After My Ex-Boyfriend’s White Moonlight Proposed to Me


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Xie Ning knew that his boyfriend was a player, seeing him pine after his white moonlight, and caught him with a little fox in bed. After finding out his boyfriend was cheating on him with that little fox, the boyfriend became the ex-boyfriend. His ex-boyfriend’s white moonlight coincidentally just returned to China, so everyone around Xie Ning looked at him with sympathy.

Xie Ning: “…”

Xie Ning: “No, I really did dump that player.”

One day, his ex-boyfriend’s white moonlight suddenly proposed to him.

Everyone: !

Xie Ning: ?

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New Larsn
April 29, 2021
Status: c37
Am I the only one who thinks this story walks a very fine line between teasing and coercion?

The MC is cool and distant to others but practically unable to say no to his partner (due probably to hinted at past trauma) and the ML seems mostly aware of this. If one partner is unable to say no for various reasons, it's the responsability of the other to say no to himself on their behalf.

The ML is pretty arrogant and elitist but in a not too offensive way. Everybody is... more>> aware of it but still accept him. He is doting and caring only towards the MC. However, he often realized the MC is unconfortable due to his actions, or even scared in some parts at the beginning, but mostly ignores it and keeps on doing his thing ignoring the other. Forcing a person is not just about sex.

I dunno how this could be called an healthy relationship... the only saving grace is that in the end he ML doesn't do anything too bad and the MC ends up mostly liking it. However I feel like they walk a very fine line in some parts and it makes me really uncomfortable to keep reading this.

If it weren't for that I would have liked this story quite a bit. It would have been a good slow, fluffy story about art, trauma and how to get past it.

However I really can't look past that fact. <<less
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New Shortk rated it
April 26, 2021
Status: c49

I don't think that just because something is "fluffy" justifies it being kinda dull. Imo truly good fluffiness is not boring. It makes your heart squeeze. I don't know why but this book is by no means bad, but moves perhaps too slow. It's focus is too narrow and focused on the main leads perhaps that it makes their romance seem dull. I just don't know what it is man.

People looking for a slow "fluffy??idk" no drama feeling but has a certain attempt at depth romanic book, I would recommend.... more>> I almost wish there were more face slaps bc that one face slap they did was really good and actually entertaining for once. Personally dropping now tho. <<less
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Melange rated it
December 24, 2020
Status: Completed
This is a really wonderful and touching inspirational novel. Although the summary makes it out to seem like it's a dog blood drama love triangle, that is not what this novel is about. If you're looking for any drama, action, or revenge, there isn't any. This novel is less fantastical and more realistic. It is something reminiscent of the It Gets Better Project.

Because this is a slice-of-life inspirational novel, this is not for everyone. It's mainly geared towards people who are sympathetic to the struggles faced by LGBTQ individuals, or... more>> those who might be facing those struggles themselves. Some might think this novel is cliché, but it's only cliché because it is a reflection of reality.

It tells the story of one young man who has utilized self-coping mechanisms in order to deal with the trauma of having undergone gay conversion therapy. Because of this, he (MC) has become detached and apathetic towards basically everything including familial relationships. After meeting with ML, he slowly finds the will to change himself, the key point being that in order to change, the individual themselves need to want to change. He is hindered by his parents, who don't accept his sexuality, even in the end.

There is no follow up on the toxic ex, and that's okay, because sometimes, moving on means cutting those people out. It shouldn't matter what happens to those people anymore. Maybe MC's parents will never accept his sexuality, and that's okay too. There will be those who will never accept you for you who are. That's just life.

