The Paranoid Villains Have a Crush on Me

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Ning Xingzhou is bound with a “healing system”, dedicated to conveying truth, goodness and beauty, and to influence villains from all walks of life.

Under his guidance, the apocalyptic bosses are dedicated to benevolence , the campus gangsters are admitted to the world’s prestigious schools, and the cultivator puts down the butcher knife to become a god…

Ning Xingzhou asked himself to play the role of a life mentor to the fullest, but…

Ning Xingzhou met those cold and paranoid eyes, he rubbed his sore lower back, wanting to cry without tears.

He obviously took the route of innocence and healing, how come all of them are blackened!

Before every villain went black, they walked through a rough road. The road was dark and they couldn’t see their fingers. They became panicked, gloomy, sick, and paranoid. Finally merged with the darkness.

But one day, there was a light in the darkness.

They went mad, crazy, and by fair means or foul just wanted to hold the light firmly in the palm of their hands and hold on to it till their deaths.

(I could have tolerated the darkness, if I had never seen the light.)

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偏执反派都暗恋我[慢穿]
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GoldenTiger0
GoldenTiger0 rated it
February 20, 2022
Status: Completed
-Arc 1, Ch37-

So far, so good... [4☆]

MC is cute, sunny and a gentle person. He doesn't simply improve the ML's life in a idealistic way but tries to ensure that even after his departure the ML would have things that will be a materialistic proof/item for his growth.

... more>> As stated by @rhea4765, ML is indeed mature but well a little impulsive too at start, perfectly with a youthful energy. He also has inferiority complex and is possessive towards MC, but not in a yandere way and he ain't harmful to MC.

The arc is well executed. The campus story didn't got too involved with og FL & ML, but they did participate in the arc. It seemed that it was really a world and the characters did exist even though you don't get to see them all the time.

The relationship between MC and ML is sweet too. Progressing slowly yet steadily.

Last chapter of arc 1 is a little saddening.

Spoiler

MC leaves ML's world after he confirms that ML won't have any problems and before he deepens his love towards ML too much. He was afraid that if he stayed even a lil more, he won't be able to move on from that world. In the end, system removed the memory of MC's existence from the world. Even ML forgot him, but the instinct ML had towards MC remained. ML still followed the path he had decided after listening to MC's interests, kept the b'day gift given to him by MC even though it was a large doll that seemed useless and he still felt as if there was once a 'seatmate'. He becomes old... he had all but still felt he had nothing.

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-Arc 2, Ch54-

The MC is same as before... but a little saddened due to leaving ML in arc 1. But he recovers though. I was so upset in the first chapter of the arc... especially when he sees the specific technological progress.

ML is the same, we readers all know so, but he doesn't has inferiority complex now. Though he does has possessiveness over MC in this arc too.

If the previous arc had a budding campus love theme, this one really as the author said in one of his/her notes is subtle self-jealousy theme.

This time... we don't even know the names of the og FL and ML. Them participating in this arc is far off.

The ending chapter *sniff* was even more sad than the previous one, even though we all know it will be HE finally... *sniff*

Spoiler

The system as before was supposed to be erasing memories of all. But ML somehow retained his memory. He remembered the MC. It was so sad watching ML trying to find traces of MC in the world.

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-Arc3, Ch75-

MC entered this world with blurred memories of the past 2 arcs.

MC is still cute and sunny. If it wasn't for the tag 'seme protagonist', I would really won't believe what happened.. no, in fact, it's opposite... what happened in this arc made me believe in the tag I was so doubtful about. The waist problem mentioned in the synopsis is due to OPness of ML. *cough* *cough*

ML is in a unique setting this time. Already blackened. Still the same inferiority and possessiveness yet so gentle. And he's a very flirtatious (the kind of usual gong) & a proactive shou.

The plot content is more deep this time, explaining the background of MC & the system, why he's world hopping and about ML and the poor antagonist. ("Poor" cause it felt I was watching a cannon fodder.)

REAL WORLD BACKGROUND SPOILER: BEWARE!
Spoiler

The ML and MC are in interstellar era in real world. MC is a spiritual therapist (it was MTLed as Mental Doctor *cough*) and ML is someone who got Calamity (sometimes MTLed as Disaster) [an energy being filled with negative emotions against humans but wants a human form & tries to occupy a human body] and MC tries to heal ML's spiritual world trying to prevent Calamity from taking over his body.

ML and MC already knew each other before, so there won't be a drama of "it all happened in another world/dream.", etc.

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-Real World Arc, Completed-

Pretty short when comparing usual world hopping novels. Only 3 arcs other than real world.

3 chapter-long real world. It's all about MC & ML's past, solving problem and eloping. Yup, elopement.

Ending may seem rushed but it tied the loose ends well. And, ML is as proactive as ever.

MC & ML's past was wonderfully written. [+ 1☆] <<less
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rhea4765
rhea4765 rated it
November 26, 2021
Status: c37
I mtl'd till end of arc 1, chp 37. The story is easy to understand that the first few chapters were translated so smoothly I forgot it was mtl.

MC is very cute and endearing, I like how he interacted with ML and his clear take on the mission, yet still thinking of the consequences of his actions.

ML was so much more mature and awesome than the synopsis made him out to be. He isn't a yandere or blackened gong but his world really only revolves around MC.

Arc 1's plot was... more>> okay, simple and there were unfollowed plot points/foreshadows. Mainly fluff and romance progression with sweet, small misunderstandings. <<less
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Flex4EvrytigBL
Flex4EvrytigBL rated it
March 26, 2022
Status: c37
Let me first just say....

Wahhhh.·´¯` (>▂<) ´¯`·. such... hic...a... goo-hic, good plot (sniff).. line

I just finished arch 1, and at the beginning it was so sweet (perfect for a vinalla reader like me) and also had some comic relief. But as it stared progressing, it stared on the emotions. The MC is such such an adorable little munchkin that make instinctively make you want to spoil him rotten. His interaction with the ML are sickly sweet.

... more>>
Spoiler

he leave the plane and the ML get his memories erased but still does things subconsciously like he did when he was with the MC. It really made my chest throbಥ╭╮ಥ when his head hurt when he tried to remember theMc

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All in all it was a really great, even if I MLTed I could still understand pretty well (... At some point I even mistaken that I was reading an official translation¯_༼ •́ ͜ʖ •̀ ༽_/¯.) <<less
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7starkiller99
7starkiller99 rated it
March 8, 2022
Status: c9
Novel Not Recommended to Read due to Emptiness.

Setup: MC is to save villain from being villain. MC is given an all powerful system cheat and has no prior memory. MC is an airhead, also super cute and sunny. ML is a villain who is super obsessed with MC because MC looks good.

Novel is really bland, with the author constantly reminding you that the MC is cute and that the ML is obsessed with the MC. Both of them immediately daydream about each other. Your typical Mary Sue/Shoujo style MC who... more>> is cute-blob acts out tropes with the typical fodder of evil Chinese schoolchildren. ML is as typecast as it could possibly be and wants to possess MC. Nothing too bad so far, but nothing that interesting either. At least MC isn’t a crybaby and ML isn’t shown to have harmed the MC in any way yet. Everything is extremely predictable and empty.

-300bil/10 Just mediocre blandness. There really isn’t more you could say about the novel. It’s a blessing and a curse.

P.S. Might be recommended to people who wanna skim stuff while they empty their head. Nothing remarkable. <<less
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Estelle_star_QAQ
Estelle_star_QAQ rated it
February 6, 2022
Status: Completed
This is actually very endearingly cute. The ML has inferiority complex but he never hurts MC because of this.
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