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Links are NOT allowed. Format your description nicely so people can easily read them. Please use proper spacing and paragraphs.In a tragic novel, I possessed the body of Astelle Heines, who died while grooming her husband, 13 years younger than her, to her own taste.
The ugly lady of Heines.
A noble lady who played house with a child because she had no other man to marry.
That was Astelle’s reputation within high society.
But they didn’t know—
Why Astelle’s heart would ache every time she saw Bleon and the reason why Bleon was so racked with anxiety at the thought of Astelle leaving.
After I became Astelle, I experienced true love like never before.
“Please don’t leave me… I cannot live without my wife.”
I will make you happy. So don’t leave me.
“Then, please don’t throw me away even if I’m worse than garbage… please…”
I love you. You were the only light in my exhausting and miserable life.
Bleon, it seems like we’re walking side by side in an unreachable parallel world.
So you can go find your place now.
Goodbye.
Goodbye, Bleon.
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Nothing resolved nicely, leaving plot holes that bothered me to death and my dissapointment on ML grew like a mountain. I wasted my duckin 3 hours reading it and I regret it sm, bring me back my time ugh. Bits of MAJOR spoiler the reason why I don't like it
• FL illnes came out of no where suddenly have this incurable illness
• FL is the ori Astel, after FL died in 1st tl ML came to a wizard from out of no where and suddenly have this time limit 17 years but supprise! They will still alive in the end, and forgot to memtion FL family is dumb 1D villain character.
• Why I'm dissapointed hate in ML and reason why I hate philia
ML have been druged for years and suddenly have smex with Philia (in 1st tl) he mistook her for FL, and philia willing to do it for tReAtmEnt or whatever it is which I found disgusting since I despise cheater so much or homewrecer sht. I know the reason it's bc the drugs and ML mistook philia over FL, but I just hate it the way philia willing to do it or ML still doing it despite FL know about it (at this point in 1st tl they were divorced and FL were gone somewhere, but ML STILL have smex with philia to relive his s*x drive. I know it was bc of drugs but still I feel so bitter that my dissapointment on him reach its peak.
And oh yea, don't say that philia do this for ML sake for him to be healed, you have to KNOW that both ML and Astela is sick, obsessive to eachother.
There's a big spoilers here
Astela sure as heck is sick, but she didn't start abusing ML when he's a ten y.o. She's kind and gentle towards ML first, AND astella didnt show interest on ML in romantic way, she thought on him as little bro but still obsessive towards him. ML who is the one make his way First so Astella will notice him.
back on ML— he falls hard on her, he even hope FL look at him in romantic s*xual way after he got his first wet dream when he's 13. And his hopes came true! It was when he turned 18 (srry if I'm wrong) that Astella started using drugs on him bc of her inferiority complex and she's afraid ML will leave him someday bc of rumors circulating that ML will throw Her away. And yeah, ML knows about The drugs nd pretty sure he want it too.
And don't get me wrong, I Too hate what Astella do to ML
* 2nd tl ML go to war and suddenly missing with Philia, FL pregnant and received the news her husband missing with the healer (philia) and faint then lost her baby.
* in 2nd tl they were happy as if nothing happend, there's no mention about philia in the ending which makes me upset especially when she act like she's close to ML really sickening me tbh. Idk I JUST hate philia period. Don't come after me Since it's my opinion on her.
Conclusion = Yes it's grooming.
I haven't finished the novel but.
Some commenters think like the age difference = grooming or pdphilia but it's not the issue here. Their past is complicated, the age difference did nothing wrong. I don't know if it's a positive but she also started to drug him when he is an adult. +ML is a cunning yandere. He. is. scary. He acts like a 10-year-old while being 20, so that's a problem too. It annoyed me a lot.
The main reason for my low rating is that the author keeps using repeating sentences with all of the characters. They constantly said the same thing again and again:
ML: "If I did something wrong, please tell me. I’ll fix it... So don’t be mad... Wife... ”
FL: "It's treatment." "It's treatment." "It's treatment." "It's treatment."....
Like, author... Can you write something else, please? What is this? I can see why this story finishes at chapter 75. Many "simple" stuff didn't make any sense either, examples:
-Her being connected instantly to the ML and ML not getting that OGMC is long gone to the other world.
-The duke was injured and maybe 5 minutes later the doctor decides it was not infected...
-A grown man talking about taking 3 days worth of medicine and finishing the treatment.
They're simple but important for making the reader feel the characters and love the story. Other things I didn't like:
-FL being overly mean to servants over a minimal mistake.
-The writing style felt like reading a list of groceries.
-Chapter 15, there still not much progress. Chapters are short too. That's it. Don't waste your time.
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-ML is cheater/FL is abuser.
-they have 13 year age gap. They married when he is 10??????? (is that even legal) and she is 23. He act so out of his age in a ridiculous way. He is not muture, he is groomed and thinks he is in love with her after staying 10 years ONLY with her, just few people in the whole castle, their is no one who is same age with ML (FL get insecure and throw out every pretty and young woman). In the end author just throw some random reasons to make 1st timeline FL look nice like -she got insecure after she heared someone saying he will leave her when he get older and that’s why she abused her- poor her, what a good reasong to abuse a child and him thinks that she apologizes to him after her behavior means she is actually nice in deep deep down. FL is the dumbest FL ever, like he cheated, you know that and after that while you dying he drug you and r*** you but you still he shouldn’t see me dying. Girl. You can not even breath and you think about that just after you see him f*** other girl.
After this scene this novel is just 1 star. This could have been good if 1st Astelle and 2th timeline astelle was not the same person and Male not remember her 1st timeline. (He f*** other girl for months in the first timeline. First he was drugged and thought she is his wife but after When his regain consciousness and see her is not his wife he still continued.)
Reading this it just a waist of time. I just wish in the end FL dies while cursing him, then he would killed himself too, at least that would have be satisfying.
-the thing that I don’t understand is, FL got married with ML is because no one wants to marry her bcs everyone thinks she is ugly but everyone arounds her think she is gorgeous except her family.
-1st and 2th timeline Astelle is the same woman, after reading this I dislike the FL even though I thought she was actually nice? But no she was still the dumbest. Like she is weird to react after seeing her husband cheating, in front of her eyes. I felt so disgusted and disappointed after that and yet she forgives him. Ohh, and after he saw her see them f***ing, run to her, drug her and f*** her while she is dying because of a heart disease but he can’t even realize her being out of breath, dying, because he only care about f her.
-Oh, and in the end she just came back to life thanks to some magical poison, and became soooo much healthier, her infertility cured and got a healthy body. Every is happy like no one cheated, abused, death twice, sold their souled and even the girl he cheated stayed with them.
I wrote this after reading novel and I might be overreacting but I have to write my true thoughts or I can’t calm down.