the ML becomes the MC's father but is incredibly lustful toward him, utterly insulting the name of parenthood. He strongly reminds me of the child s*xual ab*sers who r*pe their children, adopted children, or foster children. He acts this way without a hint of hesitation or moral restraint. The weirdest part is, everyone is seemingly okay with him having a s*xual relationship with his son who couldn't be more than a few months old. Like, what the hell, sci-fi world?

In the third arc, the ML uses mind control to manipulate the MC. The ML isolates the MC from all of his friends by attacking, threatening, or trying to kill them. He essentially imprisons the MC in their home and frequently injects a sedative into him to make him weak and unable to move in order to hold him prisoner. He grips the MC by the wrist enough to leave dark bruises and literally drags him through their house. When the MC tries to get a moment to himself to think about things in the bathroom, the ML breaks down the bathroom door and attacks and r*pes him. He nearly forces the MC to have a miscarriage (note: the MC is a tree, so he's a natural hermaphrodite). The MC has to struggle for his life in order to run away and makes many attempts before he finally.

After all that, the MC peacefully returns to the extremely abusive ML with their young child. Not everyone in abusive relationships develops PTSD, but why hasn't the MC learned at all?! This isn't a romance series, this is a torture and ab*se series! Worse yet, he's putting their child in that same situation? What the hell, dude? Did turning into a tree give him mulch for brains?

I reduce my rating to two because it's taking such an unhealthy relationship and treating it as normal. It's fine to have torture and ab*se in a series, but it should be treated as torture and ab*se, not some fantasy romance. This is not romance. This is not love.

Our main character is normal 17-year-old youth that was forcefully bounded to a system that had him do tasks that revolve around getting good feeling points from targets. Each world, the main character's body will be a type of demon. For example, first world, he was mirror spirit demon, second world, he was fox demon, third world, a tree demon and where I'm currently at, the fourth world, he's a cat demon.

Main character is so good at selling cuteness while he's a cat demon. ^_^

IRL MC is a phoenix while ML is a snake demon, there was an instance where MC saved ML by giving his heart to him, yes MC's heart regenerates he's a phoenix after all, ML didn't know of this and then asks a drop of blood from MC's heart (because of some qualities in the blood) but no heart = no blood, so... MC doesn't bother to explain anything... so misunderstandings all over (due to the instigation by someone)... The whole transmigration is the MC's trial that a phoenix must go through, ML follows.. so tadah the whole plot... I forgave ML later after he groveled and asked for forgiveness after he realized those...

MC is described as someone who doesn't show his feelings on the outside but loves wholeheartedly (he gave his heart after all)...

I really liked this take on non-human MC, A "demon" mirror spirit was a good break from the typical cat or fish mcs.

enjoyed that ML had a previous connection with the mirror, definitely a purposeful move on the system/authors side to give our MC his 'tutorial'. I didn't like the ending though, It should have ended with ML being a lonely widow. making MC "just sleeping" for 7 years felt like a cop out to get them to have s*x before ending the arc.

Honestly I was expecting ML to be a bit more f*cked up, he was definitely possesive and obsessed, but not to the extent I had expected him to be (yknow with the whole "my only support throughout childhood was the mirror that kept me company locked in a closet" thing).

The pointing MCs gun to his chest and almost traumatizing our poor MC was f*cked up though - but as with all things ML does, he did freak out when he saw how MC reacted and did genuinely feel bad and try to make it up. He never once did something that would make MC sad on purpose (even stating that he cared more about MCs feelings than his own possessiveness) - love a self aware queen lmao.

