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A policeman went undercover at a company to get close to the mafia boss in order to find his criminal records and send him to jail.

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09/15/17 polarbearadise epilogue
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February 1, 2018
Status: epilogue
Usual comments after reading this novel:

Ninja Cutting Onions.

I really don't know why I'm doing this to myself.

It's a tragedy.

... more>>

ML: Why did you deceive me?

MC: In fact, I don't want to continue deceiving you, if only, you're willing to trust me.

But the word "if only"... can't turn back time.

If only.. can't bring back what's mine.

If only.. can't undone what's has been done.

If only.. can't.. it can't.

I was three days late.


It's a good one shot story for those who are seeking heart wrenching pain and unshed tears.

The translation quality is good.

The chapters are short but it not hanging.

The pain is real. Ready your heart and tissues, to let it out.

(Side note: Listen to the audiodrama after reading..... TT^TT) <<less
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kiraluvst rated it
December 31, 2018
Status: Completed
I think the story has potentials, but I find it too short to let me believe in the couple's relationship and love...

It felt like I did not get enough time to understand their feelings and suddenly it just ended...
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Jiminie rated it
November 7, 2019
Status: epilogue
Tragic ending, I can only guess ML is inconsolable.


The epilogue where he went to bring back MC's corpse and still acts like MC's alive but just ignoring him is really heartbreaking.


but I still love the story.
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Nia_K rated it
August 21, 2018
Status: epilogue

Don't read out in public, the rage and tears are hard to control. Ending is dark and even if it's such a short story it hurts to read.

Thank you for translating the story though translator.
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PurityByDarkness rated it
July 18, 2018
Status: Completed
This is so heart-breaking, I don't even know why I read it. It's a BE if anyone is wondering and so, so tragic. It's still written quite well so that it tugs at your heart-strings, so if you are into tragedies, this is the one for you!

*sniffles, wipes a tear away*
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K99MY rated it
November 30, 2018
Status: Completed
The links to the chapters do not work. You can find this novel on Wattpad instead ^^

Didn't expect the plot twist and that ending.

It's a very short novel but nonetheless a good one. The ending is so heart-wrenching and twisted.

I wish there was some sequel to this novel where both - MC & ML (mainly MC but whatever) get a second chance as in reincarnation or something... T-T
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