I don't want to continue deceiving you, if only, you're willing to trust me.

But the word "if only"... can't turn back time.

If only.. can't bring back what's mine.

If only.. can't undone what's has been done.

If only.. can't.. it can't.

I was three days late.


It's a good one shot story for those who are seeking heart wrenching pain and unshed tears.

The translation quality is good.

The chapters are short but it not hanging.

The pain is real. Ready your heart and tissues, to let it out.

(Side note: Listen to the audiodrama after reading..... TT^TT)
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Reader036 rated it
April 18, 2021
Status: Completed
Why do I feel like this?

Oh f*ck, what was this?

I'm not crying, you're crying! (;´д`)ゞ (┬┬﹏┬┬)

This was shocking.

It was short, and the right thing I was looking, but.... The end... T T oh f*ck, I'm going to the corner and heal ma heart, see you in the next review
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Nagisa_S4 rated it
December 2, 2020
Status: --
After reading this I wanted to burst into tears but... I was so shocked and sad that I couldn't even cry...

The best choice for you to read and stay heartbroken till the end of your life... now I'm going to try and just cry... have a good day...
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Kassandra rated it
November 1, 2022
Status: Completed
I wanted to cry and I immediately thought of this short BE novel that I've stocked.

Result is, I did cry but not as much as I expected. I actually agree of what one of the reviewers said, it's too short for me to believe that there's love, specifically Cang Yu.


Especially when their relationship is built on s*x. He only showed his love when Yi Nan died. That feels so fake.

And when Yi Nan has his tofu being eaten by his (Cang Yu's) subordinates, he didn't do anything. No reaction.

He only did the bare minimum in their relationship. As if he's so good after doing the minimum!


If there's second life, I believe Yi Nan would never love Cang Yu again.


Because in this lifetime, he already gave all he has to Cang Yu. He's really too naive. Even when being tortured and knowing he will die at the hands of the one he love, he's still smiling.


One word to Cang Yu for his ending: deserve! He deserved what he got for the thing he did. And he even have got the guts to pretend nothing happened after he got Yi Nan's corpse. Don't pretend you're not the cause of his death because you are! Just because you act like you love his corpse doesn't mean you're forgiven, you'll never be forgiven, ever. (Really wanted to use the curse word f and s but my upbringing prevented that.)

And for the people saying they want them to have a second chance, I have one thing to say to you; Read chapter 4 again and again, letter by letter, word by word, paragraph by paragraph. After that, tell me if you still have the nerve to say you want them to have a second chance being fully aware that Cang Yu didn't deserve any of it.

I would like to give Yi Nan a big, big hug! I will tell him not to be so naive and foolish the next time he falls in love because he deserves so, so much better! I will also advise him to pick better one than this tr*sh.

All my tears from this novel came from Yi Nan. Not one came from Cang Yu (I don't like him). Just thinking of Yi Nan made my eyes spill tears.
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CherryCoffee rated it
February 9, 2021
Status: Completed
This was very well written, and the best proof is the fact that it's so short yet it can still tug your heart strings.

A good story based on emotion and tragedy does not require a long and lengthy text, but rather the right mood and situation, which in this case does and really well at that.

I loved this and I really recommend it! It would only take 5 - 10 minutes of your time
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Jiminie rated it
November 7, 2019
Status: epilogue
Tragic ending, I can only guess ML is inconsolable.


The epilogue where he went to bring back MC's corpse and still acts like MC's alive but just ignoring him is really heartbreaking.


but I still love the story.
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Nia_K rated it
August 21, 2018
Status: epilogue

Don't read out in public, the rage and tears are hard to control. Ending is dark and even if it's such a short story it hurts to read.

Thank you for translating the story though translator.
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kiraluvst rated it
December 31, 2018
Status: Completed
I think the story has potentials, but I find it too short to let me believe in the couple's relationship and love...