Even though I wasn't expecting this to be an inspirational work when I started reading it, I think it's a great, poignant piece. It's already hard to find gay solidarity in Eastern works, so I appreciate adding another to the number. <<less
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zary11278 rated it
January 18, 2021
Status: c6
I might have got lots of hate if people could reply to comments here in novel updates but actually at the chapter six and I feel insulted by the way author calls every other director out there as someone cheap bending to the public opinion or money. Like there is something wrong with public opinion? Our main lead does not lack any money so doesn't need to earn any and therefor so any one who needs to do so is beneath his majestic level? Believe me if I could speak... more>> mandarin I would have liked to know do they think any one other than the Dali or Monet and Matisse or any other contemporary artist are not worth being artists? I agree people do have preferences in art as well as anything else but calling others cheap because you think they are not worthy since they don't follow the same taste as yours isn't it being arrogant. ARTISTS DO CREAT ART TO SATISFY A NEED WITHIN AND THEY DON'T CERTAINLY FEEL PUBLIC'S FAVORED AESTIC AND TASTE IS TOO IDIOTIC! As the author mentioned in this chapter. Since even as an artist you would like to be understood as any other human being, if an artist does not fell todo so they would keep the created piece to themselves since in their mind no one else's idea matters. But as other parts like the translators part they did fantastic their work was first class but still I would like to drop this story for the facts stated above. <<less
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December 18, 2020
Status: c85
I found that this book was entirely to my taste, I won't say there's no flaws but the healing story is good enough to excuse them. This is a pure romance between two people that fall in love in first sight and then the ML works to help the MC through his trauma. The ex boyfriend hardly turns up at all to the point that at one stage you will completely forget his existence, apparently the author wanted to change the name of the book but got a lot of... more>> comments saying not to change it. One thing to be noted is that even though there is showbiz in the tags neither of the main characters are actors at any stage in the book. There are also no unnecessary rival characters who like either of the main characters, if this is not your thing then you may not like this but I personally felt that it was a breath of fresh air. <<less
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JamaisVu13 rated it
December 19, 2020
Status: Completed
Some novels are like this :- you read those until the end, process the whole story and then realize that the MC is not swallow, just traumatized. Mistaken by everyone else.. Even their own parents, has given up hope but when they found their own person, they knew that they've been saved. They don't have to live a robot life anymore. They'll fight their own battle to become a better person. This novel is about that.
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January 15, 2021
Status: c36
Not gonna rate it yet because it's still early on but damn I'm eating dogfood almost every chapter (keep going pls).

The MC and ML flirting back and forth is like chewing on soft candy. I came here for the face slapping primarily but ex-WHO? I forgot all about him already.

Edit: To the people who think the ML is an arrogant snob when it comes to his very picky tastes. You are not wrong. Even the the people around ML are aware of it as even his own personal cook has... more>> been taught by his own hand and even what she makes until now still needs a number more adjustments in order to cater to his taste of satisfaction.

The ML is a perfectionist and maybe he does look down on movies that are made for the entertainment of the public instead of what he wishes to express. It's true he does not lack of money so he can say things like that. You are right about that.

But I think you might be taking this fictional character's opinion a little too personally? Is this the author's own opinion and not their portrayal of how the ML's mind works? But alright, I suppose you have your own reasons. <<less
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Aachiin0914 rated it
January 2, 2021
Status: Completed
This novel is really great. The way the author wrote every scenes reflect reality in every way.

Let's forget about the coincidence and fated meetings, but the experienced and the present moments of the protagonists kind of represent society as we are right now.

Same s*x marriage is not very much accepted in many countries in Asia, we can't ignore the facts that many gay people experienced what Ningning had experienced in his early teenage years.

I like how the author expressed this reality in round about way. The story didn't focused much... more>> in Ningning's psychological problems and family conflicts, but we can see in the novel how they resolved every problems and conflicts which strengthen their bonds and relationship.

This novel also made me laugh at how irrelevant the ex-boyfriend is. I though, it will be a love triangle the most. However the ex seem too irrelevant that instead of being a canon fodder he became a mob instead.

I'm not going to talked about our Ningning's psychological problems much, cause Dr. Hi already made a report on it.

But let's talk about some of it.

Mtl is very vague. I was shocked when I read schizophrenic, but when I read the later words, I was relieved. The author seems to made effort researching about Ningning's disorder to even made a report about it.

Written on his report, Ningning was diagnosed to have Schizoid PD and mild social disorder.

Schizoid PD is under cluster A/ odd, eccentric PD. And like how Ningning's character settings describe him, people with Schizoid PD lack interest in social connection, their very introverted, they're very cold, indifferent and detached, and the word apathy describes them very well.

Mild social disorder. I think it's social anxiety disorder with "mild". I'm not professional but this is just my opinion. The author is really great in terms of this. The shyness and embarrassment Ningning is experiencing is what this disorder is what is about.

