number 1 on the list bc this sh*t SLAPS AYEEE this couple is unhinged and a true match made in heaven (hell) the plot is... more>> also plotting i love everything abt this 10/10 go read it rn i promise it's good!! <<less

brothers by chance, lovers by choice~ and what a f*cked up choice it is in an even more f*cked up situation. ngl my heart ached for these individuals and what they went through to get to how they are now. deep read, not for the faint of heart. ... more>>

side note, the writing is "to the point" but it fits the narrative. <<less

tbh not as f*cked up as the rest of the stories here, i actually found this couple to be really cute especially in the last half lol. oh, but the manipulation, gaslighting, coercion and overall start of the whole relationship was just *sirens blaring* ... more>>

side note, a pretty good depiction of aspd for the ml character, reading some parts of his pov reminded me of a family friend i have that's also diagnosed with it too... <<less

this is enemies to lovers so ofc they are going to hurt each other but zoo wee mama, the amount of graphic r*pe is just downright diabolical. the author has a way with words during those scenes that doesn't glorify the action but shows it for what it is: a means of domination and power.... more>>

ngl idek why the mc fell for the ml, he had every right to shoot him dead point blank. his nonchalance rubbed off on me and i too am just content with their development lmao <<less

um i won't lie, this story made my blood pressure rise with the nonstop abuse and torment on mc. i was wishing a g**ital mutilation arc on the ml at one point yeahhh it was bad for me...... more>>

i do love me some heart hurting angst and they served so slay ig. i rarely wish for the main couple to end up with others and i did with them. 50% still do lol something abt this ml is irritating. :| nice story tho ngl writing is good which is why i continued and is on the list. <<less

am i the only one who found this hilarious? like genuinely it was unironically funny. the writing, especially suspense was 10/10. toxic ass couple and twisted ml but somehow it worked out and i am happy for them. they embody the title of this rec list lmao. ... more>>

also i usually have a hating arc for 95% of psycho mls but i didn't for this one hmm <<less

reading this felt like a dark, cloudy sky day looming over your head. to poorly summarize: a gloomy and bitter story with wildin half bros. the author did an excellent job on writing a realistic and fleshed out, twisted protagonist. i honestly loved reading from his pov, his mental stuggles are some that i can relate to.... more>>

as for the couple, they are complex as individuals and as a pair. it's not as clear cut out as it seems is all imma say. ngl i didn't like ml earlier on but trust the process, they get good and the tension is yummy. in conclusion, f*cked up but tender? lol <<less

this sh*t was Tragic with a capital T, heed that tragedy tag folks. no spoilers but omfg that ending (to me) was perfect but so, so, so bittersweet.... more>>

no better romance story than a creation falling in love with their creator and vice versa. they gave true unhealthy love and i live for it ♡ i need happy ever after monster s*x from them pls and ty <<less