Waiting Upon You


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Ling Lang is thirty-two years old and an A list movie star. He is also the youngest to become the king of the silver screen. Known for having a cold and aloof disposition, people nicknamed him king iceberg of the silver screen. His biggest secret? He is a masochist down to his very bones.

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Waiting To Be Beheld
Đẳng Nhĩ Ngưỡng Vọng/ Chờ Anh Nhìn Lên
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Date Group Release
07/09/19 Ainushi Translations c7 part18
05/12/19 Ainushi Translations c7 part17
05/12/19 Ainushi Translations c6 part16
03/24/19 Ainushi Translations c6 part15
08/10/18 Ainushi Translations c5 part14
08/03/18 Ainushi Translations c5 part13
07/27/18 Ainushi Translations c5 part12
07/12/18 Ainushi Translations c4 part11
07/06/18 Ainushi Translations c4 part10
06/28/18 Ainushi Translations c4 part9
06/22/18 Ainushi Translations c3 part8
02/22/18 Ainushi Translations c3 part7
01/28/18 Ainushi Translations c2 part6
01/19/18 Ainushi Translations c2 part5
01/12/18 Ainushi Translations c2 part4
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Keisotsuna rated it
April 27, 2018
Status: c3 part7
Very exciting. It's too short to make a detailed review yet, but the story already got me hooked. I really need an update!!


Feng Hao, don't even try hiding it, I can feel right across the distance between fiction and reality just how much of a cunning schemer you are, you two-faced sadist!! That silly act of yours won't work on me! :3

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kyn rated it
August 21, 2018
Status: Completed
4.5 Stars for this well written BDSM Chinese BL Novel. Complex and compelling storyline with a touch of mystery. Sweet surrender, tender dominance.

The image below got my attention while I was surfing Youtube.

It was a Chinese slash (Boy's Love) audiodrama called 等你仰望 by 易修羅. I knew I had to read the novel by all means and I am glad I wasn't disappointed.

The book carries a BDSM theme and has TPE 24/7. The dynamics between the dom and sub is well written and explored. I greatly enjoyed the chemistry between the... more>> two. The surrender is sweet and the dominance is tender yet satisfying. I believe this book would appeal to both dominants and submissives. The author seems to know what makes a dom and a sub tick.

I would have happily given this book a full 5 stars if not for having a tad bit difficulty on accepting how the major conflict towards the end was resolved which nearly cost the life of the protagonist. I think it was unreal for his master to not know what would become of his pet should his pet heard news of that devastating incident. Therefore I am settling with a 4.5 stars.

Other than that stumble towards the end, I commend the author for handling the romance and sexual desires of the MCs well. There's no fluff and the romance is slow burn with gradual acceptance and indulgence. You'll get to witness the whole progress of the bonding between a new master and his sub. Besides that, the character development was also praiseworthy. I like how Feng Hou slowly strips Ling Lang's protective shell which he had created over the years to hide his dark desires out of shame and confusion towards this own deviant sexual nature. I had much fun watching the dom's creative pet/sub training method. There's a lot of focus on animal-roleplaying which the MC devotes himself as a loyal adoring dog to his doting but firm master.

As a side note, this is the first time I have read a Chinese BL novel with a BDSM theme. I hope to be able to find more of such books in the future. And I would love to know more of this author especially the gender since I really couldn't tell from the writing itself. Most of the times I am able to do so with other M/M books but not with this one.

P/S: I know it's rather odd reviewing a Chinese novel in English. I think I must be the first one to ever do so. Odd really.

* Reviewed on October 9th, 2015
**Read via Cantonese TTS** <<less
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YellowNoodle rated it
May 22, 2019
Status: c4 part9
Ugh, there's a reason I stay away from this but I always come back.

The fact that there's someone who knows your shame and weakness makes me so uncomfortable.

Honestly, throughout the MC and ML's exchange I felt so much second hand embarrassment I wanted to run away.

In this case I can relate to the MC, not the masochist part (ahhh maybe a lil but), but the fact that a person's walls are slowly being crumbled away piece by piece like an onion makes me feel vulnerable. Like, like... more>> I'm naked and bare for everyone to look at.

And oh my Lord Mr. Mo! You think I don't know who it is huh!? My spidey senses tingles during chapter 4 part 9! Gosh I wanna shake the MC and call him crazy!

The psychological effect makes me extremely, extremely, squirmy but knowing the fact the MC wants it, stepping into the ML's trap, is so strange. Like, I cant comprehend it. I feel like if I do my whole personality would flip inside and out. *lights a candle*

And I can't count how many times I gaped in shock with the ML exposing the MC to the crowd or simply just... being so sadistic. He's like a fricken beast and the Mc's a willing sacrifice.

Gosh, goodness me, f*ck

The story's really good but my heart was beating so uncontrollably fast I had to write a review--which I typically do only when I'm finished with the entire story.

Ugh, my inner masochist "tie me up daddy" (⁄ ⁄^⁄ᗨ⁄^⁄ ⁄) Im so conflicted. <<less
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March 16, 2019
Status: c5 part14
this story takes the budding D/s relationship from Antelope and Night Wolf and expands on that theme so if that novel made you uncomfortable then you won't like this because AaNW is pretty tame in comparison. This story is focused more on the relationship than anything else so far but at least they get together early on and unlike the other story, the Dom here already knows what he is and what he wants to do (he's had ten years to figure it out) so there's no hesitation or questioning... more>> on his part. The psychology is interesting and honestly I find it intriguing that the same mind that came up with the very sweet and funny You Boys Play Games can also come up with stories like this which is worlds apart as far as depth and self exploration is concerned. I hope it gets picked up again. <<less
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