It's just mild, that's why it's mild social disorder, cause worst, Ningning will never want to go out of his house every again. This mild will become a complete hikikomori person, because of the strong anxiety.

More so, he have a medical history of suicidal ideation and attempt.

Thankfully Dr. Ji already stamped him as treated. Actually, PD is very hard to treat. Like it's name it's personality disorder. It means it was part of the person. It became a disorder because of its negative impact on person's everyday life not just for others but also for himself.

PD developed from childhood to adulthood. Actually there no treatment to this. But it could only be supressed. No, more like could only balance it out, so, Ningning could be mentally healthy. And the medicine for that is our ml, Mr. Blue whale.

Mr. Blue whale is our mc's balance. Without him, MC will still be on his house drawing infinitely without compromising into anything. Stubbornly living in isolation without caring about the world or people around him.

Still, when I read this novel I see Sigmund Freud everywhere.

And I also thought there would be a scene to recover Ningning's mother and white wash the bad things she did. Like her bad past about homos.

Well, there's none. So let's not talked about it.

The ending surprised me. Really.

It's super unique and this is the first time I read an ending which didn't belong to the protagonists' POV.

But it did appear to work.

If there's a picture, I very much wanted to partake to that forum.

And those scenes engaged with the readers as well. It's like you are part of it. A passerby munching on Mellon seeds.

You can feel the excitement within the forum and will even thought that it might be happening at the moment. You can imagine the scene yourself as you read, every post.

Sadly it's mtl. I want to read it again after the translation was finished.



(♡ω♡) ~♪ <<less
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GoldenTiger0 rated it
December 22, 2020
Status: Completed
This is novel is entirely based off on healing aspect. The ex-boyfriend is almost non-existent. He is there just to show how scum he is. Mr. Blue Whale and Mr. Rabbit both don't fall in love instantly. Especially Mr. Rabbit. Mr. Rabbit has always appreciated Mr. Blue Whale's other identity. However, Mr. Blue Whale does seems to have fallen in love at first sight. He may see a little too active in relationship but there's no doubt that he's very considerate of Mr. Rabbit. I appreciate both of their little... more>> steps to reach their love destination. If Mr. Blue Whale took initiative in his own hand and accommodated Mr. Rabbit so he feels at ease, Mr. Rabbit also tried hard to overcome his trauma.

The novel may seem really cliché but it is definitely not a boring read nor it should make you upset. It is one where you overcome your past and rediscover yourself. Also psychology of any family member should be guided gently and nicely.


Mr. Rabbit's mother herself is a psychological patient as she has extreme aversion to homosexuality due to her brother's incident. Her family's acceptance of her brother's sexuality shows that she didn't hate homosexuality actually. But the incident of her brother left a bad impression and trauma regarding homosexuality which could have been treated or guided gently by Mr. Rabbit's father. Unfortunately, Mr. Rabbit's father wasn't that much firm to guide her and Mr. Rabbit's relationship to a different direction. Rather, he supported the mother yet gave up on son despite of his unhappiness and shock towards his mother's sudden change of attitude.


And the translation is going on very nice and easy to understand.

I will binge the translation later. Wish the translator success. (^_^) <<less
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Irissska O_o rated it
March 24, 2021
Status: c36
I have read 36 chapters and then skipped straight to 45. I liked the idea behind the novel but the story was pretty boring.

And isn't it against law for a psychologist to discuss a patient with someone else in such details? It is not just asking about him, but sharing confidential information back too.
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Dragon_Reader rated it
January 26, 2021
Status: Completed
Read using MTL

This is a v sweet, kinda slow but not so slow romance between two adults. This book as a small element of 'love cures all mental ailments and emotional problems' but MC also seeks external help. MC is the one with some psychological issues due to certain acts of brutality at a young age. It's a beautiful healing book. Highly recommended.

T/ L - 5/5
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ylial rated it
December 21, 2020
Status: c22
I like slice of life but this one really bores me. The story is predictable and cliché. So the author should make up on writings (arrangement of words and plot) to not make it bland. But it seems like the author is just narrating with MC's POV.