Honestly though ML is kind of pitiful with how in love he is, especially since MC didnt actually respond to his feelings - and no, im not counting that random s*x scene in the extra, MC never agreed or showed any love back and I genuinely dont understand how he suddenly agreed to have his v*rginity taken by dude he didnt even care for past his mission. I mean, he even stated that he was only going with ML up the mountain because he needed to protect his owner for his mission, and then he protects his owner, accidentally falls asleep for 7 years, wakes up and decides "actually, id like to have my ass rammed by this guy bec he waited 7 years for me. what? am I gay? ofc not, I dont even love the dude lol.". Yep no thanks, MC has never stated verbally, or even shown physically that he loves ML - only "proof" you could pick out would be him getting embarrassed by ML doting on him, and even I get the same reactions from compliments lol.

ML feeds medicine to baby MC via a mouth to mouth kiss, tongue action included. thinks to himself that the noise baby MC makes from the action is "heaven", and that he enjoyed all the joys of parenting in one night (???? french kissing a sick infant is not part of parenting bro)

ML bathes the baby MC in fox form, MC tries to get away when MLs hands move to his g**itals and accidentally brushes a paw against ML, ML then gets aroused by MCs paws briefly touching his dick, and forces struggling MC (still in fox form) against his chest as he jerks off.

MC ages up into his 16 yr old form and ML literally does not even last an hour before forcing a kiss on him and asking to be in a relationship.. here is a literal excerpt from the scene.

[ The little fox that had just taken a breath gasped and immediately widened his eyes, "Y-you, just two days ago claimed to be my papa..... "

"En, " His great Highness shamelessly nodded, "Baby can continue calling me papa if you want, I won't mind." speaking like a big tailed wolf touched his chin, with a bit of regret said: "Unfortunately, I still haven't heard baby call me papa..... "]

what.

so ignoring that whole mess, ML gets drugged with an aphrodisiac that can only be cured by "releasing control" (otherwise power riot, more chance of death the higher ur power lvl yada yada yada basically s*x or die). Except ML doesn't know this. the fact that there can even be a power riot means that whether you "give in" or not is still up to the victim. get where im going with this? the aphrodisiac doesnt make u have s*x, u still have control over whether to act on the lust.

ML complains to himself about how he wanted to force himself on MC and explain it away by being drugged and then goes "nah.. ill just kiss him a bit", then changes his mind when he goes to kiss and forces himself on MC anyway.

Heres a nightmare of an excerpt for you:

[ just a while ago, he actually wanted to use this drug as an excuse to forcible possess his little fox even pushing all the responsibilities to the drug, using all kind of methods and even his own bitterness to gain the little fox's forgiveness. ]

queue a bunch of monologue about ML feeling bad. He also feeds MC medicine by mouth again, while MC is still suffering from nightmares about being r*ped. Like bro, you know there are other ways to feed people medicine than kissing right?

Straight after this, MC wakes up and tricks ML into a hug and bites him, blood and all. ML proceeds to get hard and use MCs ass to get off while cracking jokes about how MC doesnt need to mark him to be lover's. This is the first time theyve interacted since MC was r*ped, and ML, despite being oh so sad and very terribly distraught by what he did, then mol*sts MC while taunting him? The author tried really hard to play up ML feeling guilty about raping MC and then pulled this out of her ass - really? how can you expect anyone to believe he actually felt bad when he didnt even try to apologize or even talk before using MC to get off.

Remember where ML said this?

[ just a while ago, he actually wanted to use this drug as an excuse to forcible possess his little fox even pushing all the responsibilities to the drug, using all kind of methods and even his own bitterness to gain the little fox's forgiveness. ]

Yeah, so that was a complete lie. He didnt even try to "gain the little fox's forgiveness". ML, at this point, regards MC as nothing but a f*ck doll with fox ears on top.

Yeah. So. MC still doesn't love ML, and ML is a dirty pe*ophile rapist who gets off on fox cubs.

I dont know how a story could degrade so much in literally like 4 chapters. How did this happen. Its not as if ML in arc 1 blackened and it carried over into his next life, MC and ML are implied to have stayed together until they died. there was no BE for Arc 1. So how the f*ck did ML become a degenerate so fast? I mean ML had his shortcomings, but he wasnt this f*cked up ever (forcing a kiss deserves a good beating but it is not comparable to mol*sting your adopted child/baby). Compared to Arc 2 ML he could be said to be a f*cking nun even.