It felt like I did not get enough time to understand their feelings and suddenly it just ended...
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PurityByDarkness rated it
July 18, 2018
Status: Completed
This is so heart-breaking, I don't even know why I read it. It's a BE if anyone is wondering and so, so tragic. It's still written quite well so that it tugs at your heart-strings, so if you are into tragedies, this is the one for you!

*sniffles, wipes a tear away*
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Valeriana rated it
June 21, 2022
Status: epilogue
Idk about you guys but I loved that the ML suffered, no matter how you put it, he is a drug dealer and he deceived the MC by hiding that he was still in the business. In the end he didn't turn over a new leaf, he is still a criminal and he deserves this. I feel kinda sad for the MC cuz he got killed and deceived but at the end of the day isn't he a cop? His ending was inevitable. What I like the most about this... more>> is that it didn't try to sugarcoat the reality of the ML being a criminal and a cruel person overall. <<less
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enaillig rated it
May 7, 2022
Status: Completed
5/5 for the tear jerker.

Less 2 because the ML is despicable.

... more>>

I'm not even sorry for the ML. To live the rest of his life full of regrets, or to just kill himself out of guilt, I don't know which is better. He never gave the MC a chance to explain. The greater his love, the greater his loath when he realized he's been deceived, but if it's 8 parts hate 2 parts love, he never granted that 'love' to be heard. He lost a brother before, but he never learned it's important lesson. That dead people cannot come back to life.


Stop saying what ML did is simply a huge mistake, coz it's not. It's a transgression and a sin. <<less
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chibiching rated it
December 29, 2021
Status: Completed
This is the perfect short story example of misunderstandings gone wrong -- redemption arcs are often times too good to be true and undeserved. 5 stars all the way.
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08phamann rated it
August 3, 2020
Status: epilogue
The story was a bit too short, there wasn't enough development of the MC and ML's relationship to really make it too tragic. If there was more background and exploration into the motivations and development of relationship between the main characters, his death would have been more tragic.
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sleepy_chelsy rated it
November 30, 2018
Status: Completed
The links to the chapters do not work. You can find this novel on Wattpad instead ^^

Didn't expect the plot twist and that ending.

It's a very short novel but nonetheless a good one. The ending is so heart-wrenching and twisted.

I wish there was some sequel to this novel where both - MC & ML (mainly MC but whatever) get a second chance as in reincarnation or something... T-T
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Giratina rated it
August 24, 2022
Status: Completed

I feel really bad for the MC. He must have suffered so much when he died. He must have been in so much pain and anguish. The person he loved killed him, made him suffer. And the part where some dude shoved cigarettes in his nose, that must have been so painful. I hate the ML for making the MC suffer so much. I wish he waited to learn the truth. And now here I am at 12:51 crying my eyes out for the MC. My poor baby T-T!!!! The way he died..... I can't stop thinking about it. Thinking about how much it hurt. It makes me hate the ML more. And the part where it showed he actually couldn't swim, but lied to the ML that he could..... My baby T-T!

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invix rated it
May 3, 2021
Status: Completed
It's perfect for a short, quick, and heart-wrenching tragic story. I'm not going to be very critical since it fulfilled my desire for a quick angst and just barely-there tears, so- five stars!
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SuouNono rated it
July 25, 2020
Status: epilogue
I liked it, but I would've liked it more if it was longer, and I got to see how their relationship actually went instead of just seeing one short scene of them acting lovey dovey in the first chapter. The angst would've been much better ? I'll give it a 4.3 but a 5 on nu
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Peachzy rated it
March 10, 2021
Status: Completed
Wow I normally don’t read such short tragedies but this is good.

It’s a bit too short but I think it’s heart-wrenching enough. If only ML just stop to think a little and don’t do things so quickly, he won’t make such a huge mistake.

Anyways brb crying (;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`)
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Perry_08 rated it
January 22, 2023
Status: --
tr*sh author. Why do you have to make the MC so pitiful? Does the ML even have any redeeming qualities for him to be loved like that? What kind of filter did MC have? Author, you better write 10 chapters of ML suffering 100x more than MC and dying the same dogs death like MC. Otherwise the unappeased souls of your readers will haunt you forever...
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