MC's personality is not my cup of tea. I like him being apathetic, and doesn't care to everything but it pisses me off to see an out of place personality of his where he keeps blushing when he is with ML while the ML... more>> is the usual yandere pervert that keeps forcing the MC. Fortunately the ML didn't touch the MC while the MC was drunk yet he only harassed him verbally.. Will probably drop <<less
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tricksyness rated it
February 23, 2021
Status: c85
Great fic to read if you're looking for romance and hurt & comfort.

Honestly, it's a very refreshing novel especially since many out there tend to revolve around face slapping, revenge and very very slow burn, but the development of the main couple's relationship in this novel is very well-paced. And I like how you gradually find out why the MC turned out the way he is.
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Amjsm89 rated it
February 10, 2021
Status: --
I completed the mtl. For me who love to learn new things from novel, this novel is quite good as I could discover something like original artist, art department and more. Not specifically but they exist. For I've read many novel with actor/actress, models or singers as their MC/ML, this is new for me.

Overall, the storyline is good with a bit of fluffy and sweetness. I think each characters have their own reason why they act the way they are either it's correct or not. Except that s*upid useless ex... more>> boyfriend. I don't know why he's that confident despite constantly rejected by MC and ML. But he's like non existent after all so who cares. <<less
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nctzen rated it
February 8, 2021
Status: Completed
A very very good read. One of the best for quite some time too for me. Some might say that it's so cliched but the story is also magical. It makes me feel very happy reading it. I don't really know what to say except that it's astonishing how such a simple story can warm my heart this much. Totally recommended for people to read
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diemie84 rated it
January 6, 2021
Status: c20
I'm super addicted with this novel. The update is frequent and the story is when MC and ML attracted to each other and compliment to each other personality. Where MC seem like not care about the world, as long you not touch me, I don't care while ML is someone arrogant but they kind understand each other and perfect for each other even when both don't know each other name.

They have same kind off group but not know each other, so you kinda keep waiting what happen when they found... more>> out that ohh I always heard about you but never thought it's you.. Both also change each other, make the other do something they never do no matter how much people ask them. They are fate couple. FATE, DESTINY. <<less
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blackwatersinkingshipper rated it
January 2, 2021
Status: c17
I'm enjoying this one so far. The MC is the expressionless type but he's not boring and unemotional and the ML is sticky but not overly aggressive. The romance so far is very sweet.
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nevelvir rated it
December 22, 2020
Status: Completed
Completed by mtl.

I like the story quite a bit. Yes, it's not perfect but it's not that terrible either.

... more>>

There is a story behind Xie Ning's apathy. And in the process of falling in love, Mr. Blue Whale got to know Mr. Rabbit's scar. And he tried to help, even only by trying to ease Mr. Rabbit's insomnia by staying with him until he fall asleep. It's sweet.


This story got a little cliche plot going on. But still, this is quite sweet read.

Just a lil bit disappointed with the ending. I'm quite curious about how Xie Ning's parents, Yan Xi and even the ex-boyfriend (I forgot his name, orz) ended. Those loose end had not been tied nicely. <<less
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itsred rated it
March 24, 2021
Status: Completed
It's a sweet and silly story, not much drama. There's some lingering angst, a few attitude problems, but all in all, it's just a sweet and fluffy story.
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omgquiznak rated it
March 2, 2021
Status: c30
It's quite cute.

I do find the novel nice to read, but there are parts that I disagree with and make me uncomfortable. The ML did kiss the MC without asking for the first time, and it's really nice that he changed and asked if he wanted to kiss him after that. The ML also said 欠操 (which is a derogatory word, it might be OK in some situations, but the way he said it was a bit disgusting). The ML also did the "He's mine" kind of thing almost a... more>> few chapters after they met. Its honestly not that bad, and the ML did change better and less scary, but it was a bit uncomfortable for me to read. I think it'll get better though, in the later chapters. <<less
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PhoenixChameleon rated it
January 2, 2021
Status: Completed
I absolutely loved this novel! I highly recommend it for anyone who likes egaming and university life settings for your bl novel. Sweet, satisfying. MC cute. ML definitely the dark knight here. Won’t give spoilers, but this is one of my favorite HE novels. Pure love for this one.
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Ouryane00 rated it
March 1, 2021
Status: c46
Love the progress between the MC and ML! Everything just fell into place and it’s so sweeeeet! I can’t help but want to read more when I binge read this for almost 5 hours lol
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