The thing about the MC is that he only refers the MLs in each world as the person he (ML) was in the first world.

It's as if he only ever loved the ML from the first world and was looking for a substitute in the MLs in the other worlds.

For example, the first thing he notices about the MLs in each world was that they had similar appearance with the ML's appearance in the first world. When the ML doesn't have the same/similar personality in a world as he had in the first world, MC would immediately doubt whether or not ML was actually the ML. It makes it seem as if the MC didn't like the ML as a whole, but only the part of him shown in the first world.

If ML didn't have similar appearances in the worlds, MC wouldn't even be able to tell apart ML from an ordinary passerby or an annoying cannon fodder.

It can be shown that the MC doesn't fully know the ML no matter how many worlds they go through. The only thing MC knows about the ML is that he is shameless and pampers him (MC) a lot. Possessiveness? What is that? Can it be eaten?

Jokes aside, MC thinks that ML's possessiveness is due to jealousy. Its true to a certain extent, but that doesn't even cover half of the reason why ML is possessive towards MC.

Just a little rant.

I HATE the sixth arc. The MC's BROTHER (adopted) sexually assaulted him. Imprisoned him even. And when the MC was saved by the ML, he was like, 'I still trust my big brother. Pretty sure it was the booze that made him do all that to me. I still trust him with all my heart even after what he did to me 'cause he is my brother.' Freaking ridiculous. How fcking s*upid can someone (fictional) be? Naive? This is not naivety. It's s*upidity. There's a fine line between naivety and s*upidity and this is just all out s*upidity. Calling MC smart is just a lie 'cause he ain't. Did big bro have to go all out and r*pe you for you to wake up from your s*upidity?

And author, come on. You could have just made the big brother as your usual bro con type of big bro. You didn't have to twist their previously pure relationship this way. The first thought I had when I read that the big bro was adopted and he had bro con was that he (big bro) had feelings for MC. I was hoping... no, PRAYING that it wasn't true. Only to be disappointed as I read on.

I HATED the fact that the big brother had disgusting thoughts about the MC even though the MC trusted him as a brother. I knew that big bro would make a move on the MC like the third parties in the previous worlds. And I knew I would hate it too. But I wanted to give the novel a chance (and 'cause I had nothing else to read). And then, surprise, surprise, big bro made a move on Lil bro. In the worst way possible. This was the last straw (plus the MC's s*upid thoughts after getting saved). That's why the one star instead of two.

Oh yeah, and big bro faced no conscequences even after the rough treatment he had done to his Lil bro. He only went overseas out of guilt and Lil bro was like 'Big bro, take care! I'll miss you!'

f*ck this! I'm so done.

arc 2, 3 and arc 6 (desktop pet, second half)

them introducing his (non-biological) elder brother as a love rivatl/2nd ML sooo late into the story. And then they made the elder brother SA/r*pe the younger brother and MC just glosses over him bc he thinks his brother got bugged... And I guess it's not a big deal for the author bc the elder brother "didn't do the final step". This part of the story really makes me give the story a 1/5 and I dropped this for some time, but I finished the story when I was bored.

Turns out MC is this naive and silly partly because he is suffering some sort of punishment and going through reincarnations als a phoenix high immortal. MC dug out his heart to resurrect ML, who did not know about this and misunderstood MC, accidently really hurting MC. MC then wants to cut of his relationship with ML and 2nd ML comes into play and manages to mess up stuff further. In the end MC takes some sort of punishment (for ML I think?) and does these reincarnations, pretty much killing himself. ML, after knowing the truth, ist devasted and regrets very much. He uses half of his power to protect and accompany MC in his reincarnations + splitting parts of his soul. After some twists and turns MC and ML get back together and it's HE.